Hey guys! So I got a really sweet review and decided to post this chapter early! As soon as I posted the last chapter I couldn't hold back from continuing my writing. I pretty much just go and write whatever pops into my mind. This chapter is pretty crazy!
There is smut. Yes, you read that correctly. Smut is here.
Enjoy!
I rub my eyes and then stretch letting out a yawn. I sit up from my bed and look at the alarm clock on my night stand.
7:30 in the morning...
I am not going to school.
I groan and stand up from my bed. I grab a pair of sweatpants and a baggy shirt along with a change of underwear. I make my way to the bathroom.
I turn on the water for the shower and then step to the side to look at myself in the mirror. I start stripping my clothes off. As I stand there naked in front of the mirror all I can see is how my bright blue eyes are a mirror image of my mothers. I shake my hair free from the messy ponytail and get into the shower.
I stand in the stream of hot water for about five minutes. Numb. I feel like crying, but nothing will come out. All I can think about is mom…
I wake up to a hand softly caressing my cheek. I sit up and my back tightens in pain. I'm sitting in a chair next to my mother in the hospital. I must have fallen asleep.
"Hey sweetie," my mother looks at me with a sweet smile, "That couldn't have been a comfortable position to sleep in. How long have you been here?" she asks weakly.
I rub my puffy eyes before checking my phone for the time, "A few hours. I must have fallen asleep. How are you feeling? Are you thirsty? Do you need some water?" I ask as I grab hold of her hand.
"That would be wonderful sweety," my mother coughs then and brings her free hand to her mouth, "I'm doing alright, this sickness is taking its toll on me."
I quickly stand and fill the glass on the end table with water from the pitcher sitting next to it. I grab a straw and place it in the cup lifting it to my mother's mouth. She takes a few gulps.
My mother has been in the hospital the past few months. She came down with some sickness that the doctors can't seem to figure out. They don't know what's wrong with her… they have her on pain medication to reduce the pain, but that's all they can do for her.
I don't know how long she has left…
"Trinity," my mother cups my face, "don't look so worried."
"I can't help it," I furrow my brow, "I want to help you, I wish it were me in that bed and not you."
"Don't say things like that," she scolds me, "If it is my time, then no one can change that." She goes into a coughing fit again.
Tears start to fall down my face. I lay down next to my mother on the bed as she holds me in her arms. I wrap an arm around her waist and hold her in a hug. She runs her fingers through my hair soothing me.
"I.. I can't go on without you mom…" I sob.
"Shhh.." she holds me tighter, "You're a strong girl Trinity, stay strong for me okay?"
I nod into her shoulder.
"Promise me Trin…" she coughs again, "Don't let your father get lost in his work. Make sure you two stay bonded. If anything were to happen to me, don't let that break you two. Okay?"
I look up into her sparkling blue eyes, "I promise."
I come back out of my trance to find myself huddled on the shower floor. The water still beats down on my naked skin as I sit up and pull my knees to my chest.
I tried to keep that promise. I tried mom… but dad… he pushed me away. He focused too much on work… he shut me out.
And now… now he brings this bimbo home. One of the rare times he talks to me, and he introduces me to this chick. I saw the way they were holding hands. No one holds hands with a coworker like that…
God… he disgusts me.
I stand and finish showering. I get dressed and go back to my room. Bruce is laying on my bed lazily so I walk over and pick him up in my arms. He instantly starts purring. I lay back on my bed with him on my chest as I scratch behind his ear.
"Why? Of all times dad decides to bring some chick home… it has to be the worst time." I talk to the cat.
"I don't know what to do Brucey." I sigh heavily and he nudges his head into my hand.
My phone vibrates. I look and notice it's already noon… how long was I in the shower… I open the text.
From Jean:
Where are you? Don't tell me you're letting Jaeger get to you… he's stupid. If he can't get over us being friends he's an idiot.
I close my phone and don't bother with replying. Of course that's what Jean would think the reason for me staying home would be.
I turn onto my side causing Bruce to growl in protest. I continue to pet him and he settles down and curls up next to me.
"What I thought grumpy." I say teasingly to him.
I quickly find myself falling asleep.
I stand there next to my father his hand heavily resting on my shoulder. I can't cry. I won't cry. Mother told me to be strong. I have to be strong for her.
I look around to see family and friends most with solemn looks on their faces, some crying.
All wearing black.
I look at my mother's casket. Despite the situation it's a beautiful spring day. The end of the black dress I'm wearing flutters across my knees as I stand still.
Numb.
After the service has ended everyone walks by expressing their sorrows and slowly leave. I still stand next to my mother's grave. Unwilling to move. Unwilling to accept that this is all real. This is all really happening.
