"Hey Shaun?" I asked.

"Hey Nikki?" He asked looking back at me.

I smiled. "What's a six letter word for living dead?" I asked confused.

He frowned. "Are you really asking me that?"

I nodded. "Yeah actually because I can't figure it out."

He laughed. "Zombie Nikki. It's Zombie."

"Oh yeah." I smiled. "Thank you."

He rolled his eyes and Sam came in the room. "Hey what are you two up to?"

Shaun looked at Sam. "Well our little sister here is doing a Halloween crossword puzzle and is obviously not too bright."

"Hey I'm bright." I argued.

Shaun smiled. "Okay…Nikki you asked me what a six letter word for the living dead was. That's not too bright there sis."

I giggled. "My mind was drawing a blank."

Sam frowned. "Wow you guys. Wow."

I frowned and looked at Sam and Shaun. "Hey Sam? If you're turned into a Zombie like in the movies can you ever be turned back?"

Sam looked like he was thinking. "Uh, I don't think so. Why?"

I frowned. "I just wanted to know."

Shaun raised his eyebrows at me. "Why did you want to know?"

I shrugged. "Just out of curiosity."

Shaun looked at me. "Are you sure?"

I rolled my eyes. "Yes I'm sure."

"Did you just roll your eyes at me?" He asked.

I giggled. "Maybe."

"Maybe?" He came up to me and started tickling me.

"Ha-ha. Shaun. Stop it tickles." I giggled.

He spoke. "Say I'm the best big brother ever."

"You're the best big brother ever." I giggled as he let up.

"See that Sam. Trick always works." Shaun said walking back over to the bed and laying down.

Sam frowned. "That's not a trick it's tickling our little sister till she can't handle it anymore."

Shaun laughed. "I know. That's the really funny part."

I poked Shaun's side. "Shaun."

He looked at me. "Nick."

I frowned. "Could Zombies live like humans again even if they're still zombies."

He sat up. "Alright spill kid. What's going on? Why the sudden interest in zombies?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. I'm just curious."

Shaun looked at Sam. "Well I doubt it. They have to be killed don't they Sam?"

Sam nodded. "Yeah they have to be. There is no way they can be changed back to real people unless you'd go to a crossroads and make a deal with demon to get the person back, but then the person who would save you would end up dying and yeah it's not pretty."

I sighed. "Okay."

Shaun looked at me. "Nichole is something wrong?"

I shrugged. "No I just wanted to know."

Sam looked at me. "You sure, you seem pretty down."

I shook my head. "No I'm fine really I am. I just wanted to know."

Shaun stood up. "Well I'm going to go get a soda. You want anything?" He asked me.

I shook my head. "No Shaun I'm good."

He walked out and Sam went with him. I went to the bathroom and pulled my jacket sleeve us to reveal a bite mark. I ran into what I think was a zombie two days ago. We were in this town looking for a hunt. I knew zombies were a good hunt but I didn't want to say anything. I looked at the bite mark again and tears filled my eyes. I'm going to die. I heard the motel door open and Shaun came in. "Nikki? Where'd you go?"

I breathed in deeply. "I'm in the bathroom."

He called back. "Alright. You okay sweetie?" He asked.

I replied. "Yeah Shaun. I'll be out in a minute." I wiped my eyes and walked out of the bathroom. "Shaun."

He raised his eyebrows. "Were you crying?"

"What? No." I said looking in the mirror. "I had an eyelash in my eye and was trying to get it out."

He frowned and opened his coke. "Alright."

I turned and looked at him. "Shaun, I love you."

He raised his eyebrows. "I love you too. Is something wrong? You're acting really weird today."

I shook my head. "I just want you to know I love you."

He smiled. "I know that."

I didn't have much time left, and I knew it. I was going to become a zombie very soon so I needed Shaun to shoot me. "Shaun?"

He looked at me. "Yeah?"

I looked down. "If, if I asked you to kill me…would you do it?"

He stood up. "Okay now I know something's wrong. Nikki what's going on?"

I looked up at him. "Would you?"

He shook his head. "No, I wouldn't. Why would you ask something like that?"

I frowned. "Shaun I want you to shoot me."

Shaun sat me on the bed. "Nichole Winchester what is going on?"

