Spoby one shot series

I don't own the show or Toby and Spencer. I just own the story.

Chapter: My battles

Spencer (P.O.V)

Toby had just left my house and left me thinking for myself. Toby said he was going to become a cop for me but why does everyone seem to fight MY battles? I'm still thankful for he doing this kind of thing for me but…. I have to fight my own battles.

He has already so much to fight on his own. And it isn't only him who fights for me Melissa, the girls and even their boyfriends. I'm here felling horrible and guilty for everyone who tries to help and gets pulled into the mess that is my life.

I had already done so much to Toby and I couldn't see why he is still here by my side, supporting everything that I say and doing that my own family wouldn't dream about doing for me.

Melissa went somewhere in the world because she taught I killed Bethany. She buried a girl that she didn't even knew and she even might even killed her. Just because those stupid drugs that I now hate with my heart.

The quantity of times that the girls helped me would be bigger than all of my French essays'. During the whole Toby is A, the radley thing and the Mona drama. I trust these girls with everything I have.

But Toby was the one who I owe the most. I made him cry when I did drugs. He went to the A time because he wanted to protect me. He lost answers for his mother because of me. The problems of his life were because of me.

In the end no matter everything that I had done he was there for me and that's one of the many, many things I love in him.

When I could think about what I was doing I remembered even if I had just saw him I was driving to his loft and I was at his door and I knocked.

"Spence?"- he looked confused.

"I was thinking and I couldn't help but come here. I wanted to let you know that I still don't know why you keep forgiving me and you are the best thing in my life and basically I love you."-I say without taking a breath.

"Spencer! Spencer! I'm here with you because I love you too. And breath! "

Then he kissed me and I just keep thinking how lucky I was.