4 years later still Shaun's P.O.V.

I'm 19 now I died my hair black and got it cut now it's always spiked. I travel with Dean and Sam still and I'm a good hunter. I turned my little sisters death into anger and killed every evil son of a bitch I could find. Poor Joe had a heart attack, well not really but it seemed like he would. Bobby just simply gave up. Dad, well dad he left he ain't talking to no one. Dean and Sam just go on like nothing happened. I don't like to talk about it, I hate to talk about it, it isn't my best subject.

I was in a motel room, Dean and Sam were at a bar and they had a different room. I had a girl on my bed and I was kissing her. I had my jeans on and my chest was bare showing off my tan abs. I had Nichole's necklace around my neck it was one I gave her for her 11th birthday. It hung around her neck just like the similar one that she made me does. Just like Joes had. I leaned down to kiss my girl when she sat up. "Shaun why are you wearing that necklace?"

I frowned. "It was my sisters."

"Where is she?" She asked.

"Shay I don't want to talk about it." I told her.

She sighed. "You never just talk to me! Am I just some slut to you?"

I was going to say something but I got cut off by a knock at the motel door. I looked at the door. "Uh do you not see the do not disturb sign?" I asked. I heard a knock again and groaned. "Please go away." I heard another knock and got off the bed annoyed. I opened the door and yelled. "What!"

I took a step back and put my hand over my mouth.

Nikki's P.O.V.

Shaun stood there his hand over his mouth at least I think it was Shaun he looked different I was pretty sure it was him though. I let out a soft chuckle and spoke. "Is that anyway to talk to you're sister? Man I thought mom raised you better." I grinned.

He stood there shocked still and had his jaw practically hitting the floor. A girl came over to the door. "Hi! Who are you?" She asked a smiled plastered on her face.

I held out my hand and smiled. "I'm Nikki. I'm Shaun's sister. Who are you?"

She shook my hand. "I'm Shay. Nice to meet you. Come on in."

I took a step in and Shaun was still shocked, I closed the door. "Shaun seriously that stare a little creepy."

His shock quickly dissolved into anger and he shoved me into the wall hard. "Shaun!" Shay yelled.

I looked at her and groaned shaking my head. "Let him go Shay. He won't hurt me." I looked at him.

He frowned. "Who are you?! What are you?! A shape shifter?! A demon?! What?!"

I looked in his eyes. "It's me. It's really me."

He didn't let up. "Really?" He got out a silver knife and I got the upper hand.

"Shaun! Really? Come on." I said taking the knife. "Want me to prove it?" I took the silver and cut my hand.

His eyes widened. "Oh, oh God!"

I smiled. "Told you." He threw holy water on me. I looked at him. "I ain't a demon either dumb ass."

He came up and put his hand on my face. He frowned and poked my arm, I let out a giggle and he pulled me into his arms. I laid my head on his chest. He hugged me so tightly I thought he was going to squeeze me to death. "I missed you so much!" After a while he let me go and kissed the top of my head. "How?" He asked looking at me.

I smiled. "Easy dude. I got connections." After a long pause I spoke. "I want a cookie I'm starving." I said looking around and plopping on the bed.

Shay looked at us. "That was so adorable. How old are you?" She asked.

"I'm 19." I said smiling in her direction.

"Wait you're twins?" She asked confused.

"Yep." I looked at Shaun. "You uh never told her about me?" I asked.

He shrugged. "I didn't like to talk about you."

I rolled my eyes. "Shay yeah were twins I had to…go away for a while. But I'm back now. I'm better then ever."

Shaun looked at Shay. "Could you give us a minute?"

She nodded. "Sure I'll go get you a cookie." She smiled at me.

I smirked. "Okay chocolate chip please."

She nodded and walked out and Shaun looked at me crossing his arms. "Talk."

I looked at him weirdly. "What am I a dog or something?" I asked.

He shook his head. "No I want to know how and I want to know now."

I frowned. "Want to know what?"

He shrugged. "How are you here? How is you're body normal? How do you look like you did when you were 15? Huh?"

I smiled. "Shaun I know I died, and now I look fantastic. I know you shot me that night. I was too young to die. It was tragic how I did and God obviously didn't want it. He wanted me with you guys."

"That's why you were gone four years." He argued.

I crossed my arms. "Okay Greg talked the big man into it. He's been trying and I guess the dude let up. I woke up in a box. You know how scared and uncomfortable I was? I spent the last few days tracking you down."

He shifted uncomfortably. "But there's no way. There has to be a catch. I don't trust you. I'm sorry you look like Nikki. You act like her but that doesn't mean you are her."

I frowned. "Alright. So you get this once in a lifetime opportunity what are you going to do? Take it? Or are you going to leave it?" I asked him.

He looked down. "I'm leaving it."

Tears welled up in my eyes. I sniffled and I began crying. "I knew you wouldn't believe me. I knew it, I didn't want to believe it." I stood up and went to the door. "I thought with a second chance you'd be grateful but I was wrong obviously."

I opened the door and tried to walk out but Shaun closed it. He looked me up and down. "Wednesday after noon, we were 12. I climbed my tree house what happened?"

