WARNING: There will be a lot of foul language in this chapter along with smut. You've been warned. My story is rated M for a reason.
"I should call Eren, right?" I questioned myself as I lay in the grass in my backyard.
I fiddle with my phone in my hands. The look on Eren's face when I said Jean's name flashed in my mind. He was definitely hurt, but why? Jean and I aren't even going out. Why did I say his name?
"Maybe I like Jean…" I shake my head, "No, I do like Jean, not maybe."
I huff and close my eyes and wrap myself in my arms. Why am I so confused…?
"Do I like Eren too?" I furrow my brow. I feel the nervous butterflies flutter. Do I?
I roll over onto my stomach and rest my head in my hands. My palms on my forehead, and my fingers just brushing through the edge of my hair.
"I think I may like Eren too…" I say quietly.
I move my arms down to my sides and lay my cheek against the grass.
BzzzzzzZz
I look at my phone in a hurry.
From Eren:
Hey, I'm coming over. I need to talk to you.
I sit up quickly and then stand.
To Eren:
Okay, just come in, the front door is unlocked. I'll be in my room.
I run inside and up my steps. I look in my mirror and what I'm wearing. My heart flutters as I realize I'm wearing the hoodie Eren gave me the night of Jean's party. Should I change? I shake my head. I don't have time for that. I decide to take off his hoodie, throwing it in my hamper. I run my fingers through my hair and try to find something to keep myself busy.
I grab a book from my shelf and open to a random page. I've read all these books multiple times so it's not like I have to start from the beginning.
I hear the front door open and close. I hear the familiar footsteps ascending the stairs. My heartbeat gets faster as I hear him approaching my room.
"Hey," Eren says as he enters my room.
I try to act nonchalant and sit up closing the book and placing it on my side table. My fingers slip and the book falls to the floor. I quickly reach for it and place it on the table. I'm so dumb.
"Hey Eren," I say while my cheeks start to turn a light shade of pink. I pat down on the bed next to me, hoping he'll take the hint and come sit down. He does.
"About earlier…" he turns and looks at me, "I'm sorry. I overreacted. I know you and Jean aren't dating, and I…"
I stay quiet as he tries to find his words. I find myself reaching out to him and grabbing hold of his hand, I squeeze it reassuringly.
"Trinity," his beautiful green eyes find my blue ones, "I like you. Not in just a friend way. I like you more than a friend. I've felt this way for a while."
My mind wanders as he keeps talking. What should I say? Should I say anything? What should I do? I'm going to the winter formal with Jean… I'm confused.
"Trinity?" I'm shaken from my thoughts and look back to Eren.
I feel my body moving before I seriously thought about what I was doing.
I crash my lips hard against Eren's and he lays back against my bed. I straddle him, my legs on either side of him while I continue to kiss him.
I begin to trail kisses down to his neck as I nibble a sensitive part, earning a groan bubbling up from his throat.
"Trinity," his hands grip tighter at my waist, "What… hnnnmm… are you doing?" he asks.
I stay silent as I continue my kissing. I reach down and pull at the edge of his shirt bringing it up and I pull it off of his body. My hands trail up his body, from his abs, to his chest, and up to his shoulders. I feel his body radiating heat under my touch. I grin.
I move my hips slowly, grinding myself against his already hardened bulge. He rocks his hips with mine creating more friction and I gasp.
"Are you teasing me Trinity?" he asks and I can't help but smirk at the devilish tone in his voice.
"Maybe," I say as I rock my hips again. His lips curl up into a smirk.
"You shouldn't do that," he bucks his hips up and I feel a moan threatening to escape from my lips.
"Why?" I ask innocently, "What are you going to do about it?" I run my hands up to his chest as I lean in closer to him.
He doesn't say another word before he flips me over onto my back and he grabs my wrists between one hand and places them above my head. I wiggle underneath him as I try to break free, but he is strong.
"This," he says as he leans down and attacks my neck. Kissing, suckling, biting, and teasing me. I groan.
"Ereennn," I say between panting, "Please…"
"Please what Trinity?" he breaks away and looks down into my half lidded eyes. Eren is extremely sexy right now… I don't know why I'm so turned on by him dominating me, but I'm ready to submit to him…
"Please…" I say as my cheeks warm up, "Please make me cum."