I looked down. "Shaun please."

He shook his head. "I'm not shooting you Nikki."

I stood up and went to my duffle and pulled out a gun. "Please Shaun I'm begging you shoot me."

He backed up. "Nichole! What the hell is going on?!"

I shook my head. "I don't have much time left Shaun. The clock is ticking. Please just shoot me don't let me become a monster."

"Nikki please tell me what's happening I can help." He told me.

I pulled up my jacket sleeve and showed him the bloody bite mark. "Holy Shit! Nichole when did this happen?"

"Two days ago." I replied. "I'm going to die Shaun." Tears were coming down my face as I said that.

Shaun starred at me. His eyes were filling with concern, sadness, and believe it or not tears. "Nikki you're not going to die."

"Shaun you just told me, Sam just said it, if you're a zombie you need to be killed." I told him.

Shaun looked into my eyes. "I won't let you die. I'm going to fix this. Do you hear me? I'm going to fix it!" He had my head cupped in his hands. "I'm going to fix it." He kissed my head and hugged me tight, he kept mumbling. "I'm going to fix it." Over and over again. He was in denial he didn't want to kill me and he knew he would have to. He didn't want to believe it.

I pulled away. "Shaun I love you. Please you have to do what's right."

I handed him the gun he held it in his hand and sighed looking from the gun to his hand for about 5 minutes then shook his head. "No. I can't."

Sam came into the room with Dean they saw me crying, saw Shaun with a gun in his hands and asked. "What are you two doing?"

I looked up. "Shaun needs to shoot me."

"What? Why?" Dean asked.

Sam spoke. "It has something to do with all those zombie questions doesn't it?"

"She was bit." Shaun said.

Dean yelled. "What?! Let me see." I pulled up my sleeve and Dean looked it over. "Nikki when did this happen?"

I looked at him. "Two days ago."

He had concern growing in his eyes too. "Nichole why didn't you tell us sooner?" He asked.

I shrugged. "I didn't want to worry you guys."

Shaun looked at me and threw the gun across the room. "Son of a bitch!"

"Shaun!" I yelled. He looked at me. His eyes filled with different emotions. He was so sad and I couldn't help him, I was going to die we all knew it. I hugged him as tight as I could and stood back. "Shaun you're my best friend, if there's anyone who I would choose to kill me it be you because you're my twin and we'll meet again. I love you and I want you to do it. Only because I know you love me."

He had tears coming down his face and looked at Dean and Sam, Dean shrugged. "I wouldn't do it with Sam ever! I don't expect to do it to her. Were saving her now. Sam lets go, Shaun you keep an eye on her."

I sat on the bed and cried in my hands and listened to Sam and Dean leave, Shaun didn't know what to say mostly because he was crying as much as I was this had never happened to us before. He was actually going to have to kill me and I wouldn't wish that on anyone. "Shaun." I looked up at him his eyes were red and puffy he was holding back the tears he was trying to stay strong for me. "Please Shaun don't let me be alone." I whispered as I cried again. He walked over and engulfed me in a hug. He kissed my head gently as he hugged me letting his tears fall with mine. Poor Shaun I've never seen him like this. A while later Shaun had me in his grasp he had cried himself to sleep I hadn't though, I didn't want to become a monster I wanted to be free from this stupid thing. I got up gently and kissed Shaun's cheek gently then whispered the words. "I love you big brother." In his ear and went to the bathroom. I grabbed my gun from the back pocket and put it to my head I tried to pull the trigger I did but I just couldn't. I heard sheets rustling and heard Shaun groan. I looked at my reflection and put my finger to the trigger.

"Nikki!" I heard my name yelled. Shaun ran to the bathroom. "Nikki what are you doing?!"

I looked at him tears welling up in my eyes again. "I'm going to die Shaun I'm making it easier on myself."

He shook his head. "You're not going to die."

I looked down. "I only have minutes left. I am going to turn soon I can feel it. Let me end it."

He went for the gun and I pulled the trigger nothing happened I pulled and pulled. A smirk spread over his lips. "You really think I'd let you have a loaded gun in you're pocket when you're being like this?"

I threw it to the ground and screamed. "Ahhh!" I fell to the ground holding my stomach. "Shaun kill me. Kill me now!" I yelled.