I frowned. "Nothing happened to you. I remember that day clearly. I tried to climb up after you and fell off I landed on my head and almost broke my neck. Luckily I got to the hospital and the said I had a concussion nothing to serious. I had to stay over night for observations and you were concerned that whole night."

He looked at me again. "Only Nikki would know this. A hot summer day I was in the backyard and I was supposed to be with you since no one was home. We were 13. What happened?"

I smirked. "You jumped in the pool and your swimming trunks came off, you got out of the pool and your trunks were off and I took pictures and you promised to do my chores for a month if I would delete them."

He looked me up and down again. Suddenly he just hugged me. "It really is you!" He exclaimed still hugging me.

I smiled. "I told you. So you missed me huh?" I asked pulling away.

His eyes widened. "Uh yeah Nick you weren't here. I lost everything and now you're back."

He said that in pure shock. I smiled brightly. "Yeah heaven was fun for a while but you know you miss you're family members."

He nodded. "Yeah I can imagine. Nichole I missed you so much!" He hugged me again and soon we heard a knock on the door. Shaun cleared his throat. "Uh yeah?"

"Hey were uh back from the bar." I heard Dean's voice and smiled.

"Come on in guys. I want you to see someone." Shaun said.

"Is it one of you're hookers?" Dean asked coming in with Sam behind.

I stepped in front of him. "Dean that wasn't nice."

His eyes widened and his mouth dropped same with Sam. "Nikki." They both mumbled.

I smiled and stood by Shaun. "Hey guys."

Dean frowned and pulled a knife out but Shaun got the upper hand and twisted Dean's arm. "Dean it's her. I tried that already. Knock it off. It's really her."

Sam hugged me tight and whispered. "I missed you."

"I missed you too." I said in his chest.

Dean came over and crushed me with his hug. "Were never letting you out of our sight. You're staying with us, we'll never let you get hurt again."

I smiled. "Thanks Dean."

Shay came in then and handed me my cookie. "Here ya go."

"Yes my cookie!" I said excitedly.

Shaun let out a laugh and I smiled and chewed the gooey chocolate. "Shay. Can I talk to you later?"

She replied. "Sure Shaun call me later."

She left and Dean crossed his arms. "So how'd you get back?"

I smiled. "Greg helped me out. He said I was too young to be there."

Sam frowned. "Oh really?"

I nodded. "Yep." I took another bite of my cookie.

Shaun rolled his eyes. "You're such a dork Nick."

"Really? I haven't been here an hour and you're already starting with the names?" I asked.

He kissed my cheek. "You know I mean well."

I giggled. "Yeah I guess. So what have you guys been up to?"

Dean shrugged. "Hunting. Shaun here has gotten brutal."

I finished my cookie and threw the paper away. "How so?"

Shaun looked at Sam and Dean and shook his head. Dean sighed. "He doesn't want you knowing."

I nodded. "Yeah alright." I laid on the bed and looked at the ceiling. Dean, Sam, and Shaun went out in the hallway. I closed my eyes and fell asleep with my hand on my stomach and my other hand under my head.

I woke up hearing Shaun on his phone. "Yeah honey I love you too. I don't know I can't be here. Cause my sister just came back and I know I should be happy but I'm not I feel like I should stay away. I don't know. I just feel like she's not telling the truth and Dean, Sam, and I would be better off if we weren't near her at all. Yeah I mean abandoned her. I know it's wrong. I just can't take this risk if I do it could get us killed. I can't tell her. I wish I could but I couldn't I'm just going to go. Yeah like disappear. I'll be there soon. Bye."

Tears started welling in my eyes. "Shaun no please don't leave me." I said.

He looked at me. "Nikki oh my god. I didn't mean for you to hear that. I'm, I'm sorry."

"You're really going to leave me?" I asked.

He nodded. "Yeah I'm really sorry Nick. Forgive me please sweetie. Forgive me one day."

He got up and walked away. "Shaun no. Please, Please Shaun." I said as tears fell down my face.

I shot up from that nightmare and looked around the room. I saw no one and tears started welling up in my eyes again. "Shaun." I croaked out. My tears fell freely down my face. He was gone, my brothers left me because they couldn't trust me. "Shaun!" I whimpered again. The doorknob turned and Shaun came in with a mocha latte. I looked up at him and sniffled. "Shaun?"

He looked over at me and frowned. "Nick what's wrong?"

I shook my head. I was afraid to tell him about my dream, I was afraid if I told him it would come true and he would leave me so I just shook my head and laid back down. "Nothing." I whimpered. "Just a bad nightmare."

Shaun came over and kissed my head. "Well just rest sweetie when you wake up it'll all be fine."

I smiled slightly. Hopefully Shaun would be right. I would wake up and everything would be completely fine and completely safe. When I woke up I felt strong arms around me. I looked next to me and saw Shaun. His arms were wrapped securely around me and his grip was tight. I smiled and kissed his cheek gently. Maybe we could get back to normal.

I know it's short! But comments? Any ideas?

Hope you had a good thanksgiving.