Pity.

It is what I felt when I saw the boys in pain when I saw what my sister was doing to their sanity. Slowly, but gradually it was dispersing from their mind especially Kanato.He was the one that was the first victim that lost it.

After the night that Claude and I allowed them to our bedchambers to sleep, it became a frequent thing for kanato to come and sleep with us and then it became a habit.

He started coming to me, like I was his mother and that he had a nightmare of some sort and needed my comfort.I would get up and hold him like a baby, since he was so small compared to his other brothers.

I would stay awake till he fell asleep with his head lain on my shoulder, and the rest of his body is curled up to mine. His hands would eventually have my locks in his palms.

I eventually laid him between Claude and I . Hoping that he would get better every single day, but he never did recover, he eventually staryed losing his sleep.

Next, was Laito, whom personally was a sweet, kind and well-behaved boy. Take note that I did say He was.

He then started making visits like kanato had done,but one day that sweet boy became his very own nightmare.The boy that he never wanted to become has taken over his mind and body.

His mind was twisted to see what was wrong and what was right.My sister messed him up so much that he started to 'love' my sister more than a mother.

Lastly,ayato would break down crying to me on what Cordelia was doing to him.One time, he cried the entire day in my arms and would not let go of me. That's how bad it was for him.He eventually started to our bedchambers.

Also during this time, I got to see my only living child, Reiji, he was so small , but yet so smart and willing to learn more for his age. But , it saddened me to see him go to a woman that he called 'mother,but yet was neglected attention.

I didn't get a chance to introduce myself to him ,because I was taking care of the triplets.But one day,it will happen andthat day ended up changing both our lives for good and for worse to come.