Alana POV.

I close my eyes, I can hear Gabe and Silver giggling.

I bit my lip tears falling down my face, what am I doing?!

I don't even know why I'm so upset, how can you be so upset over something you never had.

There's a knock on my door, I open it.

Gabe is stood there, I give him an icy look, he has something pink in his arms its my Victoria secret hoody.

"You left this in my room"

I snatch it off him "Well thanks, now please can you and Silver keep it down I'm trying to plot how to kill you both" I say with a sugary sweet smile.

"You're being a bitch" Gabe hisses he steps inside, the door slams behind him.

"You broke my heart!" I snap, my eyes widen.

"What?"

"I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!" I scream, "HAPPY now?!

Gabe shakes his head "You can't have feelings"

"Well I do!" I snap.

"You have no right telling me this!"

That sentence makes me flash back to when I told Blake I miscarried our child.

"Please love me!" I cry "I lost my dad, I lost MY BABY! I don't want to lose you!"

Gabe sighs and hugs me tightly "You've not lost me, and what do you mean you lost your baby?"

I sob loudly "I was pregnant when I was with Blake, but I miscarried" I cry loudly, Gabe holds me tightly.

"GABE IM GOING OUT!" Silver shouts, seconds later I hear the door slam.

I feel sick come out of my mouth, Gabe picks me bridal style the sick not phasing him.

I cry loudly again, i can faintly hear water running.

Gabe leads me into the bathroom, crying loudly I take my closes off, Gabe stares at my body.

"Your beautiful" He mumbles making me cry louder before he lifts me gently into the bath, Jerry soothingly washes my back with a loofah.

"Why wasn't I good enough for a baby?! Why did she have to die?!" I cry loudly, Gabe looks at me tears in his eyes.

He kisses my wet shoulder and washes me my back in circles.

"When the time comes I promise you Alana you're going to be the best mom in the world"

I nod sniffing "Why don't you hate me? I'm such a bitch"

Gabe laughs "No you act like one there's a difference"

"See you make it so easy! To have feelings for you!"

Gabe stares at me and kisses me, I widen my eyes and kiss back.

Gabe pulls away "I didn't think our first kiss would be you in a bath naked and me sat on the toilet seat"

I laugh "Me either"

The door opens "GABE?!" Silver shouts.

"Shit!"

"You have a choice Gabe, Me or her, Silvers great and she's my sister but I love you okay, I love you in a way that makes me want to throw rocks at your windows and play a cliche song, and I know I'll love you more than anyone else ever will so that means I need to put your feelings before mine. So whatever option you pick make sure you're happy" I cry.

Gabe looks at me before running out of the room.

Gabe POV.

I run downstairs to Silver.

"Babe you okay?" She asks kissing me, I kiss her back.

"Do you love me?" I ask.

"I don't know, but I know I will love you" She says caressing my cheek.

"I need to go now" I say before running out of the house.

I walk down the street, I look down at the pavement due to the rain falling the puddles look silver.

"Alana!" This boy shouts running after this girl with blonde hair.

"EW Gale! You're a little shrimp"

"Your like a year older then me!" Gale laughs.

"Whatever, I'm just the princess"

He laughs "You're my princess okay?"

Alana smiles and kisses Gale "I'm happy I'm your princess"

I shake my head, and walk further down the road, I see Jay Hart who Silver cheated on me with, I give him a harsh glare but he smiles at me and walks towards me.

"Thank you" He says.

"What for?!"

"Silver, she really loves you. She helped me realize too find true love, actually you both did"

I nod "Well no problem"

"So who are you actually dating Silver or Alana?"

I grunt "Silver"

Jay nods and smiles "Well see you around"

I walk down the street

Silver doesn't actually love me, she can't! If you love someone you don't hurt them purposely.

I walk home and see Lexi and Brooke sat on the porch.

"Gabey!" Lexi greets.

"What's wrong?' Brooke asks.

"I need to choice between two Amazing girls"

"Silver and Alana?" Lexi asks.

I nod and sit down next to them "Who do you pick?"

"Well describe them too me" Brooke says "i hardly know them, well that's a lie but still"

"Okay Silver, she saved me life when I had a panic attack, she was so different and funny. But then she cheated on me I lost my virginity to her and she cheated on me!"

Brooke cringes "I really don't want to hear about my baby brothers sex life"

I laugh "And Alana, well Alana. She used to see me as an annoying toerag, but when we went to the dance she changed. And today I saw her at her worst and I can't believe someone as damaged as that is so beautiful"

Lexi sighs "You can't pick who you love, you just feel it"

"I felt it with Silver, and I still do but I don't know"

"It sounds like you still love Silver" Brooke frowns.

Rocky comes outside with Brewer and sits with us "Little man, I've been ease dropping for the last 10 minutes"

Brooke smacks him on the arm "What if he was announcing something private to us like he's gay and got a girl pregnant"

"Well babe if he was gay highly doubt he got a girl pregnant"

I laugh "Rocky do you have any advice"

He nods and wraps an arm around Brooke "Don't pick the better girl, pick the girl that makes you a better guy. Someone you can fix or who can fix you because the world is Shit and make sure she can always make you laugh"

I nod "I know who she is, I'm going to ring her now"

SILVER OR ALANA?!