I was going to sneak off to my room, in case any of my brothers did anything stupid. Like check in on me. So I overheard what Raph told the others. Wow. Raph's leaving New York. Now I heard everything. You know, this might be the worst day of my life. Yeah, defiantly the worst day of my life. If I was given to drinking, I would have drank myself stupid right about now. That would take a great deal of drinking.

April texted a little while ago. She's wondering why she hadn't heard from us in a while. What should I say? I don't know. Let the others deal with things for a change. I already messed up everything that could possibly be messed up. I don't want to go and do it all over again.

Okay, back. I called in sick at work. I can't deal with that on top of everything else going on today. Besides, in the mood I'm in, I'll probably mind-blast the first retard that calls complaining that the computer's fried only to find out he unplugged it somehow. I kid you not, it's far more common than I ever wanted it to be. How do people who SUPPOSED to have been formally educated in an actual school could end up so, well, so stupid is beyond my comprehension. I swear, we have so many educated fools, it's inconceivable.

I hope Raph has fun. I nope Mikey don't go bonkers. I really hope Leo and I don't wind up killing each other. I really, really hope Splinter gets well soon. And most of all, I really hope to be out of my suffering pretty soon. This is too much for me.