99 Days Without Alec

by vaporix

Magnus loses Alec. Magnus feels he can't go on, but tries to stay strong for the downworlders, and Alec. Knowing that Alec is actually gone, he slips into depression. But, 99 days after Alec's death, Magnus knows it's time to join Alec in heaven.

11. Day 14

Day Fourteen:

I'd just like to say that I wasn't willing to go to therapy. But everyone insisted that I go. I went, but I didn't like it. The therapist poked and prodded me for information, asking me about how I felt and what my thoughts were. I didn't like the invasion of privacy. My thoughts were meant to stay hidden, not to end up in here.

But now here I am, writing to you.

I can sometimes feel you, you know. It's like you're watching me. Instead of being scary, like I imagined it would be, it's actually quite comforting.