CHRISTIANS POV
"Oh my god you're trying to kill me" I groan as Ana rolls off the top of me giggling
We have been at it all night long. We have made love, talked, fucked, made love and then fucked again. I don't think I will be able to get it up again if I tried...well at least for the next 30 minutes or so.
It's been a whole other experience for me because I have never had a woman talk control in the bedroom since I was a sub but that was completely different. Back then I was in constant fear that she would touch my chest so I never enjoyed sex with her. Yes I got my release same as with all my subs but I have never known true sexual satisfaction like I have tonight with Ana. She has worshipped my whole body and paid special attention to my scars. She would kiss and caress every single one and with each pass of her lips I could feel the years of hurt being washed away. I did the same for her when I gently kisses all the scars on her feet
"I'm not trying to kill you, just stun you a little bit" she laughs while getting comfortable laying on her side. I mirror her position facing her while I gently run my finger tips along her rib cage.
"Consider me stunned Miss Steele...you know you would make a fantastic Domm don't you?" I realized after the first time we made love tonight that she comes a little harder when she takes charge
"I think I would too. Perhaps you should build me my own playroom at Escala? We could have a connecting door" she laughs
"I don't think so Miss Steele. You can just use mine but I will change out all the equipment and make it ours. The cross will have to go because it's sized for a woman so I'm too tall for it" she sits up a bit eyes wide looking at me
"You're serious aren't you? You want me to dominate you in the playroom" I mull it over for a few seconds. Do I? Ana is hot as fuck when she takes charge and I get a visual in my head of how she would look in the play room restraining me and blindfolding me and...now I'm hard again some guess I have my answer
"Yes I would like that...if you're game that is. You don't have to its just something for you to think about" I pull her close to me so she can't see that I want it so much. I want to be hers in all ways just like she is mine in all ways. Trust is very important and I want her to know that I trust her with my heart and body.
"Ok I'll think about it...we need to get up sol we have to pick the baby up" she makes no move to get up because she just snuggles down into my chest. I am completely worn out so I can only imagine how tired she must be, I played her body like a fiddle and brought her to orgasm so many times I lost count.
"Baby?...Ana?.,," I look down and she has dozed off but I shake her awake.
"Hmm yeah? What? I wasn't sleeping" she yawns
"Yes you were. Listen you stay here and sleep and I will go get Phoebe"
"Are you sure? I can get up and come with you" I laugh because while she's saying it she starts rearranging the pillows and covering herself with the sheet.
"I'm sure baby, can I take your car though because you have the car seat?"
"Yeah sure the keys are in the kitchen. I luff you Christian" before I can tell her I love her too she's asleep. I gently kiss her lips and get out the bed heading for the bathroom. I take a quick shower and dress in a pair of jeans and a black polo top that I packed yesterday before I came here, I grab her car keys and head down to her Range Rover.
This car drives like a mother fucking dream! I notice in her sun visor she has a picture of her and Phoebe at the beach both of them laughing for the camera. I make a mental not to take some pictures of the three of us.
When I get to Kate and Elliott's I let my self in using the key Kate gave me.
"Hello?" I shout out Because I don't see anyone
"in the kitchen" Kate shouts. When I Walk in Ava's gave lights up
"Unck Cwistin!" she hold her hands up from me to get her out of her high chair and Phoebe turns and sees me and she smiles.
"Da-da" and she holds her chubby little arms up as well. I scoop down and pick both of them up holding one in each arm
"How are both my girls this morning?" I kiss them both making them giggle and then I sit down with one on each knee
"Morning Kate"
"Morning horn dog, nice night?" she laughs
"Yes it was rather plesent thank you" I think I actually blush a little which makes her laugh again
"Boy Ana must be a hell cat in the sack"
"What makes you say that?"
"Because you Christian Grey, have a hicky on one side of your neck and nail marks on the other side" shit! I look at my reflection in the glass on the microwave and see the massive bruise I have formed just below my ear.
