*TRIGGER WARNING* THIS CHAPTER DOES INVOLVE SEXUAL CONTENT. (RAPE/ABUSE) READERS BE WARY.
A few weeks later I find myself sitting next to Eren during lunch. Mikasa is sitting to his right and Armin to her right. Sasha is on my left along with Connie just next to her.
Ever since I have had that talk with Eren a few weeks ago I've tried to make friends with everyone. That night I decided not to waste my senior year being miserable and actually have some fun.
I don't regret that decision one bit… I smile to myself.
"Ya gonna eat that?" Sasha says as she eyes my pudding cup greedily.
I laugh a bit, "No, Sasha you can have it."
"Yay! Thanks Trinity! You're the best!" she hugs me swiftly before she takes the cup and devours it quickly.
"I'm glad you decided to be friends with us Trinity! It's nice to see you with a smile and laughing rather than that cold scowl all the time." Armin beams a nice smile my way.
I return the smile but stay silent.
"Oi! Did you hear Jean is having a party at his house this weekend" Connie says excitedly, "We should all go!"
"Go to the horse's house? No thanks. His party is probably gonna stink like he does." Eren says while pinching his nose shut. He starts laughing uncontrollably. Sasha and Connie join in. I smirk quietly to myself, but have to disagree with Eren. I sit next to Jean and he actually smells pretty good… my cheeks turn a light pink at the thought.
"Why are you blushing Trinity?" Mikasa asks me with no emotion.
"What?! Uh.. no reason. I.. I just…" I stutter uncontrollably… what's wrong with me?
"Come on! Tell us!" Sasha gently nudges my arm.
"Uhm, well I kind of want to go to the party… I haven't been to one in years." I quickly respond, but I'm not lying. I really haven't been to a party… in a really long time.
"Well then let's go!" Sasha says through a mouthful of food.
"Are you sure you wanna go to horseface's house for your first party in foreeeeverrrr?" Eren says while playfully poking my side.
"Yeah… I think it would be fun." I say matter of factly. While giving out a small giggle from his poking.
"Alright. Then I'll go. I don't want that douche to pull any of his douchey moves on you." He smirks as he wraps an arm around my shoulder.
"I think Trinity can handle herself Eren." Armin chimes in.
I smile a thanks at Armin.
"I will go too. To make sure nothing happens to you Eren" Mikasa says flatly.
"I don't need protecting!" Eren says loudly, clearly offended. Mikasa punches him hard in the side making Eren push into me almost sending me off my chair.
"Yes you do," she says as he hisses and holds his side.
Connie and Sasha look at each other and start laughing. I can't help but smile. Mikasa is so protective of her brother. It's funny seeing them bicker.
The weekend approaches fast and I find myself searching my closet for something to wear to Jean's party. By this time I've tried on at least five outfits. I huff. Since I haven't been a complete bitch to everyone I've actually paid more attention to my surroundings.
I've actually started to think of Jean as pretty damn good looking… so I want to wear something cute to his party of course.
Bzzzzzz
I hear my phone vibrate and quickly open it.
From: Sasha
What are you wearing tonight? I have no idea what to wear! HELP!
I sigh and close my phone deciding what to wear. I throw on my white v-neck tshirt and my black high waisted skater skirt. I throw on my black converse and tossle my long hair making it look slightly messy. I wing my eyeliner and apply some mascara. I throw on some red lipstick and look at myself in the mirror.
I look hot. I step back and look at myself with confidence. All these years of working out have paid off… my gaze falls down my body to my toned legs, the skirt laying perfectly at mid-thigh. Wow.
I feel butterflies in my stomach because no one from school has seen me dress… girly. I usually wear a pair of skinny jeans and a baggy shirt or hoodie.
I forgot that I didn't text Sasha back… crap.
To Sasha:
I'm wearing a shirt and skirt. Nothing too fancy. Did you figure out what you're wearing yet?
I close my phone and decide to head downstairs for something to eat.
I find an apple and am about to take a bite when my phone vibrates.
From Sasha:
A SKIRT? Ahh! I'm excited to see you! You'll look so cute! And yes I did! ; )
I smile and bite into the apple. The refreshing juices run down my throat. After I finish I look in the hallway mirror and grab the lipstick from my clutch and fix my lips.
