Insight: Jaybird, Wild Child

by Wrennydennydoo

Jason knew that they should all hate him by now. He almost killed the replaceme-Tim, and tried to kill Dick and Bruce. He just couldn't understand why after all this time, they stilll thought he was worthy of being cared about. He did horrible things and knew it. So WHY? Rated T for self-harming, angst, and language. Mostly angst and language.

3. Chapter 3

Hey, peoples! Happy Batman day!

Today is Batman's 75th birthday, so I am starting a storyline in his honor! The first chaper will be posted today before midnight.

The next chapter for this story is the last one, just warning you. Then I'll be updating 'Innocently Blue' for a while before I get started on Tim's insight.

This poem was inspired by "Until the End".

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19, March; Jason's Journal

This was the beginning of the end

They keep reminding me I've sinned

I live to die another day

or until I fade away

Its way too easy

to fall apart completely

I know this life would come to end

so let my new one begin

I lost my way

so maybe this is a new day

a new dawn

which is why I keep going on

Why give up

why give in

its not enough

it never is

Though this final fight I'll win.

Why do I keep writing poems? I hate poetry. It's so lame. I feel so lost and confused and I can't find words to say it in. Maybe this is good for me. Maybe Golden Bird was right for once. Grrrr, I hate it when he's right.

That doesn't make me any less mad at him for not just telling me to write down my thoughts. He made me go to therapy. I hate therapists. If you write down the word 'therapists' and split it in two, guess what it spells? 'The rapists'. If anything, it proves my point! Hmph. They all suck.

Dick keeps telling me to loosen up a little. He even tried bribing me with blackmail for The Replacement. I told him that this is as loose as I get and the fact that he tried giving me blackmail for anyone is blackmail against him. I'm glad that I got that on tape.

Damian showed me the parody of that stupid frozen song, "Do you want to hide a body". The parody was wonderful! why couldn't the entire movie be like that? Dick made me sit through it, and it was so boring! Elsa didn't even get a little killed when the ice chandelier fell on her. There wasn't any blood, zero dead people, and Hans didn't even get sent to rot in a dungeon!

Although, I can say that giving him to his brothers was pretty vindictive. Only one who has been through that type of torture can truly understand how evil that idea was. He'll now die of boring lectures, annoying brothers, and overprotective parents.