"Morning bro...whoa nice artwork" Elliott walks in and joins Kate laughing over my body art while taking Ava from my arms
"Come on little miss time for nursery" he bends down and kisses Phoebe and says good bye to me. He gives Kate an almost pornographic kiss and I actually cover Phoebes eyes. She doesn't need that shit in her head. When he goes Kate turns to me with a serious expression on her face
"So did you and Ana talk at all last night or did you just...couple?"
"No we talked some. I asked her to move in with me and she said yes"
"Wow! You move fast Grey"
"I love her Kate" I say simply because it's the only reason I need to give
"I know you do and it's clear she loves you...just...don't hurt her Christian...she's had enough hurt in her life already and I'll say the same thing to her about you. The both of you not only need each other you deserve each other" the way she says it makes me think that she knows more about Ana's history and mine than she lets on.
"What makes you say it like that? What do you know Kate?"
"I'm the best reporter in the state Christian. I'm trained to see not what people are telling you but what they're not... I signed your NDA when I started dating Elliott but I don't need that because I will take it to the grave... I know what type of stuff you're into and what Ana is into"
HOLY FUCK!
"What! Kate...I never wanted anyone to find out I..." she holds her hands up cutting me off
"Christian what you do behind closed door is your business no one eles's. Look if I thought you were somje demented pervert I woulndt let you near my daughter. You're a good man Christian Grey but if you screw this up with Ana then i'm going to cut your balls off, understood?"
"Perfectly...um did you tell Elliott about...what I do?"
"No, like i said it's your business not mine"
"How did you find out?"
"Remember a few years back I bought Elliott that bike and I needed a place to stash it and you said I could put it in one of the spare bedroom at your place?" I nod my head beacuse I remember "Well I went to your place and instread of putting it in the spare room where it might have gotten in the way, so i remembererd whgen you gave me a tour of the place the room at the top of the stairs you said was just a storage room so I went to the utility room and found a set of keys and opened the door. I almost passed out when I saw the deep red walls and the medievil looking bed" she laughs and its infectious because I can just imagin what her face must of looked like.
"Anyway I had a quick nose around, locked the door back up, chucked the bike in the spare room, came home, tied Elliott to the bed and fucked his brains out. I don't like the idea of the pain but all the other stuff is what 90% of the populatuion do so its nothing to be ashamed of, you just do it a little kinkyer than the rest of us" she laughs
"What about Ana? Did you know that we were together?"
"No. I only found out about the both of you when she came back...During junior year in college I did a paper on human behavour and alteritive lifestyles and I did a little research on BDSM I even went to a club and I noticed that Ana did a lot of the same things that the other girls and some guys were doing, things like subcounciously rubbing her wrist, or lowering her eyes and I put 2 and 2 together"
"Im glad I have you as a friend and not an enemy Kate. Your instincts are spot on and if you were to use your powers for evil I dread to think what would happen" I laugh.
We chat a little more about general crap and then I go to leave. I bend down and pull her into a hug and give her a kiss on the head
"Thanks Kate" I'm thanking her for not only keeping my secret but for being my friend.
After leaving Kate's I make my way back to Ana's apartment. Every so often I look in the rear view mirror and watch fascinated as my daughter babbles to herself. I wonder what she is thinking? Babies don't have any worries so she must be thinking only positive stuff and, god willing, my daughter will never know worry. She will have a happy childhood like Ana had before her parents died and like I did in the few years after I was adopted but before Elena got her hands on me.
I make mental notes of stuff I need to do beside my plan of revenge on Elena and Nathan.
My number one is to get a House, I'm hoping if Ana can see in her head what type of life we could have together that when the times comes for me to propose she will say yes and not have any doubts. It would gut me if she said no.
As I am driving I spot Cartier and I pull the Range Rover over, unstrap Phoebe and walk in. I'm not stranger to this store. Over the past few years I have showered my mom, Mia, Ava and even Kate with the best this store has to offer. When Ana was my sub I came in and bought her a bracelet that cost over half a million dollars. I knew she would freak about the money so I told her a little white lie and said it was all just gem stones and I got it from a street vendor. I know she knew the truth but she must have seen that I really wanted her to have it and she accepted it graciously.