I hear a knock at the front door and excitedly run to it. They must be here to pick me up already!
I swing the door open to see the back of Eren's head as he finishes shouting something at the car full of my friends.
"Ready to…." Eren stops midsentence and his eyes grow wide as he looks at me.
"To go?" I finish his sentence for him and feel my cheeks warm up, "Uh.. yeah I am. Are you?" I poke him in the cheek.
"Uh.. ye.. yeah!" he stutters as his cheeks start turning red," you look amazing Trin…"
"Come on lets go ya fish. Close your mouth." I laugh as I close the door behind me and pull him by his sleeve.
When we approach the car Connie whistles, "Damn, Trinity I didn't know you were that hot."
Sasha slaps the back of his head, "Oh, shut up Connie! Trinity! You look so cute! Eeeeeeee!" she runs over and gives me a tight hug.
Armin gives me a shy smile and Mikasa smiles at me too. I smile back and then my smile fades away as I become confused… the car we are taking only fits five people… and there's six of us.
"Uh guys… how are we all gonna fit in the car?" I ask.
"Well Mikasa is driving, it is her car…" Armin starts, "I'll sit in front since I'm navigating where to go."
Sasha has a wicked grin on her face and she pipes up, "Eren… why don't you let Trinity sit on your lap?"
"What!?" Eren practically yells. Connie exchanges a glance with Sasha.
"Yeahhh, Eren. Let her sit on your lap!" Connie says while laughing. Sasha and him climb into the car.
"It's okay Eren. It's just a short car ride… right?" I say while looking at him. I feel like everyone else knows something I don't know… I can't rid myself of the feeling.
Eren nods and sits down in the car. I try to climb in as comfortably for the both of us as I can. Once were settled Eren closes the door. Connie and Sasha continue to snicker next to us and I notice Armin shake his head with a slight smile.
Mikasa takes off launching me back into Eren.
"I'm sorry!" I quickly apologize.
"It's okay Trin." He says as he snakes his arms around my waist, "So you don't get flung around."
He holds me up against his chest and my heart pounds a little faster. I've never been this close to Eren… I blush slightly.
"T… thanks." I mutter shyly.
We arrive at Jean's and I quickly release myself from Eren's grip and step out of the car. He gets out behind me and rubs the back of his neck nervously. I smile at him a bit and he walks past me following the others. I turn and follow everyone else while I adjust my skirt.
Jean opens the door and music instantly reaches my ears. I feel excitement pulse through me as he invites us in. He mumbles hello to everyone and as I walk past him I feel him grab my wrist and pull me to the side as he closes the door.
"Wow, Trinity. I didn't expect to see you here, or for you to dress so… sexy." He whispers the last word into my ear. I feel his hot breath on my neck sending shivers down my spine.
My cheeks start burning and I smirk, "Thanks Jean, you clean up pretty nicely as well." I say as I eye him up and down. He's wearing a nice cardigan over a white t-shirt with some nice khaki shorts. He tied his outfit together with a pair of black converse, like me. It's almost like we're matching…
"Would you like a drink? There's some in the kitchen." He smiles as he twirls a piece of my hair.
"Sure," I respond a little nervously.
He leads me through the crowd of people and to the kitchen. There's a keg in the middle of the room and hard alcohol on the counter.
Alcoholic drinks!? My dad will kill me if he finds out…
Jean fills up a cup with beer from the keg and hands it to me. The he proceeds to fill his own. He takes a swig out of his cup and looks at me expectantly. I raise the cup to my lips and take a small sip. He smirks.
Hmmm… it's actually not too bad.
"Wanna go play pong?" He asks me.
"I don't know what that is…" I say as I look down into the cup in my hands watching the bubbles pop.
"Come on I'll show you." He grabs my free hand and pulls me through the house.
After a few more cups of beer and a few shots later, thanks to Jean being so persuasive...
I'm drunk.
Jean and I are dominating the pong table. Challenging whomever wants to play.
"I didn't know you were so good at this game…" Jean whispers in my ear and then gently kisses my neck.
I giggle," I didn't either! That tickles!" I giggle more.
We just finished our last game and were leaning against the wall. Jean has his hands on either side of my head and was talking to me extremely close to my ear.
