99 Days Without Alec

by vaporix

Magnus loses Alec. Magnus feels he can't go on, but tries to stay strong for the downworlders, and Alec. Knowing that Alec is actually gone, he slips into depression. But, 99 days after Alec's death, Magnus knows it's time to join Alec in heaven.

16. Day 23

Day Twenty-Three:

Therapy is absolute torture. I'm not getting any better. Madeleine keeps telling me to give it up, and stop writing these entries because they're not helping me. But I can't stop. If I stop, I'll feel as if I'm betraying you.

I can't let you down again.