The store manager Fredrick Henderson spots me and walks straight over shaking my hand. I've known this man since I was 4 because whenever my dad would come in to get something for my mom he would always bring me with him
"Good afternoon Christian"
"Afternoon Fred. I'd like to introduce you to my daughter Phoebe-Grace" pride swells in my chest when I say it. My daughter. Mine. Fred looks shocked but then beams a smile. He's too professional to say something like "Didn't know you had a daughter".
"Well congratulations young man. My she is going to break some hearts in a few years" he smiles down at her and she gives him a toothy smile and snuggles back into the crook of my neck sucking her thumb.
"Now what can I do for you today?"
"I want a custom made engagement ring made. The stone needs to be absolutely perfect. Money is no object. I have a design in my mind do you have a pen and pad and I'll sketch it?" he leads me over to his office and I sit for 5 minutes and sketch out a basic design of what I want. I want a pear drop shape with a slight pink colour, nothing to big because Ana is just not into over the top pieces. I hand the sketch to Fred and he looks at it and smiles.
"You've thought of this ring for a long time. I can tell by the detail" what he doesn't know is that l have seen a ring like that one before and I worked off of memory. Ana once showed me a picture of her parents on their wedding day and Carla had her hand on Rays chest, with her back to the camera looking over her shoulder. The sun was shining off her ring and for some reason the picture almost moved me to tears. They looked so in love and they were only in there 30s when they died. It's a sad story.
"How soon do you think it could be done?"
"i have the perfect stone in mind, it should take me about 3 weeks. Do you want and inscription on the band?"
"yes it needs to read "Anastasia, forever more, your Christian"
"Perfect. I'm sure the young lady will be very pleased Christian and can I be the first to say congratulations"
"She hasn't said yes yet Fred" I chuckle
"She will. You're a good man Christian and I know Carrick and Grace are very proud of you"
"Thank you Fred" I shake his hand and go to walk out the store.
Phoebe has been quietly snuggled into my neck throughout the whole time sucking her thumb. Just as I am about to open the door she goes wild and squeals
"Ohhhhhh...Dada..down" she is throwing a fit to get down and just because I'm interested in what she is trying to get at I put her down. Her feet start running before they even hit the floor and she toddles over to a glass display case and puts her chubby little hands on the glass and presses her nose to it, all the time oohing and it's fucking adorable!. When I walk over to the case I see that it is a display of bracelets. Some have Ruby's or emeralds but most are sapphire and diamonds. Her eyes are glued to pink diamond bracelet that must have over 200 pink diamond sparkling away. It is clearly the best piece in the case because it's on it's own revolving stand.
Phoebe looks at me with her big grey eyes and smiles making my heart melt.
"Do you like that princess?"
"Petty Dada" she points her index finger at the bracelet and I scoop down and pick her up, motioning for the sales girl to come over
"May we see the pink bracelet?" she just stands there and stares for a few seconds. Yeah yeah lady it's just a face and no matter how many times you bat your eyes it won't work.
"Yes Sir,it would be my pleasure to show you" she purrs but then stops her not so subtly flirting when I just glare at her. She hands me the bracelet and Phoebe gently touches it. I wrap it gently around her little wrist and it is so long it wraps around three times before I can shut the clasp.
"That looks very pretty baby girl" I take out my wallet and hand the now slack jawed sales girl my black Amex
"Sir that bracelet is $800,000 I don't think it's appropriate for a baby" she utters in disbelief. Big mistake lady.
"what I spend on my daughter is my business miss! It's a drop in the ocean of what I plan to spend on her and just a tip of the iceberg of what I will be spending on her mother! Now go get me another person to ring up my sale!"
"I apologise sir I'm sorry I can ring up the..." I cut her off. If she thinks she is getting the commission she is sadly mistaken. I point to another sales lady and she comes over and ringe up the sale, commenting on how cute Phoebe is. That's more like it!