"Trinity," my fathers hand is on my shoulder once again, "It's time to go."
I say nothing I stay silent as I stand staring at the dirt mound.
"Please…" I hear the crack in my Father's voice. I turn around and hug him tightly. I don't cry. He wraps his arms around me holding the back of my head with one of his hands.
I look up into his hazel eyes, "Let's go," I say without another word and he brings me home.
A month has passed. My father is working all the time. Trying to keep his mind off of mother. I decided to cook dinner for him tonight. I want to keep mother's promise. I want to stay close with dad.
He arrives home and walks into the kitchen. His tie hangs loosely around his neck and he reeks of alcohol.
"I cooked for you daddy!" I say excitedly.
"I'm not hungry," he mumbles as he stumbles to the fridge and grabs a beer. He cracks it open and takes a swig.
"You should eat. You've had a long day. I'm sure you're…"
Food and shards of the broken plate launch at my feet after he throws it off the table.
I jolt awake sitting straight up. My back is sticky with a cold sweat. I wipe the tears from my face as I try to catch my breath.
I think shakily back to the night and the many nights after that my father continued to push me away. I stopped talking to him. He did get over his drinking problem, only because it interfered with his work. We rarely talk, and when we do it's about how I'm doing in school. All he cares about is work.
"Apparently not anymore," I say with venom in my tone, "Now he cares about that stupid slut of a coworker he has."
My phone starts ringing. Who would be calling me right now? I look at my alarm clock. Holy shit. Seriously? It's two in the morning already? Who the fuck is calling me!?
Without looking at the caller I.D. I answer it.
"Hello?" I question.
"Trinity… I'm sorry I know it's late…" a familiar voice responds.
My heartbeat picks up as I answer, "It's fine, I was awake. What's up Eren?"
"I just… I can't stop thinking of how much of an asshole I was to you. And when you didn't show up to school today…" I hear him sigh, "It's because of me isn't it? I'm sorry. I should have heard you out. I can't sleep because I feel like such a dick."
He thinks I didn't go to school because of him? He can't sleep because of me? I try to process this all in my jumbled mind.
"Trinity? Please don't ignore me! I'm really sorry!" I hear the worry in his voice.
I start to cry, "No, no. It's fine…" I try to stop myself but I can't help it, "I just… I… I didn't feel well is all. I don't blame you… for being mad at me."
"Are you okay!? Are you crying?" Eren says frantically, "I'm so sorry Trin! I'm an asshole! Please don't cry!"
"No! It's not you… I.. I have a lot going on at home right now…" I wipe my nose with the back of my hand.
He stays silent for a few moments before saying, "I'm coming over. I'm leaving now."
"Wait what?" I say but he hangs up before I can get a reply.
I stand up quickly and look at myself in my mirror.
Fuck.
I look like a mess… I wipe my face free of tears as I try to calm myself down with steady breathing.
Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale.
I run my fingers through my messy hair, taming it slightly. Alright. This works. I don't look like complete shit, but still look like shit.
I tiptoe through the hallway. I notice my Father's door is open and I peek in. I sigh in relief.
"Figures he isn't home," I say aloud. I continue my decent down the stairs and to the front door.
Just as I'm approaching the front door I hear a crash coming from my room.
I stiffen. What. Was. That.
I quietly reach behind the coat rack and grab the bat that my dad keeps there. I quietly make my way up the stairs.
I approach the door to my room careful not to make any noise.
"Fuck…" I hear a voice coming from my open door.
I lift the bat in my right hand and reach for the light.
I flick it on as my wrist gets grabbed. I drop the bat and wince as I'm launched back into the hallway. I fall to the ground and my attacker is on top of me. Straddling me.
"GET OFF OF ME!" I yell as I fight.
"Trinity! Calm down it's just me!"
I open my eyes to see Eren's face hovering above mine.
"Jesus fuckin Christ Eren!" I huff out, "You scared the shit out of me!"
"You scared me!" he says, "Coming at me with a bat like a crazy woman! I told you I was coming over!"
"I thought you would come to the front door," I look at him sternly, "I'm not crazy. I didn't know it was you!"
His cheeks start turning a light pink.
"What…" I look down at our position and start to turn pink as well, "oh."
He quickly stands and holds a hand out to me and rubs the back of his neck nervously with his free hand.
I grab hold and he pulls me up with ease.
"You're lucky my dad isn't home," I say with a sigh as I walk past him and back into my room.
He follows and stays silent.
"Why did you come over?" I ask him as I sit on my bed. He stands awkwardly a little ways from me.
"You sounded like you were crying…" he sighs, "I thought you could talk to me. It's easier to comfort someone in person." He looks down at his feet.
