Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush

(It's now Wednesday. The past two-days I non stopped texted Matt) I put down my math book next to me. I looked over to Carlos, and saw that he was doing some type of art home-work. Papa was doing his work, and Mrs G was reading a book.

.Beep.

I looked down at my phone and saw 1 unread message from unknown. I pressed the button 'read now'.

Hey Logan its Luke -L(Luke)

Hey - l(Logan)

How was your day? -L

Good, your date? -l

Have i ever told you i love you? -L

Guess it was good -l

Yes, thank you -L

Thank Matt too -l

I did. Ps big Carlos is going to talk to you -L

Why?-l

He wanted to know if we were dating -L

But you went on a date today -l

But you did flirt with me a few days ago -L

Ahhh! -l

Sorry that im making you come out -L

Nah its ok -l

Are you lying to make me feel better? -L

No I think maybe he should know -l

"Logan can we talk in my study?" Papa asked me.

"Yea sure," I said.

Time to talk -l

Good luck! -L

I got up and followed Papa to his study. Papa sat on the couch near the window, I sat next to him.

"Logan can you be honest with me?" Papa asked looking at me.

"Sure," I said looking back at him.

"Do you like guys?"

"Well yea I mean I'm friends with other guys, right?"

"Logan that's not what I mean."

"Then what way to do you mean?"

"Logan we both know what way I mean. You can tell me I wouldn't judge."

"Yea," I whispered looking down at my feet.

"Logan that's ok, we all we still love you even if your gay," Papa said

"I'm not gay, I'm bi," I said rising my head to look back at Papa.

"That's ok too."

"Well duh, if you had a problem you would have said something to Luke."

"True very true. Logan why didn't you tell anyone?"

"No one asked,"

"Why do you think that is?"

"I don't flirt with any guy are show any interest to a guy, just girls."

"Well you showed an interest to Luke a few nights ago."

"Do you think the guys know?" I asked Papa.

"No not at all," Papa said.

"Good, how did you know?"

"Luke is my partner I know how he flirts."

"What were you thinking , when it happened?"

"I thought you two were dating and when you winked at him that confirmed it for me."

"What did you think when you found out that Luke had a lunch date?"

"That confused me because I know that you don't miss school unless you have to, But I also thought that maybe you don't really like school."

"Why did you think that?"

"Logan I know you hide thing I just don't know what."

"Ohh. So that was when you talked to Luke?"

"Yea and he said it was a blind date."

"Yup Matt and I set it up," I said.

"Who's Matt?" Papa asked.

"I met him a few days ago, his the first person I ever told I was bi."

"And let me guess now you like him?"

"Yea I kind of do."

"Is he gay?"

"Yea, Matt is also helping me come out to everyone."

"So he's a nice man?"

"Yea there's nothing to worry about with him."

"Logan when are you going to tell the others?"

"I don't know. Maybe when I do get my first boyfriend."

"So maybe soon?"

"Maybe."

"Logan are you going to tell your dad?"

"Yea I will but I would have moved out and you, Luke and the guys would have to be there."

"Why Luke?"

"I kind of hope you two would be in cop mode," I said.

"Is there a reason why we would have to be in cop mode?" Papa asked me.

"Dad's not really supportive."

"So you think it's going to go that bad?"

"Well I bet it would go a way better with the guys than him yes."

"How you think they will react?"

"Shocked for about a second than Carlos will ask me random questions, James would tell me that he's going to help me prepare for my date, and then Kendall would threaten to beat the guy up if he hurts me."

"Yea that sound like then all right. What about Miss Knight? Katie? The Diamonds? My wife?"

"Well they would also would be in shock but them move on because they know that me being bi wouldn't change who I am."

"What about your dad ?"

"His not like you or any good dad out in the world."

"Logan you can't say that, I bet Danny does a lot of thing for you to have food and a roof over your head."

"Yea I beat that's why he does every he can to make sure that I do everything perfect ."

"What does that mean?"

"I must have straight A's, one of the best players in hockey even he he never saw me ever paly a game ,and a good cook."

"Well good grades can help you go in to a good college, you like hockey that can also help in a good college, and you also love to cook."

"How 'bout all the things Danny makes he do to make me more of a man?" I asked Papa.

"Things like what?" Papa asked back.

"I know how to fix a car, ride a motorcycle, and box."

"I didn't know you can do any of that."

"Yea you really don't need those skills so much here then Dallas." I said.

"Wait if you know how to box why didn't you fight back when you were getting beat up when you were younger?" Papa asked.

"I just can't. Fighting and violence can make you a monster, and I'm scared that if I do fight a lot I will be come one and wouldn't be able to change."

"Wow. Logan why do you of it like that?"

"I don't know I just do and always will."

"You know Logan just one fight isn't going to make you a monster?"

"Better safe than sorry."

"You want to watch a game?"

I nodded then we made our way to the living room.

Sorry! Sorry I have not been writing this story in a long time. Sorry for any and all grammar/spelling mistakes.