Ayato was still fast asleep on my shoulder,since he didn't want to let go of me the rest of the day. So,I just carried him for out afternoon walks.
I didn't mind at all,I always loved children even though I had one taken from me after childbirth by his father along with my twin but by death.
I actually did have a child before the twins ,but not with Claude,at the time ,my husband and I just met him. What happened was,Karlheinz, thats what happened. I have known since he became king.
I heard from servants that he had taken a liking towards me since we first met,but I took no heed to it since he was already engaged with sister atthe time.
He knew that I was getting along with Claude all to well,so he decided for my relationship with him to crumble. The night when Claude and I announced our engagement, he forced me and thus I conceived a child a week later.
During those months of my pregnancy, Karl was already married to three women, his second wife was also pregnant at the time.
It turns out that she and I gave birth around the same time, but she lost her child do to a stillbirth.
I gave birth to healthy boy with my black hair and red eyes but he did have his facial structure and narrowed shaped eyes.But,he came to my chambers and grabbed my son away from me and told me that he knew his child would not survive, so he used me as a tool to give him a child that can replace the other.
And he walked away with my boy,Reiji.
