Brie couldn't believe what she just heard. John had just told her he loved her now he was kissing her. When he broke it they looked at each other.

"John I think you're confused." Brie said. "You don't love me."

"Yes I do." "I have for awhile now."

"No." "You can't." "Please." "You can't."

"I do Brie." "I love you so much."

"No."

"Yes."

"I have to go." John grabbed her around the waist and turned her to face him.

"I just told you I'm in love with you and you have to go?"

"I can't be here with you."

"Why?"

"I don't trust myself."

"Brie do you love me?"

"John."

"Do you?"

"Stop it."

"No." "I want to know."

"Know what?" "That I love you?" "That coming here and telling you I can't see you anymore is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do?" "Huh?"

"Say it."

"I love you John." "Are you happy?"

"Yes." He kissed her again. After ten seconds she stopped resisting and kissed him back. She felt her back against the door. She broke from his lips. He started kissing her acrossed her neck.

"John we can't."

"Want me to stop?"

"No but you have to." "We can't have sex."

"Ok." "No sex." They kissed again and started going towards his bedroom. He laid her down getting on top of her. "What are we doing?" She mumbled against his lips. "Just kissing." He took off her shirt and slowly kissed her down her body. He looked at her as he undid her jeans. He did the same treatment as he kissed her back up her body. They kissed. She took off his shirt and rolled him over did the same thing to him that he did to her. She took off his jeans. As she came back up to his mouth he sat up with his back against the headboard. He lifted her up so there was a little space between them. He took off her bra and started kissing the center of her chest. "John." She moaned. After a few minutes he came back up to her mouth. They kissed as they did she felt his hand go inside her. "Ohhh." She moaned against his lips. "See this isn't sex but the noises you make, they're so sexy." Brie put her head back and breathed heavier. John went faster. "Mmmmm." "Johnnn." She moaned giving in. They kissed. He felt her reach down between his legs and started moving her hands up and down. "Ohhh." He groaned. "Since this isn't sex either it's ok." She said smiling. "Oh my god, Brie." He groaned. He lifted her up and slid her onto him. They started to move. "What would you, mmmm, mmmmm, call what we're doing right now?" Brie moaned. They kissed. "Heaven." John groaned. "How can, something so wrong…They kissed. …feel so amazing and right." Brie moaned. "We love each other that's how." John said. They started moving faster. "Ohhh." Brie moaned. "God Brie, I love you so much." "I love you too." "Ohhh John, ohhh." She moaned giving in. "Oh shit." John groaned giving in.

They kissed and laid down.

"Stay please." John said.

"Ok." They kissed.

"I love you Brie."

"I love you too." "Goodnight."

"Goodnight."

The next morning John woke up. Brie was gone but there was a note on the pillow new to him. It read.

Dear John,

Last night was amazing. I meant what I said, I love you with all my heart but we can't be together. If you love me please leave me alone. I wish things could be different.

I love you,

Brie