Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush

"Logie wake up," I heard Carlos say as he shook me.

"What do you want?" I asked Carlos.

"Mom and dad aren't here, and I'm hungry."

"So what?"

"Make me food."

"Make it your self, I'm trying to sleep here."

"Do you want me to burn down the house?"

"Fine, fine." I said as I got up.

I pushed past Carlos and went to the kitchen, and started to cook.

"Carlos!" I yelled as I put his plate on the table, with mine across from his.

Carlos came running down the stairs to his chair. I sat down in mine chair and looked over at Carlos.

'Should I tell him?' I thought. 'It's not like he will stop loving me. He knows I cut, and he stayed with me. Maybe I should tell him with James. Yea I'll do that. I would also have Kendall to back me up.'

Carlos had wet-ish hair. Carlos had on a blue long selves shirt, jeans, and sneakers.

"Hey Logan are you okay?" Carlos asked me with worry in his face.

"Hey I'm fine," I said picking up my fork to eat.

"Logie?"

"Yea?"

"Can I check your arms?"

"Carlos."

"You said that I could! You can't just go back on your word!"

"Okay, okay you can look after we eat."

Carlos nodded his head, and went back to eating his eggs. I ate my slowly.

"I'm done let me see," Carlos said, standing up.

"But I'm not," I said.

"Well to bad."

"Why do you want to see so badly, anyway?"

"Logie, you're hurting your self."

"I haven't, the last time was the first week I was here."

"Then let me see. Please."

"Fine."

I got up and took of my shirt. I felt Carlos' hand over my chest, going to my arms and wrist.

"Where did you get these buries?" Carlos asked, his hand on my hips.

I looked down to my hips where Carlos' hands where. I saw that there were orange-yellow.

"Carlos there were their last time," I said.

"Yea, but how did you get them?" Carlos asked.

"Hockey," I lied.

"Wow."

"Hey I have to go call Kendall, I'll be right back," I said putting my shirt back on and walking away.

"Hey Logan, can I have your eggs?" Carlos asked me.

"Yea sure," I said walking to 'my' room.

I took out my phone and called Kendall.

"Hey Logie?" Kendall said.

"I want to tell the boys today," I said, getting right to it.

"Cool. So why did you want to tell me this?"

"So I know that I would have your support."

"Logie you know that you do. You also know that the guys will still love you anyway. Right?"

"Yea I know that they will still love me."

"Good, now where are we going to meet at?"

"The pizza place."

"Cool, meet you guys there."

Kendall hanged up and I called James.

"What up Logie," James said.

"Hey James," I greeted.

"What you need?"

"I want to tell you and the guys something, so can you go to the pizza place?"

"Yea sure. It's nothing bad is it?"

"No not at all."

"Okay see you there." James said than hanged up.

I quickly took a shower, got dressed in a blue polo that goes up to my elbows, jeans and white sneakers, did my hair, brushed my teeth and when down stairs. Carlos was sitting on the couch watching TV.

"Carlos are you still hungry?" I asked him.

"Yea why, are you going to make me more food?" Carlos asked me, looking at me with his puppy eyes.

"No. I was think that we would go to the pizza place."

"Okay." Carlos said getting up, running to my car.

I shaked my head, grabbed my keys from the key hanger. I walked out the house and to my car, to see that Carlos was already in the passengers sit waiting for me. I walked to the divers sit and got in. I than started to dive to the pizza place.

~At the pizza place~

Carlos and I got out the car and walked in to see that James and Kendall were already sitting in a booth so we just walked to them. Kendall was wearing a green shirt, jeans, sneakers. James was wearing a purple button up shirt, jeans, and white sneakers. James got up so Carlos can slide in and sit, then James sat down next to Carlos. Kendall moved over so I can sit next to him.

"So what did you want to tell us?" James asked me.

"Wait you wanted to tell us something?" Carlos asked me also.

"Yea. All I had to say was that I'm Bi and I have a boyfriend," I said looking down at my hands.

Kendall then wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

"Who's your boyfriend?" Carlos asked me.

I looked up to see that Carlos did have a smile in his face, which made me smile.

"A guy named Matt," I said, with the smile still on my face thinking of Matt.

I looked over at James and saw that he had a frown on his face.

"What's wrong" I asked James.

"You," James said he then got up, and walked out the restaurant.

Cliffhanger! Sorry for any and all spelling/grammar mistakes. Thanks for reading! Hope you liked it!