disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush

Carlos and I went over to his/ 'my' house. Once I opened the door I froze.

"What is it Logie?" Carlos said from behind me.

"Oh nothing," I said then moved.

"Hello son. Long time no see," Danny said.

"Yea," I said back.

"Well pack up, we need to go home."

"Yea I just need to ask Mr. Gracia something first."

"I'll be in the car, and hurry up."

"What do you need Logan?" Papa said standing up from the couch.

"I was wondering if you can ask the Diamonds if we can have a family meeting slash dinner?" I asked him.

"Yea I'll do that. Now go get your things, and go home," Papa said hugging me, the walking back to the kitchen.

I went up stairs and took out my suitcase, and started randomly throwing everything in.

'Why?! Why did he have to come back?! Damn it! I shouldn't have thought everything was okay! I'm so dumb!' I yelled at my self.

"So you're going home now?" Carlos asked me.

I turned around to see him hugging his pillow.

"Yea I am," I said turning back around.

"But I'll miss you."

"Carlos we will see another every day."

"But it wouldn't be the same."

I zipped the suitcase and put it on the floor. I walked over to Carlos. I hugged him, and kissed his cheek.

"I will see you every day," I promised.

"Okay, Good night Logie," Carlos said laying down.

"Night Carlos," I said back.

I grabbed my suitcase and walked out the room. I went downstairs to see that Papa and Mrs. G were watching TV.

"Bye guys," I said.

They turned around and said bye too. But weirdly Mrs.G had tears on her checks.

'She can't be crying over me. It must be a sad show.'

I opened the trunk and threw my things in. I then walked over to the divers side and turned on the car, all without looking at my father. As I was driving back to the house I felt a hand on my inner thigh. I pretended not to notice, but that only made it then started to rub my inner thigh up and down.

Finally we got home. I quickly took the keys out and opened the door. Once I was inside I slammed the door behind me, and I ran to my room. I closed the door behind me by locking it.

"Logan are you in our room?" Danny yelled.

I started to push my desk in front of the door.

"Logan?! Where the hell are you?!" Danny yelled.

Once the desk was in front of the door. I ran to my closet and sat on the floor. There was pounding on my door.

"Logan open the fuck up! Do it now boy!" Danny kept on yelling.

I didn't realize that I was crying, but I felt drops of something falling on my pants. As Danny yelled and hitting the door. I sat in the corner of my closet crying. I almost thought of calling someone, but they would can to know why I was crying, and who was yelling. After a while Danny stopped hitting the door, and yelling. But I was too sacred to come out, so I just sat wiping the tears off my face. But after a while I went to sleep.

~ The next day~

Ring. Ring.

I answered my phone without looking at the caller ID.

"Yea?" I said.

"Hey Kid, the Diamonds said we can have it tonight," Papa.

"Cool thanks for telling me. Bye."

"Bye."

I got out the closet and looked around. I was about to walk to the door and push the desk out the way, but that may not be a safe choice. I ending up having to jump to the tree next to my window, and going down that.

Sorry for not updating in a long time, but it's the new school year. Also my birthday is coming up and I needed to get things ready for that. Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes. Thanks for reading! Hope you liked it!