Garbage. That's all Tony's life was pure garbage. Ziva was dead and he had ruined things with the best girl he had met since Ziva. That was probably for the best though. Emily was saved from some tragic fate by their relationship ending. He ran his hand through his hair nervously. Ignoring the fact that everybody was pointing at him and whispering. He wanted to scream and throw himself on the ground but that would probably land him in jail.

"May I help you?" A woman asked.

"Oh uh yeah. I need a ticket to Israel and I need to fly out tonight. If that is possible." Tony replied.

"Uh alright" The woman replied.

"My girlfriend died and I need to get there." Tony lied.

"I am so sorry." The woman replied.

"Thanks" Tony replied.

"You're in luck. There is one seat available tonight. It leaves in forty-five minutes. It is on IntNatAir." The woman replied.

"Thank you so much." Tony replied.


Emily let the door close behind her. She couldn't believe that Tony had broken up with her. He had just gotten tragic news though. Maybe his relationship with Ziva was more serious than anyone thought. At least this happened before things got to serious. She fell on to the couch and turned on the TV. Halfheartedly flipping channels until she landed on a terrible old Lifetime Movie. As much as she tried to fight it. Tears were soon flowing down her cheeks. She was done with relationships. She had Dylan and Carly and that was all she would ever need.

"Hey mom?" Dylan asked from the doorway.

"What is it son?" Emily asked.

"Can you take me over to Jeff's house?" Dylan asked.

"Can you wait a bit? I just got home and I need to rest." Emily replied.

"Are you crying?" Dylan asked.

"Oh yeah but it's fine." Emily assured.

"What's wrong?" Dylan asked.

"Tony broke up with me." Emily explained.

"What?!" Dylan demanded.

"Tony and I broke up." Emily repeated.

"See I told you that guy was a jerk!" Dylan cried.

"It's not like that Dylan. He got some bad news and over reacted." Emily replied.

"What bad news?" Dylan asked.

"The girl he dated before me was murdered." Emily replied.

"If he was really serious about you. Wouldn't he have moved on from her?" Dylan demanded.

"They were really good friends." Emily replied.

"I did research on this Tony guy and he is just a womanizer." Dylan replied.

"I know. He told me about that when he first met." Emily replied.

"And you still went out with him?! What is wrong with you?!" Dylan demanded.

"He said that he was ready to move on from that." Emily replied.

"People like that don't change. All they do is take the girl to bed and then leave a trail of broken hearts." Dylan replied.

"Dylan" Emily warned.

"Did you sleep with him?" Emily asked.

"Excuse me?" Emily questioned.

"Did you sleep with him?!" Dylan demanded.

"Dylan Issac Lewison! I am not going to discuss my sex life with my eight year old son!" Emily chastised.

"So you admit it! Great example you're setting for Carly mom!" Dylan yelled running from the room.


Tony arrived in Israel early the next morning by DC standards. It was eight hours later over there. So it was nearly afternoon. He got checked into a hotel and went to his room to get some shut-eye. His plan was to stay in Israel a week. If he remembered correctly that was how long a Shiva asked. At least that's how long Ziva had been gone after Eli died. He was sure that Ducky had explained it to him. When he asked what to tell Ziva. He didn't think that he was actually going to sit Shiva but he planned to say a final goodbye and visit her grave and the graves of her family. He also planned to plant an olive tree in her honor. She had told him that was a tradition in the David family when somebody died. Going back as long as that olive grove had stood. He lay back on his bed and for the first time since he got the news that Ziva was dead he cried. He closed his eyes and pleaded for this nightmare to end already. He had finally made peace with Ziva leaving. Only to learn that she was gone forever. Never again would he tease her for misusing idioms. Never again would he hear her voice or stoke her hair when she wasn't looking. He should have dragged her back to America and forced her to stay close to him. Then maybe she would still be here. Putting it in perspective he doubted they would have ever worked out but at least she would still be here. He was up bright and early the next morning. He made his way to the apartment complex in which Ziva had grown up. With any luck Dr. Deena Bashan still lived there. He checked the listing out front and much to his relief. She still lived in the exact same apartment. He took the stairs two at a time to her level.

"Who is it?!" Deena called from inside.

"Tony DiNozzo!" Tony called back.

"Just a minute!" Deena called back.

"Tony I guess you heard about Ziva." Deena said as she opened her door.

"Yeah" Tony sighed.

"Would you like to come in and see her?" Deena asked.

"Uh sure." Tony replied.

"Oh I guess you didn't know. She was cremated. I was going to bring the ashes to your boss. I just needed to get some time off of work." Deena explained.

"You know that you can mail them right? Or are the laws different here?" Tony asked entering the apartment.

"I have something else that I needed to bring. Something for you." Deena explained.

"WAAAAHHH!""

"Did you have a baby?" Tony asked.

"No Tony I did not." Deena replied.

"These walls must be really thin then. Cause it sounds like it's coming from this apartment." Tony commented.

"Tony the baby is in here but it isn't mine." Deena replied.

"Whose is it then?" Tony asked.

"It's Ziva's." Deena replied.

"She had a baby? Who's the dad? Is it Adam because if he ditched his child I am going to kick his ass. He already made me mad when he slept with Ziva. When she was here for her dad's funeral." Tony replied.

"No Tony, Adam had a vasectomy." Deena explained.

"Well who's the father?" Tony asked.

"Tony, Lior Jackson David is your son." Deena explained.


A/N: Surprise! Tony has a son. New chapter should be up Monday. Please review and thanks for reading.