Since Leo got back, things are very terse. Why? Why does things get that way when everything should be way better. Leo's back! YAY! We should be partying like it's our mutation day or something! But it's not. We aren't. Everyone started off way mad at Leo. Yet only Raph hashed it out with big bro, and got over it. I mean, mind you, I don NOT suggest trying to kick the shell out of the person your angry with, hurting him, running off, and letting that person get captured and nearly sacrificed to some kind of strange astrological phenomena that only a complete geek like Don could possibly understand, so that some some people can stay immoral, or was it immortal? Well im something, and remove all the monsters or was it keep all the monsters on earth? I kinda got confused on that one. That would have been way silly, no matter what. But at least Raph's not angry at Leo no more. I mean angrier than he normally is with Leo, anyway. He and Leo got one messed up Frenimy thing going on, I know.
Whoa, the grammar in that last paragraph is, like, totally wack! And don't even get me started on the spelling. But you know what, it's my private journal, and I can mis-spell if I wanna. Heh, good one. Still good thing Don-san isn't grading this. I would so flunk it.
Me? How do I feel bout my big bro? Funny you should ask, and I know I made you ask. My journal, remember? I don't really know how I feel, to be honest. Sometimes I want to cry. Sometimes, I want to yell at him for not coming back sooner or not writing or anything. For making us worry. For making Splinter worry. For making me watch Splinter get thinner and thinner with worry and sorrow. For making me watch the rest of my family fall apart, and sucking the joy out of our home. Yeah, I guess I'm a little mad at him. I'm also hurt. It's like he was totally dissing us. Like he was saying he didn't think we were worth the effort anymore. Then he came home and it was like a great big light went off in my head, with flashing neon lighted words saying we ARE worth his time! We do matter to him! So awesome. Opps, hehe. Don't want that to stain the paper. Let me wipe this splash of water off the page that was so not a tear. So not.
So yeah, sometimes I want to kick his butt…wait did that. I so rule! But that was sparring wish was way different. If I tried to kick his butt outside of the dojo, he would know I mean it. And maybe he would leave again, and never come back. I can't deal with that one ever!
So, yeah, here's the plan. As Leo would say Plan the work, then work the plan. I'll get over it. I'll forgive him for being a real bonehead, and be peacemaker to my main bros! I can totally make this work! Funny thing though, and that is not a ha ha funny but a hmm, thinking funny. Donnie's usually peacemaker. Guess he's all out of peace.