OH GOD! Was this imagination or just she smirked at me and now winking. Ugh why it's so hot in here? I am so blushing right now and she is still looking at me. Joe seems to notice at last that I'm all red.
''What's up with you? Can't resist Alex's charm?! '' He told me giggling while I was trying to avoid eye contact with her.
'' Shut up! That was not supposed to happened"
''Yeah, sure. You were totally eye-fucking each other!'' Like I wasn't blushing enough, my face now was burning.
''Just hurry up! '' I told him when I noticed Alex and Gigi went into our direction. We were almost running now. As we entered the schools building all eyes were on us and shortly after both of the "love bird" walked past us. They were staring like they have never seen us together before. I can't understand what's so strange about the idea of me and Joe dating?! Even the teachers were looking suspiciously while passing near us.
''Wow they are looking like we murdered somebody. '' He laughs and let go of my hand.
"Mind your own business" I said to the group of girls near my locker as I heard them whispering something about us. The groups of people slowly faded away as the first bell rang.
''So, see you at lunch princess'' Aw it's so sweet when Joe called me like that. We separate our ways with a goodbye-kiss on the cheek and he was out of sight.
I went to my locker ready to unlock it when I felt someone tapping my shoulder. I smiled as I expected my other best friend Tawni but when turned around I almost got a heart attack.
Alex was standing a few centimeters away from me checking me out. Ugh I'm blushing again. Okay play it cool Mitch you can do it, play it cool.
"Russo '' I said trying to look serious and a little mad.
''Torres. Long time no see. '' She said sexily and then winking. Is she flirting with me?! NO WAY! Mitchie Torres is not giving up that easily! I pushed her a little bit away from me and told her.
'' Could you please go away, I'm trying to get my stuff so I won't be late for class'' I told her annoyed. She just smirked.
'' Playing hard to get huh? I thought that at least we can be friends'' Being friends with Alex meant nothing good. I was so trying to forget about her and being friends again will only makes things worst. I know what she wants but she won't get it. I looked at her with a little bit of hatred.
''I'm not going to be like one of your sluts Alex! Back off'' she just smirked.
'' See you later then, beautiful '' And with smile she left me there standing like an idiot. What just happened?! Last year she was all bitchy with me and now?! I know she's a player but to think that I would fall that easily hurt me a little bit. Even though we used to date I'm still hoping that somewhere deep inside her she knows how I fell about the entire situation. I don't like her flirting with me and stalking me in the whole school like a horny student! Ugh everything is so complicated. On the one hand I want her to pay attention to me, to smile at me and see each other occasionally but on the other hand I don't want her to treat me like one of her whores flirting with me in front of everyone thinking I would give it up to her.
I turned around and saw her walking in the hallway and like five girls following her. What a dump bitches!
The bell rang and I quickly got my stuff out of the locker, locked it and hurried to class. I was almost running and praying that Alex wasn't in that class. I think that I wouldn't be able to handle her all year. I knocked lightly on the door and opened it. That's when I saw that our teacher was late for class. Thanks God! I don't need a detention at the first day of school. I looked around and saw Tawni sitting in back at our usual seat. I made my way to her and heard loud giggles at my left. Ugh like I didn't saw her earlier with Gigi now she's with Miley. My eyes widened immediately. What the fuck?!
I thought they were best friends, well they are and this is completely insane and awkward. They were practically dry humping each other. Alex was sitting on her chair while Miley was straddled over her. Their faces were like a few centimeters away when Miley whispered something in her ear and at this time Alex smirked and they started making out. Mileys' hands found their way around her neck while Alex placed her hands at her ass and slightly grabbing it. And everyone is looking at them like there's nothing happening, I bet that if it was me and Joe all of them will be like; OMG what are you two doing?! Get a room! Ugh I can't watch them anymore I'm so hoping Ms Monroe to walk in at any moment. Ha-ha!
''Stop staring and get over here'' Tawni said annoyed. Was I standing in the middle of the classroom for that long?! I made my way and sit next to her.
