To love and Obey 5..Loving a Dream...

May 26th

They dumped Adam alongside a path to a secluded farm home. All he could feel was the door open beside him and the feel of being pushed out and falling down onto the ground.

"I hope to see you soon my lamb, find your way back home Laadan." Bray spoke in honesty, because if Adam found his way home to the Wyatt family then Seth would never leave.

"please dont leave me..." Adam began the plea again, but before he could say more he heard the door to the truck slam and heard the engine rev, then pull away. He didn't know what to do. He sat on his knees and cried into the blindfold, for the first time that Adam had known, he had felt all alone.

Moments passed and he heard nothing but the sound of nature. Finally with shaky hands he removed his makeshift blindfold. The bright evening sun blinded him for seconds then his eyes focused on the pathway before him.

On shaky legs he walked the path to his and Hunter's new Louisiana home.

A light caught his eye as he looked down at his left hand, he knew one of his brothers put something on his finger, he was thinking somehow it was a trinket or a way to find his way back home.

Tears shed as he noticed the diamond band, he knew it had nothing to do with his family, it...Felt Wrong. Like it burned, led a pain of suffocation to his heart.

Feeling it weigh heavy on his shattered mind, Adam removed his wedding band...It lay fallen onto the dirt on the path to a home that no longer felt loved.

x-x

"What the fuck Shawn! The Wyatt's? Really? God damn does it look like they were even living at that address. Why in the hell did I even listen to your husband? FUCK...CHRIS!" Hunter yelled in his best friends face. It had been a long day and they had yet to find Adam.

Shawn knew Hunter was releasing pent up stress due to the emotions weighing him down but when Hunter pushed Chris hard on his chest, Shawn decided enough was enough and went to stand in between his husband and the distraught man that had laid hands on him.

"Look Hunter. It was just a hunch. I'm sorry it didn't pan out for you, for us. Just calm the hell down. Chris was only trying to help and Adam has to be somewhere." Shawn tried to calm his agitated friend.

Chris looked on in concern when it appeared that Shawn's words were only making the situation worse. "Hunter I was just trying to help, It was one fucked up dream man. They had Adam. Damn maybe I am losing my mind too." Chris sighed.

Shawn ripped his attention away from Hunter and took his husband into his arms. "Hey its alright. When Wade was hurting John it was your dreams that saved him. Your visions of John being tied and bound, then raped that stopped Wade from raping John just in the nick of time. I trust your dreams baby. They brought you to me, My Lionheart." Shawn said trying to assure his husband of his input in all of this that was going on.

Chris nodded, it was his dreams that brought Chris to Shawn. A beautiful dream of a sand filled beach and them making love in the sand. Then Chris holding Shawn's hand and saying those words that would forever bind them as Husband and Husband.

"I know..I just..." "It's alright, we will just think of some other way to find him." Shawn spoke softly and kissed his Lionheart passionately.

Hunter seeing the display of affection felt his heart rip and he had to look away. He missed his own husband so much, so much love he held in his heart for his own dream, that dream being his love Adam.

"Hunter where are you going?" Shawn asked as he pulled his lips from his own dream and saw his friend retreating from him.

"Back to square one. Home in Asheville. Maybe if I check every where again I can find him. Fuck I don't know what to do." Hunter said. He lowered his head and brought his hands up to rest on his cheeks as tears filled his eyes once more.

Something inside was screaming that Adam was gone and he just couldn't let that be...

May 27th...

Roman was standing with Heath between his legs at the breakfast bar. He was feeding his boy some eggs and toast. "I wonder what happened between them last night?" Heath asked.

He didn't tell Roman that he had heard Seth's soft cry for Dean not to leave him for being loud. Roman held out another piece of buttered toast and Heath playfully tried to nibble his lovers fingers.

"You keep that up and you will be on your knees with my needy cock between those pouty lips." Roman warned with a smile in his eyes when Heath stuck out his bottom lip for being scolded.

"What do you mean what happened between them. They apparently had amazing sex. Seth seamed to enjoy it." Roman said with a chuckle then took a bite of his own eggs.

"Yeah I guess..." Heath said, he was about to say more when a sleep deprived looking Dean made his way down the steps and into the opened floor plan of the kitchen.

"Damn man, Seth wear you out too much last night?" Roman laughed at the disheveled look on his friends tired face. He watched as Dean angrily opened the fridge and pulled out a bottle of water.

Dean mumbled a few unsavory words before he closed the fridge. He turned around and faced the stairs to make sure Seth had yet to come down them.

"It was Punk man." Dean said finally breaking the silence.

Roman was going to ask Dean what he was talking about but then it hit him head on. His fist balled in tight and Heath felt his lovers rage.

"It was Punk who kept him from me for all of months. Even long after their relationship was over, Seth was afraid to love me, love anyone. I love him damn it! I'm not Punk. I will never take advantage of my dream like that. Damn how could someone be so cruel?" Dean asked as tears threatened to fill his eyes when he remembered seeing Seth balled up like a small child.

"How is he?" Roman asked, he was very protective over his friend, like a true brother would be.

Dean walked over to the bar and sat his bottle down. "Still asleep, we talked all night long. He knows now that everything will be alright. He knows I love him and that I plan on taking care of him. He knows I'm not Punk." Dean explained.

"Has he said it back to you man?" Roman asked. Dean sadly shook his head.

Dean was still waiting to win, win Seth's frightened heart...

x-x

Adam didn't know how long he sat on the front porch steps of that farm house. He missed his family, oddly most of all Luke. All he wanted was to go home. Back to what he thought he had always known.

Hunter not finding Adam in North Carolina went in search at the new Louisiana home. He turned down the path that led to the home when a reflection caught his eye. He stopped the car and opened the door. Looking down his breath hitched as he saw Adam's diamond band, he knew that the ring was there the last time.

"Adam! Adam!" he screamed as he abandoned his car with Shawn and Chris in it and ran to the home. Tears filled his eyes when he saw his love sitting alone on the steps.

Hunter ran up to him and sat down then gently took his man into his arms. "Where have you been? Damn, I was so worried about you baby. Damn Adam you had me so scared. Where did you go?" Hunter asked.

Adam looked at the strange man before him. He felt nothing for the man who sat before him and now held him in his arms. Laadan pushed the man away.

He was going to tell the man before him about where he belonged but for some reason decided to keep quiet about his brothers and sister. For some reason he felt as if he were protecting the home and something sacred of where he truly felt he belonged.

Hunter pulled away from Adam to look in his eyes. Hollow eyes looked back. "Where have you been Adam? Are you ok?" Hunter asked and then his heart shattered at the words he heard from his loving husband.

"Whose Adam?"...

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