"You want to cum?" he teases, "Tell me how you'd like me to help you do that, kitten."
Kitten? I don't know why, but I felt my entire body surge with what felt like electricity when I heard him call me that.
He smirks, "Do you like it when I call you Kitten?" he implores. I nod.
"Well, Kitten, I want to hear you purr," he says as he releases my hands, "Keep them up there."
I do as I'm told. This is so different than the first time we had sex… it's a totally different side of Eren that I didn't even know existed… my shirt is taken off and thrown to the floor. Next my pants are pulled off. Eren takes his own off. I feel anxious as I wait.
"On your stomach," I look up at Eren as he says it, "Flip over."
I roll over onto my stomach, just as I get comfortable, I feel his hands at my hips lifting my ass into the air. My breath hitches.
"Are you gonna be a good kitten?" he says huskily into my ear as he bends over my body. I nod.
"Say it," he demands.
"Yes," I start, "I'll be a good kitt…!"
I'm cut off as I feel his fingers brush against my panties. I moan as my hands grip into my sheets.
"You're already so wet for me, Kitten," he says with a groan, he pulls down my panties with a single finger, trailing it straight down my butt. I feel it brush against my back entrance and my body stiffens. He continues trailing down and shoves his finger inside the wet entrance of my sex.
"Eren…" I breathe out his name as he pumps his finger in and out of me.
"Hmmnn…" he moans, "You're beautiful like this. So submissive."
"Please Eren," I moan out as he puts another finger in, "Please fuck me."
"I already am fucking you, Kitten," he teases, "I'm fucking you with my fingers."
"I…" I moan loudly as he brushes his fingers against me perfectly, "I want your dick inside of me."
"Mmmnn… I like it when you beg," he groans and I hear him adjust himself behind me.
I feel his fingers leave my body only to be replaced quickly with his hard cock. I muffle my scream in my pillow as he stays still inside me.
He is slow as he pulls himself out and pushes back in. He has a hand at the small of my back and one on my ass. I move myself back against him as he pushes himself inside me again, this time forcing him deeper inside me.
"Erennn," I moan his name.
"Yes, Kitten. Purr my name," he groans as he picks up his pace. I feel myself tightening around him. I try to keep my eyes open, but I can't. I feel my head going light as I get closer to climax.
"Are you gonna cum for me, Kitten?" he says as he leans over my body pushing himself deeper, and faster.
"Yessssss," I hiss out. He reaches an arm around my body and starts to rub my clit with a finger. This pushes me over the edge.
I scream out his name as I feel my body shake and break underneath him. My heart races as I try to catch my breath. My mind is numb as I feel him pound into me.
"Fuckkk," he hissed through clenched teeth, "I'm going to… fuckkk."
I somehow manage to grab my shirt from the floor, and throw it back at him. I feel him leave my body and I gasp at the emptiness I'm feeling. I turn around, laying on my back as I watch Eren, kneeling above me pumping his cock with his fist. His head tilts back as he cums hard into my shirt.
My breathing is still erratic as he rolls up my shirt tossing it to the floor. He lays down next to me pulling me close.
"Eren," I start as I look up to his face, his eyes are closed but I hear him hum letting me know he's listening, "Where did you learn to do that?"
"Do what?" he says as his eyes slowly open.
"Well…" my cheeks heat up, "You were so dominating… not that I didn't like it, I loved it actually." I look away embarrassed.
He chuckles, "Well, I am a boy, kitten." He teases. I know what he's trying to say… most guys at this age are found on the computer late at night…
"I like it when you call me that," I say before thinking, "I… I mean… just.."
He laughs harder, "You're so easily flustered, calm down." He runs his fingers through my hair.
I nuzzle up closer to him.
"So," he starts, "What is this… what are we?"
My stomach does a few flips… what should I say? I furrow my brow and think.
I like Eren, I do, but I don't know if I want to be with him. I don't really see us dating and going out. I really enjoy this physical relationship…
I like Jean too… I can see myself with Jean, but if he found out me and Eren… he wouldn't talk to me.
