Authors note: The whole story will be in James point of view unless I say so and just gonna say he's not like how I make him in my other stories he's going to be obsessive, possessive and even a little psycho as the story goes on. Thank you so much for the reviews and support on this story I was inspired by an episode of Crimnal Minds only there will be no FBI in my story. Okay enjoy :)
The next morning I wake up with the thrill coming and bringing me back to life. It's been so long since I've done this I almost forgot what it felt like. But right now that rush of energy is low for I don't have all the power and control. At least not yet.
I make my way to the living room and turn on all my TVs. Looking at all the screens I feel a ball of iron hit me in my stomach and it makes me feel like I want to puke my guts out but I can't because there's nothing to throw up.
I can't see Kendall anywhere. I pace around the room to calm myself down and think, what could he be doing? He could be at work. Or outside. Or anywhere really. I start to get very mad very fast. How could I be so fucking stupid?! I can't just bug his house.
I need a camera everywhere.
His car.
His work.
Outside his house back and front yard. Maybe even a few more for the inside. I can switch channels for when he leaves a room or goes to his car and or work. I blow out some air and calm myself down. I feel a jolt of electricity pass through me and I remember this feeling all too well, the thrill, the excitement of finding and keeping an eye on another. Learning, watching their every move getting to know their routine inside and out. Now it's time for part two.
Since I have today and the next three days off I'll have lots of time to do this and this time do it right. I put on a pair of dark jeans, tight black long sleeve shirt and black nylon gloves before getting my camera and heading to my truck. My camera is really top of the line, I have everything for it. It's what you'd see paparazzi using to take pictures of celebrities.
When I get to my truck I make sure I have everything for today camera, tracking device, and other small cameras for the house. Yup all here. I use my work truck so I don't bring attention to myself and no one will question why im there.
~~FEW HOURS LATER~~
There we go that should do it. Now for the hard part. I start driving around looking, having to find him, needing to see him and not on screen but in person only then can I be calm for today. I stop and park beside a music store I look in the window to see him standing there putting albums on the shelf. My heart pounds in my chest like a jackhammer on staroids, mouth dry as the Sahara dessert in a middle of a drought, hands getting moist like a wet napkin. One deep breath and I'm out if my car and in the store.
I pretend to look around at some of the music they have, most of it I would never listen to but if it lets me be close to him then I'll fake it. Every now and again I look up and see doing something different for his job. Lost in my own thoughts I didn't notice him come over. " Hello there, can I help you with anything?" He asks and it scares the shit out of me and I nearly jump ten feet. " Woah, sorry about that. Hey your James right?"
My heart pounds harder, he remembers my name! " Yes, and you're Kendall. I did your house." I say with a not so brave tone.
"Yeah and everything is working great by the way." He says while fixing things on the shelf.
I take a gulp and mutter "That's good." I was about to leave when he stopped me.
" Look I know you might me bust but can you look at something? My boss has been meaning to call you guys but never got to it." He asks.
Thats when the idea hit me.
"Sure let me get my things." I go get my tools and come back to take a look at what was wrong all the while bugging the place under everyone's nose. When I'm done he said his boss will mail a check and I left but didn't go far.
I went across the street, took out my camera and went to work. Once I was done with that I went home and went into my shed where I develop photos. After they got somerged and hung I just stared at them smiling knowing that the object of my desire will soon be mine.
This one is so worth keeping I haven't even thought about killing him. Yes he's the one.