''Hey … What's up?'' I said trying to hide my sadness.
'' I don't know, you tell me what's up with you and that sad look of yours.'' And to think that she wouldn't notice, she is my best friend after all. She looked me with concern in her eyes. I just looked down at my hands and started nervously playing with my bracelet. I shouldn't be having these feelings for Alex it will be better for me, but I just can't help myself from falling in love with her. It's not that easy to forget someone who has so much affection on you. If there was something like a button that said STOP feelings it would be great!
I finally looked over her and before I could tell her, she started.
'It will get better you know" she said with a sympathetic smile.
''I really hope so'' I grabbed her hand and smiled.
I loud bang was heard and the classroom door was opened furiously by our math teacher Ms. Monroe. At this point Miley and Alex separate from each other quickly so she won't notice.
''Uhm ... Miss Stewart and Miss Russo if you think that I didn't saw it- you are wrong. I'll say it once so if I have to repeat it you'll get a detention… No kissing or touching in my class. Is it clear?'' she asked, more like demand.
''Yes teacher'' both of them said.
We all sat down and that's when the hell starts. I am so sad I just want to go home or at least this lesson to be over! I can't stand Miss Monroe she is always complaining why most of the girls are dressed so inappropriate in school but has she looked herself in a mirror? Don't get me wrong, she is really beautiful. She has everything you might want in woman- long slim legs, big breasts, full lips, dark brown eyes and light brown hair with blonde highlights. BUT! She is always dressed like a slut. I don't know how Mr. Larritate didn't make comment about her outfits. I don't think anyone in this class is listening what she is saying. All of them are drooling over her even Tawni said she was hot.
''Okay class any questions? '' We all shook our heads. She started cleaning the board moving up and down. Again she was wearing black, small, tight skirt that you can almost see her thong.
I saw Miley taking some notes while Alex was yawning. She was looking at Miss Monroe's ass and smirk spread through her face when the teacher dropped her sponge. She bent down and all you can see was her ass and a thong as I though. At this time Alex grabbed her package and started touching it through her jeans. Why I'm not surprised. I can't stand here any longer!
''Excuse me, Miss Can I go to the restroom? I asked and smiled politely.
''Go on, Torres'' she said not looking at me, writing some math things on the board.
I left the room and made my way to the restroom. Ah it's so peaceful during lessons. All of the halls are empty and everything is so quite. I entered the restroom and looked around. I lied to Miss Monroe I just wanted to get out of her lesson. Two minutes later I saw her entering the room. I quickly start the water to wash my hands.
''Well, well who's here''
''Fuck off Alex, I'm not in a mood'' I barked at her. I don't want to be rude but this is for the best before I let her do something stupid. Ugh stupid feelings.
''Mood for what, babe? ''She asked me as I felt her getting closer. My back was still facing her.
''To deal with you! Just leave me alone.'' I stopped the water and faced her.
''I like your hair'' she smiled warmly.
''What exactly do you want from me? '' she smirked. Ugh I don't like that face of her; it only means that she's up to something.
She was walking directly at me and stopped a few centimeters away. At this moment all I can hear was my heart pounding really fast in my chest. C'mon Mitchie be rude. You know she deserve it. She was all rude with you the last year.
She was getting closer and closer while I was slowly backing away and that's when my back hit the sink. She was looking at me straight in the eyes and that's when she asked me.
'' Do you know what I want from you, Mitch?'' Both of her hands were put around the sink. I couldn't run away now. Her face was getting closer and closer I was feeling her hot breath on my neck. She was waiting for my response.
''N … no'' Did I just stuttered? Why I was letting her, this closer to me after all this time. My mind was telling me no, stop this Mitch don't be so easy but my body was telling me otherwise. She put one of her hands on my waist. I closed my eyes as she kissed my neck. This couldn't be happening. She moved to my earlobe and started kissing and licking there as I put my hands around her neck pulling her closer, and then she whispered.