"Stop being so awkward and come sit next to me then…" I say quietly feeling the blush against my cheeks. He walks over and slowly sits next to me.
"So what's going on?" he looks at me. I look back into his beautiful green eyes. Taken back for a moment. I quickly avert my eyes to my hands in my lap.
"My dad brought his coworker home yesterday…" I say quietly.
"Why is that so bad?" he asks clueless.
"They were holding hands," I look up at my blank wall, "Like couples do."
"So you're dad has a girlfriend?" he questions.
"Yes Eren!" I hiss.
He looks at me then his eyes widen, "Sorry… I don't see why that's a bad thing…"
"My mother only passed away this spring! It's too soon! He hasn't really talked to me since the funeral! All he asks about are my grades and how I'm doing in school! He doesn't care about me!" I start to cry again, "it's all about work. And now he brings this… this… home and it's the first thing he's says to me in weeks!"
I feel an arm wrap around my shoulder as I sob into my hands.
"What happened to your mom?" he asks me quietly as he rubs my back.
"She got sick… really sick. The doctors... didn't know what was wrong with her… They couldn't… fix her." I say through sobs, "she… she died… in the hospital."
"I'm so sorry Trinity…" he tightens his hold on me and I rest my head in his lap curling into a ball. He runs his fingers through my hair. He soothes me until I finally stop crying. I sit back up and he tucks my hair behind my ear cupping my cheek and wiping my tear stained cheeks.
I gather enough courage and look up into his eyes. I notice them widen a bit.
"What..?" I sniffle.
"Did you know your eyes…" he starts his hand still caressing my cheek, "They turn a deeper blue when you've been crying."
I look away embarrassed. My cheeks turning crimson.
"No… no they're beautiful Trinity." He pulls my chin up to look at him again.
"Th.. thank you.." I stutter. I feel him lean in closer to me. My stomach flutters instantly with butterflies. I squeeze my eyes shut.
His lips gently lock against mine. His lips are so soft… he leans back and I open my eyes. His face is pink from his cheeks to his ears and my mouth quirks up into a smirk.
"You're really cute when you're blushing Eren," I laugh a bit and lean in close pecking his lips.
He looks a little shocked at first. Then he smirks slyly.
"You look cute all the time Trinity," he inches closer to me. I inch back as my back falls against the bed and he slowly moves over me.
I grab the collar of his shirt and pull him down to me. I kiss him roughly. And he returns it just as hard.
I don't know what I'm doing right now, but Eren makes me feel a whole lot better. That's all I know. I need him right now.
My hands move up and around his neck my fingers lacing through his chocolate brown hair. He gently bites my bottom lip and I gasp giving him access to my mouth. He takes full advantage and slips his tongue in exploring my mouth.
I gently tug at his hair as he kisses my jaw back to my ear. He nibbles at my lobe and I moan quietly in response. He kisses down to my neck, nibbling, licking, and sucking all the while making my mind go crazy. I reach down and grab one of his hands from my side guiding it up and into my shirt.
He's hesitant at first but then firmly grasps my left breast in his hand. I moan in delight at his touch. I run my fingers along the edge of his shirt pulling it up and over his head. I run my fingers down his body from his chest to his perfect abs. He isn't super buff, he's perfectly toned. I groan and pull him up from my neck to crash my lips hard against his once again.
His hands leave my body only to pull my shirt off. As soon as it hits the ground they are on me again. His forefinger trails along the line of my bra over my breasts. Teasing me and sending shivers up my spine. He slowly slips his finger inside the cup pulling it down to expose my hardened nipple. He circles it with his finger.
"Erreenn.." I moan. He smirks and lowers his mouth to kiss my chest gently. While doing this his other hand quickly finds the clasp on my back and releases it. He pulls my bra off and his mouth is around my nipple licking and teasing. I moan in gratitude and he groans against my chest grinding his hips against mine.
My hands trail down his body. My fingers fumble with the button to his pants he helps me and pulls his pants off quickly. My hand finds his member pressing hard against his boxers. I run my fingers up his shaft teasingly through the tight fabric.
"Hnnnn… Trinity" he moans my name breathlessly as I feel him twitch beneath my touch. He kisses down my body, kissing my stomach down to the edge of my pants. I squirm a bit, bucking my hips forward. His fingers trace the sides of my sweatpants as he hooks them beneath the band. He slowly pulls them down.
He kisses along my right thigh trailing my skin as the fabric exposes it. He kisses all the way down to my ankle as he drops my pants to the floor. He continues back up my left leg. As he reaches my thigh he slowly kisses inwards closer to my sex.