"You look sooooo sexy tonight." He says huskily as he moves in closer to my lips.
"Tha-" he cuts me off before I can thank him and kisses me hard. I feel my cheeks burning and I don't know whether it's from the alcohol or the way Jean is kissing me.
He licks my bottom lip with his tongue asking permission and I grant it to him. His tongue explores my mouth as he pulls me closer to him grinding his hips into mine. I let out a light moan as my fingers tangle in his hair. He breaks free from our kiss.
"Want to take this somewhere more private?" he looks at me and god… he is so attractive right now. I nod and agree. What's so wrong about a little make out session?
He grabs my hand leading me upstairs we walk down the hallway he grabs me around my waist and leans against a door forcing me to wrap my legs around his waist. He groans into my mouth as he kisses me. He holds me against him with one arm as he opens the door and then he sets me down on his bed grinding his hips against mine before breaking apart and getting up to close the door.
He climbs on the bed hoisting my legs up and around him. He leans down kissing my neck and he nibbles my earlobe. I moan in response getting a moan out of his mouth in return. He runs his left hand down my thigh sneaking up under my skirt.
"Jean…" I say as my breath hitches. I'm starting to feel uncomfortable. He grabs my right hand and tugs it down his body hovering just above his pants. I try to pull my hand from him.
"Jean stop… I don't want to move that fast." I say as I try to catch my breath.
"Don't be a tease." He hisses as he grinds against me and I feel his bulge against my inner thigh.
"Jean!" I raise my voice as tears prick at my eyes, "Stop it! I don't like it anymore!"
He holds my hands above my head in one hand as he removes my skirt with the other. I try to kick against him but he is stronger than me. He pulls my shirt over my head and I start to panic.
"STOP IT!" I yell through my shirt that is now covering my face as I feel his hand start to caress my breast.
"You like it… stop screaming. Someone will hear you." He hisses against my stomach as he kisses up towards my breasts, his hand travels down my body and starts rubbing me outside my panties, "See, you're all wet for me."
"HELP! Help me!" I yell at the top of my lungs, "Someone please!" I take a few shattered breaths, "help me…" I whisper the last words.
Just then I hear the door burst open and feel Jean lifted off of me as he releases my wrists. I quickly pull my shirt down to cover myself and hide behind my hands.
"YOU SON OF A BITCH!" I peek out from between my fingers to see Eren on top of Jean punching him again and again. By now Jean is unconscious on the floor.
"Eren! Stop! You'll kill him!" I say through my sobs.
Just as Eren is about to throw another punch he stops and looks at me with his green anger filled eyes. His face softens and he quickly stands and rushes over to me picking my skirt up and handing it to me. I quickly put it on and start to sob again. Eren pulls me into a tight hug as he holds my head against his chest.
"Shhh…" he tries to comfort me, "It's okay. I'm here now. I'll protect you. He can't hurt you anymore."
He wipes the tears from my face and tucks my stray strands of hair behind my ears. He's very gentle with everything he does. It does make me feel better…
"Thank you" I say with a sniffle.
"Wanna go home? Let's get out of here." Eren says as he holds my hand. I nod and follow him.
He luckily gets me out of the house without anyone seeing. We have to walk home because I didn't want anyone else to know what happened… not yet. He's still holding my hand. I shiver a bit because it got colder outside.
Eren stops and takes off his hoodie and offers it to me. I slip my arms through the sleeves and zip it up halfway. It's pretty big on me as I look down and it is the same length as my skirt. I laugh.
Eren looks at me and laughs as well. He really looks handsome when he laughs. I start blushing and he stops laughing and looks at me with concern.
"What's wrong Trinity?" he asks.
I walk up to him and wrap my arms around his waist hugging him tightly. He tenses but soon relaxes and wraps his arms around me.
"Thank you Eren" I sigh and then inhale taking in his sweet scent, "Thank you for saving me."
AUTHORS NOTE:
Ahhhh! I'm sorry! I do have a plan with where I'm headed with the story. I don't know if Trinity is completely over Jeanny Boy yet... We'll just have to wait and see. Hope you're curious about where the story is going and want to continue to read!
Two chapters in one day? I'm on a roll... I think I may schedule for one chapter per week. Release on Monday with the new chapters. We'll see!