''I want, YOU'' now both of her hands were on my waist and started kissing and biting on my neck. Ugh this feels so good. I'm so turned on right now; I can't even think straight, all I want now is just to enjoy the moment even though I know that at the end of the day I'll regret it. I was pulling her as closer as I can to me. Her hands find their way on my ass and grab it pulling me even closer. She slightly squeezes it and picks me up as I wrapped my legs around her waist. It was getting hotter and hotter; I could feel her boner through her jeans poking me. I was turned even more now. She put me on the sink, my legs still wrapped around her waist as her package was pressed against my center. We were practically dry humping each other, if we keep it this way I might end up giving myself into her. A small moan escaped from my mouth when she bit me, I'm sure that she left a hickey on my neck and then the reality hit me. I slightly pushed her away but she was still between my legs. I placed my hands on her waist looking nervously down.
''What do you think?'' she asked. ''We back together'' she smirked. I felt her soft hand under my chin pushing my head slightly so I can look up at her. There was kindness and sweetness those things that I used to see in her eyes back in time when we were just best friends. She slowly leaned in as l licked my lips, she just smiled weakly but in the last minute I turned my head on a side. Her soft lips collide with my left cheek.
''I can't Alex. I just ca-… an't … You can't break up with me for no reason, be mad at me for a year and now expect me to get back together.'' I took a deep breath. I wasn't shouting at her or something like that, it was more like explaining while I was trying hard to not cry.
'' You have changed a lot Alex. I used to love you back then. We've been through a lot dating or not but it's not the same anymore'' my eyes started watering but I still managed to hold my tears.
She backed away from me and all I can see was hurt in her eyes. I really do love her, still but with her attitude and all these girls always with her, I can't do that. I know she won't change that for me now, so why bother telling her that. She was playing with me now, probably. At this time the bell rung, I was still looking at her with blank expression on my face while my tears were on their way. She was about to tell me something when a couple of girls entered, laughing and giggling. They approached us and said:
''hey Alex, how are you?'' the blonde asked ''Are bored, baby? Want some fun?'' the red head asked and grabbed her by the jacket pulling her closer. Alex just smiled a little at her. Why bother talking to her when she can have "fun" every time she wants.
Tears were falling from my eyes as a shoved her and walked out. I feel so used and to think for a second that she was still feeling something for me. I'm sure she is cheating on her with other chicks and what if we get together again. She is going to be the same, sneaking behind my back, like what she is doing to Gigi right now. I'm sure that she doesn't care 'cause she isn't faithful either but I can't go through that again, so heartbroken, still heartbroken. I'm acting so stupid when I'm around her, I just can't control myself and always end up feeling even worse than before. Walking furiously down the hall I felt someone grabbing my wrist and turning me around.
''Why did you walked away like that?'' she asked me looking concern. Now again I felt like I was facing the old sweet Alex. There was something in her eyes that made me feel like she still cares for me but I can't let her fool me once again.
''Just leave me alone Alex, I don't want to have anything with you. Go back and have some fun, isn't this what you always want. If you think that you can use me like that you're wrong! I used to love you (I still do) but I guess people really do change, so does are the feelings. Now excuse me, my BOYFRIEND is waiting for me!'' she was standing in front of me with that shocked look which turned into anger when I mentioned the 'boyfriend' part.
''boyfriend?!'' she barely whispered. I didn't even know where this came from, I just saw Joe looking at us and the words were already spilled. She was still holding my arm, when I harshly yanked it away and run straight to Joe. He was looking at Alex and she was looking angry at him. That's when I put my hands behind his neck and attacked his lips.
The kiss was short but enough to piss of Alex. We never kissed like this before. Well just small pecks on the lips but that's all. This kiss was different though. It felt warming and welcoming like a small spark. I ignored this feeling and pulled away from him, turned around and I saw her looking in the other direction and passing near us.
''What was that for? If this is our new way to say hello then we should see each other more often in the hallways'' Joe said, laughing. Thank GOD he didn't take it too seriously.
''Look Joe … I want you to make me a favor'' If Alex still have feelings for me better prepare for broken heart.