I moan and tug on his hair while my head tilts back. His hands rub up and down my thighs as he then moves up and kisses just at the top of my panties. I feel his teeth against my skin and look down.
My breath hitches as I watch him take my underwear in his mouth and he pulls them down and off my body.
"Eren.." I moan.
"Hmm…" he hums coming up and kissing me, "What is it Trinity?"
I blush a bright red, "That… that was so hot…" I turn my face away.
He laughs huskily, "Don't," he kisses my jaw while reaching his hand up to grab my chin, "be," he kisses closer to my lips, "shy," he turns my head to face him and kisses me on the lips.
"I won't make you do anything you don't want to, okay?" he soothes my nerves. I look up into his hazy green eyes and nod.
He moves back down to kissing my neck and I moan. This feels so good…
"Ahhh!" I say loudly as his fingers rub against my clit, slowly in a circle motion.
He groans into my neck and kisses down taking one of my nipples into his mouth. His fingers slide down and the tip of his index finger slowly presses against my entrance.
"You're so wet Trinity…" he moans as he presses it into me. My head tilts back as I feel his finger inside me gently prodding.
He then slips a second finger in and I buck my hips up to meet the rhythm of his pumping hand.
"Err… oooo!" I stifle my moans with a hand as he starts to flick his tongue against my clit.
"St… stop," I say breathlessly, "Eren… I… I want you."
He instantly removes his fingers and lifts his head up looking into my half lidded eyes. He slowly crawls over me and kisses me gently against my lips.
"What do you want from me Trinity?" he asks as he looks down on me.
"I want all of you…" I say as I catch my breath, "I need you Eren."
His eyes go wide at my words. And then his face softens. I slowly pull his boxers from his body and throw them on top of our clothes on the ground. I cup his face in my hands and bring his lips closer to mine.
Our lips clash together in a passionate kiss. I forget about everything. I forget about my dad. I forget about school. I lose myself and find myself completely in Eren. In this moment. In this kiss. I feel complete.
He breaks our contact and looks down at me, "Are you sure?"
"Yes," I say as I wrap my legs around his waist.
He kisses me gently as he lowers his body closer to mine. I feel him rub himself against my sex. I moan into him, raising my hips to increase the friction. He lowers his hand and guides the head of his penis to my entrance. His other hand is bracing him against the bed, making sure his full weight is not on top of me.
He slowly pushes himself inside of me. I gasp as he stretches me open. My nails dig into his back. I squeeze my eyes shut as I feel pain. He groans as he fully sheaths himself inside of me.
We stay still in this position. He gently kisses me. As tears prick at my eyes.
"Are you okay to start moving on?" he says as he gently kisses my nose.
I nod and wrap my arms around him tighter as he slowly pulls out and presses himself back in. Pain soon turns to pleasure as he continues rocking his hips against mine.
"Eren..." I moan his name, "That feels… so good."
"Trinity…" he moans into my neck as he presses his forehead to my shoulder.
His pace starts to quicken and I raise my hips to meet his thrusts. A tightness starts to build in me. My moans come faster and my heartbeat races. My mind is whirling.
My vision starts to blur, my head tilts back as I feel myself tighten around him. He groans long and low.
"Trinity… I… I'm gonna…" he pants.
"I'm so close… Eren... please!" I moan loudly, I grip into his back with my nails trailing them down his back.
My vision goes white as he pushes me over the edge. I fall into a deep breathtaking orgasm. My body spasms beneath him. I feel him twitch and soon his thrusts become sloppy. He pulls out and I gasp at the loss of him inside me as my body twitches. He rubs himself quickly with his hand and soon cums all over my stomach. He releases a large load onto me and I can't help but feel completely erotic.
My breathing pattern slowly returns to normal as I smile at him. He's sitting back on his knees. His chest rising and falling. His head tilted back.
I slowly reach next to my bed for the towel I used earlier after my shower and I wipe the evidence of his orgasm from my body. After I finish I pull him down on top of me into a hug. We lay like this, neither of us willing to break the soothing silence. I feel his breath against my chest begin to slow as he falls asleep. I run my fingers through his messy hair slowly.
I close my tired eyes and give in to the exhausted aches of my body. My breathing slows to match with Eren and I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
Eeeep! I honestly didn't expect this to come out of me. Thank you guys so much for reading! I hope you enjoy. The next chapter will be released Monday, unless I get some encouragement to do otherwise!
Special thanks to user mmt99 ! You're so sweet. And I totally agree! Everyone makes Jean out to be an ass, and I love Jean! So I decided to have him turn around and be a total sweetheart deep inside. And don't worry! There will be plenty more of him in this story.
Oh yeah, again:
I don't own any of the characters from SNK. I only own my OC Trinity. And this story.
