Okay guys I'm in school right now and I have a free class so I'm on the computers. I broke my laptop so ill be posting less so I'm going to try to finish up this story so I hope you like it 3

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Ross's POV

1 month later

It's been a month since I've cut. A lot has happened since then. For starters Riker went missing. He left about 2 weeks ago and never came back. Rosie seemed fine about that for sure. Everyone else got over it quick enough as well.

Dad still didn't show up he's just disappeared from our lives. I guess that's kind of getting to us all as well. Rosie and Rydel found out that they're both having girls. They're both really excited as well as mom.

Rocky and Ryland are always checking up on me I think I really scared them. But things have gotten much better. The only upsetting thing is about r5. We obviously can't continue as 1. Riker is missing 2. Rydel is pregnant and so is Rosie and 3. Mom doesn't think I'll be able to cope

Mom is also trying very hard to keep the house so we have enough problems without even thinking about r5. I think it's for the best anyway. Today I'm going back to the Austin and Ally set. I haven't talked to the cast in so long and it's a relive to finally see them.

Also today is my first day without medication. Mom thinks I shouldn't go today and wait a week but I've been stuck inside for a month and i convinced her to let me go. I walk downstairs and into the kitchen.

Mom is standing there making breakfast. "Morning" she says. "Morning" I say yawning. I'm guessing everyone else is asleep. She hands me some breakfast and I sit down in front of her. "So are you ready to go back to the set" she asks.

"Yeah sure" I say. I eat it quickly and she says "ready". I nod. She grabs her keys and walks out of the house me following behind. I open the door of the car and step in. I'm also kind of nervous about going to the set in all honesty.

I mean what if people think im a freak. What if people don't treat me the same anymore whats it gonna be like. "Its gonna be okay" my mom says. God shes like a mid reader seriously its creepy. "okay" i say.

Okay i know irs short but i got to go ill post more later as im going to the libary.