"Eren…" I try to find the right words, "I like Jean. I like you too, but…" I feel him tense beneath me. Should I keep going? He stays silent.
"I don't know what we are." I say quietly.
He releases a breath, "Okay," he releases his hold from me and sits up, throwing his legs over the side of the bed, "Then we can't continue this."
I sit up and pull my knees up to my chest, "I really enjoy it though…"
"I do too…" he trails off, "But you don't know what you want. I know I like you, but if you want to date Jean, we can't do this. If you want to be with him, more than you want to be with me. Then tell me now before I fall even harder for you."
My chest tightens. I can feel the hurt hidden in his tone, but I can't keep leading him on. It's not right.
"I'm sorry Eren…" I say. He stands and puts his clothes back on. When he is finished getting dressed he turns back to look at me.
"It was fun, Kitten," he says as he leans in and kisses my forehead before he turns and leaves. My stomach twists as I hear his footsteps leave down the hallway, I hear him descending the stairs, and hear the door open and close. I feel our relationships door slam hard in my face.
I grab my phone and notice I have a text.
From Jean:
No, I'm not mad at you. See you tomorrow at school? :)
I sigh with some relief, knowing at least he was okay with me. I pull my cover up over my body and fall into a deep sleep.
Since that day, surprisingly Eren hasn't made things awkward between us. He still talks to me as if everything is normal. I couldn't be happier. I actually consider Eren to be my best friend.
It's been a month and the weather has gotten much colder. Everyone is starting to notice that Jean and I have a thing for each other, but we haven't made anything official.
I wrap my thick scarf around my neck and snuggle into it as I get ready to leave my house. Everyone wants to go downtown for some concert. I leave my house and hop into Jean's car.
"You look cute," Jean says sweetly while he grabs my hand after setting the car in motion.
"Thank you sir," I smile, "You're not too bad yourself."
He brings my hand up to his lips, "So, are you excited for tonight? This band is supposed to be really good. Connie said Sasha and him are already there and it's packed."
"Yeah, I'm excited. Especially since I get to go with you," I smirk as his cheeks change to a light pink shade.
"You're really cheesy sometimes, you know that?" he says with slight annoyance. I know what makes him tick by now, I enjoy teasing him.
"What?" I say as sarcasm rolls off my tongue, "Me cheesy? Says the one who always says stupid one liners to me."
"Hey! They aren't stupid, and you always fall for them," he furrows his brow, "You like it when I do that, don't lie."
I laugh and he joins me, as we pull into a parking spot. I get out of the car and walk over to Jean and lean up on my toes to kiss him. He places a hand on my cheek. Then when we break the kiss he grabs hold of my hand leading me inside.
"Hey! Trinity! Jean! We're over here!" I hear Sasha yelling obnoxiously over the crowd. We weave our way through and I hug Sasha and then Connie.
"What's up guys?" I try to speak loud enough so that they can hear me.
"We've been here so long! What took you guys?" Connie says as he wraps his arm around Sasha's waist.
"You know girls take forever," Jean says with a smirk. I quickly jab him in the side.
Before we knew it, everyone else arrived. Including a girl I didn't recognize… holding Eren's hand.
"This is Brooke," Eren introduces the girl to each of us.
"Nice to meet you," I say as I reach my hand out for a handshake, "I'm Trinity."
She takes my hand and then moves on seeming uninterested. Okay…
I end up standing next to her when we all get ready for the band to start. Eren is next to her on her other side, and Jean stands next to me.
I shouldn't even care that Eren is here with a girl, I have Jean, but something about this girl bugs me. She has long red hair curled falling just past her boobs, big boobs if I may say, and green eyes, her nose is the perfect shape for her face. She is beyond gorgeous… but she seems like a snob…
"Hey," I hear Jean whisper in my ear. I turn to look at him.
"What?" I ask as I stare into his honey colored eyes.
"You okay?" he asks quietly, "You were just giving Brooke a death glare."
"W…was I?" I ask nervously, then shake it off and smile, "Well can you blame me? She's gorgeous."
"Well, you have nothing to worry about," he starts as he leans in closer to my face, "She should be the one worrying, because you are totally captivating." He finishes with a kiss.
"Jean…" my face turns bright red.