He shook his head. "No Nikki."

I fell to the floor and passed out I wasn't there anymore I was floating above my body. "Shaun!" I tried to yell. He couldn't hear me, I saw as he knelt next to my soul less body. I saw my body shoot up I had changed my eyes were black and I was drooling Shaun looked so scared. Hell I was a ghost and I was scared. My zombie body tried to grab him but Shaun kicked it. "Way to go bro, kick me that'll get you far."

He ran out the door and closed it, it was kind of funny. "Nichole change back please. You're better then that thing."

I landed on the ground in ghost formation. "Shaun." I said I was standing right in front of him, I know I could get myself to appear in front of him but I didn't know how. I had to believe. I closed my eyes.

I heard Shaun gasp. "Nikki."

I opened my eyes and looked around. "Well hey there Shaun that worked out just like I hoped it would."

His eyes showed hurt. "Nikki oh my god. You're, you're dead."

I frowned. "I told you it would happen Shaun. Now kill my body!" I yelled. He nodded and went to the bathroom he quickly shot my head and I smiled. He looked at my dead body and he was crying. "Shaun."

He looked at me. "Nikki. I can't believe it. Nick." He sobbed out.

Shaun was full on crying. I felt so bad as Dean and Sam entered the room they couldn't see me but they saw Shaun crying and ran over passing right through me and looking in the bathroom. "Dude!"

Dean looked at Shaun. "What the hell happened?"

Shaun wiped his tears. "She turned Dean I had no choice. She's a ghost. She's here right now."

Dean and Sam turned around looking for me. I tried to get them to see me and when I did they gasped. I smiled. "Hey guys."

Sam tried to touch my face gently but his hand went right through me. "Nikki."

Dean didn't say a word he was shocked. Shaun watched me. I smiled at them. "Guys, Greg's calling me. He wants me to go with him."

Shaun shook his head. "No Nichole no."

I smiled and kissed his cheek. "I'll wait for you." I looked at Dean and Sam and did the same. "I love you guys." I smiled brightly and went to the light and Greg grabbed my hand leading me into the white light with him. I was happy now and I was safe.

Shaun's P.O.V.

When Nichole left I sat on the bed. "How could I let this happen? My only little sister my only twin and it feels like I lost my whole world."

Sam sat down. "Shaun that's how I felt when Jess died and you know what I always think, there happy now. I mean did you see Nichole's face when she left her eyes twinkled and she was never happier."

Dean came over. "I can't believe this."

I looked down. "I'm going out."

Dean grabbed my arm as I stood up. "Don't do what I think you're going to."

"I'm not going to sell my soul. I'm going to have a drink." I said in a no bull shit tone.

"You can't you're too young." Sam said.

I growled. "I don't give a shit!"

I went to the bar and had a few drinks. I tried to wash the pain away but I couldn't I just couldn't. This would be eternal pain.

4 years later

I'm 19 now I died my hair black and got it cut now it's always spiked. I travel with Dean and Sam still and I'm a good hunter. I turned my little sisters death into anger and killed every evil son of a bitch I could find. Poor Joe had a heart attack, well not really but it seemed like he would. Bobby just simply gave up. Dad, well dad he left he ain't talking to no one. Dean and Sam just go on like nothing happened. I don't like to talk about it, I hate to talk about it, it isn't my best subject.

I was in a motel room, Dean and Sam were at a bar and they had a different room. I had a girl on my bed and I was kissing her. I had my jeans on and my chest was bare showing off my tan abs. I had Nichole's necklace around my neck it was one I gave her for her 11th birthday. It hung around her neck just like the similar one that she made me does. Just like Joes had. I leaned down to kiss my girl when she sat up. "Shaun why are you wearing that necklace?"

I frowned. "It was my sisters."

"Where is she?" She asked.

"Shay I don't want to talk about it." I told her.

She sighed. "You never just talk to me! Am I just some slut to you?"

I was going to say something but I got cut off by a knock at the motel door. I looked at the door. "Uh do you not see the do not disturb sign?" I asked. I heard a knock again and groaned. "Please go away." I heard another knock and got off the bed annoyed. I opened the door and yelled. "What!"

I took a step back and put my hand over my mouth.

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