When we leave Phoebe is still looking at her bracelet and moving her hand so the diamonds sparkle. She looks at me and leans forward and gives me a slobbery kiss on the cheek
"Fank woo"
"You are very welcome my angel" I snuggle her in and kiss her head. She is so advanced in her speech and her development I'm tempted to have her IQ tested if Ana agrees.
When we get back to Ana's I let myself in with the key on her car keys and we find Ana with her back to us in the kitchen singing to herself at the top of her lungs with her headphones in. She's doing a little wiggly dance that's is turning me the fuck on. She's wearing black leggings with a red wife beater and my white shirt that I took off last night, tied in a knot around her midriff and she has rolled the sleeves up. She looks fucking hot!
As she puts the finishing touches to a sandwich she still hasn't seen us and she let's rip into a verse of the song, "Hallelujah"
Well maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who'd out drew ya
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not someone who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
When she sings the last word Phoebe breaks out into hysterical laughter making Ana jump and scream
"Oh my god! You scared me to death! I thought I was on my own!" she blushes at having been caught singing.
"I enjoyed the show very much Anastasia" she walks over and pulls me down for a quick kiss and then takes Phoebe out my arms and rains kisses down on her face
"Hey baby girl did you miss momma? Cus momma missed you! Yes I did!" she blows rasberries on her belly making her giggle And then she spots her bracelet
"Well that is beautiful baby. Did daddy get that for you?"
"Dada gibed" Phoebevsaysvand shows her mother again. Ana looks up at me and smiles
"Why do I get the feeling that this is just the start of extremely expensive gifts you lavish on her?"
"Because it is miss Steele. I'll give her and you the whole wide world if you let me" she leans up again and puts a lingering kiss on my lips
"We dont need the whole wide world Christian, we just need you, because you are our whole wide world...Make yourself comfortable I will go out her down for a nap" she walks away with a bit of extra sway in her hips towards Phoebes room. I fix myself a sandwich and practically inhale it because I haven't eaten and I burned a lot of calories last night. Fuck yeah I did!
About 10 minutes go by and I hear Ana call out for me from her bedroom. When I get there I don't see her so I walk deeper into the room
"Looking for me Mr Grey?" I spin around and my jaw drops
Ana is leaning up against the bathroom door wearing my shirt. Only my shirt! I almost shoot my load right then and there. Why does all my control just fly out the window when it comes to Ana? She starts to slowly walk over to me but I know if I let her do this the way she wants it will be over in a matter of minutes so I turn the tables on her. I walk over and pick her up over my shoulder making her squeal. I throw her on the bed and then take the tie from her silk robe which is on the end if the bed. I crawl up her and tie both her hands to the bed frame.
I straddle her hips and look down at her. I take off my teeshirt and throw it over my shoulder and when she sees my abs and pecks she moans and pushes her hips up into me a bit.
"No no no Miss Steele. I'm in charge for this one." I leans down and kiss her wetly and when our tongues meet I suck hers into my mouth making her groan and wriggle. I lean down and take the both sides of her shirt and rip it open making buttons fly.
"Oh god Christian...oh god baby!"
"Quite Anastasia! You drove me wild last night so now its my turn. What's my name baby?" she looks at me a bit funny and I know she thinking if she should say Christian, Sir or Master. I lean down and kiss her gently.
"Say Christian"
"Christian" she whispers
"Say it louder" I lean her over and land a slap on her ass
"Oh god Christian!"
"Remember that baby because by the time I'm finished you will be screaming it!"
An hour later and she is wringing in sweat after having climaxed 5 times to my one. She rolls over on her side and pulls my face to her giving me soft kisses.
"Can I tell you something?" she whispers against my lips
"Anything baby"
"I love you so fucking much Christian Grey"
"I love you more Anastasia Rose Steele"
I lean over and kiss her again and in my mind I'm thinking I can't wait for the day when I can say Anastasia Rose Grey.
Soon. It will be soon.