He chuckles and wraps an arm around my waist as the band starts to play.
I grind myself against Jean to the beat of the music. His hands are on my waist and I feel awesome.
Everyone is having such a great time and it makes me happy to see my friends happy. Jean leans down a little and I bring my hands up behind me to wrap around his neck. He kisses my cheek and then whispers in my ear.
"Check out Jaeger right now," he chuckles.
I look over to see Brooke and him practically fucking each other. My blood begins to boil. What the fuck is he doing?
I break away from Jean and walk over to the two of them.
"You guys might want to calm down," I cross my arms, "If you're going to fuck, then you should go find a room."
"Trinity…" Eren says as he holds Brooke around the waist.
"Why the fuck do you care what we do?" Brooke says with a scowl on her face, "We'll fuck wherever we want to."
"Excuse me?" I say angrily, "How about you stop being such a fucking slut and get off my best friend."
"Trinity stop it," Jean says as he puts a hand on my shoulder.
"You should listen to your boy toy, kitten," she hisses at me.
My jaw clenches as I stare at Eren, my eyes wide. Did he tell her about us?
"Trinity…" Eren speaks up, but it's too late.
My hand stings with pain as I bring it down to my side after slapping Brooke across the face, "Dumb Bitch."
She snarls and turns towards me readying a fist before Eren pulls her back as Jean pulls me back.
"Calm down Trinity!" Jean says to me, "What's wrong with you?"
My body loosens as I watch Eren and Brooke leave. I feel Jean's thumbs wiping my cheeks.
When did I start crying?
"Trinity? What's wrong?" Jean says with concern.
"Nothing, she just annoyed me," I say with a sigh.
"Are you sure that's all?" Jean asks with an eyebrow raised, "We can go if you want."
"Yeah, I'm fine," I take a deep breath, "Let's stay. I don't want to ruin your night."
He looks at me for a second longer before grabbing my hand and leading me through the crowd and out the door back to his car.
"Jean, I said we don't have to leave," I say. He turns around and hugs me tightly. What is he doing?
"As long as I'm with you, my night won't be bad," he smiles, "Plus I have a surprise."
"What?" I say as I look at him confused.
"Just get in the car," he laughs.
We pull up to a nice hotel. I look over at Jean in the driver's seat next to me.
"What are we doing here?" I ask.
"I got us a room," he says with a nervous smile, "Obviously I didn't think we would be leaving early, and it would be a pain to have to drive home so late after the concert…"
"Wasn't this expensive?" I ask him.
"I've been saving for a while, it's not like we're staying here for a week Trin," he laughs, "Just tonight, come on." He gets out of the car and I follow him.
Our room is beautiful, with a great view out the window. I stare at the city and feel Jean wrap his arms around my waist behind me.
"This is beautiful Jean…" I whisper.
He kisses my head, "Trin, can I ask you something?"
I turn around in his arms and look up to him, "Yeah, anything Jean."
"Do you like Eren?"
"What? No! Why would you ask me that?" I couldn't believe that's what he wanted to ask me…
"The way you reacted to Brooke and him…" he looks away, "Just kind of seemed like you do."
"Jean…" I bring my hand to his cheek making him look at me, "If I liked Eren, would I do this?"
I leaned up and kissed him passionately. He kisses me back just as much, if not more.
I pull away from him, "I like you Jean, I really like you. Eren is my best friend, I was only trying to protect him."
"Then…" Jean looks nervous, "Be my girlfriend. I want to make it official, I want to know that you're mine and I'm yours. Will you go out with me?"
A small smile runs across my face, "Yes! Of course I want to be your girlfriend!"
He sighs in relief and bends down to kiss me again.
"Took you long enough," I tease him.
"Shut up, let me enjoy this," he smirks against my lips.
AUTHORS NOTE:
Hey guys! As promised here is the next chapter. Lots of drama. Lots of feels, both mentally and physically... *wink wink*
So she ends up with Jean! And a new character was introduced, Brooke. I don't know if I want to keep her around or not, we'll see. But I have a lot in store. So stay tuned. Thanks for the reviews, and the follows/favorites. Love you guys!
~ I do not own the characters from SNK. ~
