James POV
Sometime that week while I was home with Kendall taking care of our baby I got a phone call from my doctor. When I saw his ID come up on the screen my heart pounded in my chest. I took a deep breath an answered the phone. "Hello?"
"Ahh, James it's doctor Stetson calling. I just wanted to check in to make sure you were taking your meds. You are aren't you?" He asked and I knew I couldn't lie to him because he's a very smart man and just dumping some pills down the toilet was out because when I'm on my pills I'm a very different person.
I take another deep breath and tell that no I haven't been taking my pills and that I haven't for quiet some time.
"James you need to take them okay ? I didn't give them to you for the sake of writing a prescription and to give you pills to play with. Start taking them now okay?" He asked.
"Okay." I said.
Then he went on this long ass rant about of I didn't then he'd have to admit me to the mental hospital where they make you take your pills and you can't even take a fucking piss because domes always right there. Well that did it for me.
I started taking my pills with each meal and with each passing day things got a whole lot better and my thoughts were more positive, I stopped having that feeling of wanting to hurt people; be it killing or beating them.
Then my thoughts went to Kendall. Sweet, wonderful, beautiful Kendall. I can't make him stay here against his will any more that's not fair an I should have realized it a long time ago. But I was off my meds then.
That night after Kendall put Dylan to bed, he came into the bedroom and started getting ready for bed when I said "Kendall."
"Yeah James ?"
"You can leave me if you want."
And them the room went silent for about a minute, he came out of the bathroom with a very confused look on his face.
"Leave you? What do you-"
"I know what I did to you is wrong and unfair because I took your life away and now that I'm taking my meds again I can see the error in my ways and what I've been doing and have done are wrong! So very very wrong." By this time I have tears in my eyes at the thought of him leaving me and taking baby Dylan with him. "I understand if you want to leave me now." I choke out the last part because really this is killing me on the inside and my pills make me feel emotions.
I hate it.
I feel a small dip in the bed beside me, I look up to see its Kendall. "I'm not going to leave you James ." He says calmly.
Say what ?
I sniffle a little bit, "Why?"
"Because I love you. And I'm not just saying it out of fear I really mean I've grown to love you an its great that you're on your pills, stay on them." The last part he says a little more firmly and I mod my head okay . "I will admit what has happened was a hell of a ride bit of you stay on your pills I can put it in the past okay ?" He said with that smile.
"Okay I promise." I said with a big smile and we kissed each other good night.
THE END!
Authors note: Sooooo? Yay it's the ending of the story! Good? Bad? Well I hope it wasn't bad. Until next time :)