Okay sorry it took a while for me to post this chapter I have been busy! Anyways my very good Beta helped me with this and I think it's perf. Hope you enjoy. Follow and review :) Oh and go check out my girly's page DeathByVudu! she has some good stories :D Oh and of course I don't own any of Stephanie Meyers characters ._.

Perhaps it was the way Bella smiled at the small pleasures in life that always seemed to mesmerize Mike. Sure, she was beautiful when she was smiling directly at him, her deep brown eyes twinkling with mischief, her cheeks lightly dusted pink, and her dimples so prominent.

But she also cracked a small smile like that, whenever someone would make a joke, or simply say something that humored her. What it really was that mesmerized Mike was that she smiled smiled while deeply immersed in something, like reading, she'd get these transfixed gazes as she looked out at the ocean and all of it's beauty; much like he would whenever admiring her beauty.

Mike felt a pang in his chest when he knew that he was falling deeper into the pit of admiration for this woman. He'd adored her from the very start, but feared where their 'relationship' was headed. She made him feel completely vulnerable, and it scared him half to death knowing she could crush him if she ever chose to. When he didn't think about much beyond how he just liked to be around her and make her laugh.

Things had definitely changed now, and with each passing day, Mike began to sense something between there. Especially with having already felt her lips against his. He couldn't help but wonder if she might feel the same way about him.

He stretched out on the bed, staring up at the skylight in his room, with just enough moonlight to filter through to illuminate both their relaxed forms. He took a deep breath, enjoying the scent of clean linen sheets.

His blue eyes remained transfixed on the sparkling stars shining brightly in the sky. The year was quickly coming to a wrap up, and he couldn't help but feel a bit of relief that he wouldn't have to dread another day Fork's high. So far he'd accomplished so much.

He'd thought long and hard about his future, where he wanted to go and what he wanted to do; but as the deadline neared his father had never ceased to inform him of what path he should choose. He was to stay here in this god forsaken crumb of a town and continue the family business of selling sporting goods and hunting supplies. Thoughts of a possible life in Seattle to pursue whatever dream he'd wanted diminished with his father's stern words.

When the door to his bedroom creaked open, Mike turned to look at Bella's sheepish smile as she made her way to him. When she made it to the bed, she fell in place just beside him with a sigh and stared up at the same sky he'd been admiring. The faint smell of vanilla and sandalwood wafted in his direction and filled his senses. And in his peripheral he noticed the way she admired the twinkling stars, her lower lip found it place tucked between her teeth, and he knew she was thinking deeply about something as well.

It had been a rough year, with the rapid loss of his friends atop a few verbal fights with his old man, Mike was glad he had her to help him through it all. Still watching her from the corner of his blue eye, he wondered what she was thinking about, if she was grateful for him as he was for her.

"Hey Mike," Bella suddenly spoke, still looking up, her arms folded behind her head like a pillow. "You ever wonder if our lives are all just some kind of cycle?"

Mike thought for a moment, licking his dry lips he thought of a reply. "How so?" He asked drifting his gaze over to her moonlit form.

"Well," She paused briefly to think. "Like does it ever feel like everything is just a routine that we all go through, like a path we follow until we're back at square one? Were all sort of forced to grow up and leave our fun behind, in order to pursue school,and then after find a job, make a decent amount of money so we can return to having fun. And then, we wake up, go to either school or work, and push ourselves to make it through another day, just so in the end, we're back in our beds sleeping away. It's all just so, I don't know, routine like, you know what I mean?"

Mike had noticed that Bella had brought up these sorts of topics from time to time. It was just the type of girl she was, curious, perceptive, and calculative. And even though Mike tried his best to match her in that aspect, it wasn't really all that easy. He only ever really trusted cold hard facts; science really. But despite it all, for Bella's sake, he tried his best to place his own input. "Well I suppose." He said slowly.

The brunette looked over at him, a small smile playing on her lips as she swatted him on the shoulder. "Be serious, Mikey."

"Well shit, I was being serious Bells," he defended, flashing a sly grin to defend his words. But as soon as he met her eyes, noting their seriousness, his grin fell. "Well okay, who says that having a routine is something bad? I'm fine with it in fact, I like the idea of our lives being a cycle like you said. Just means that our ends are by the beginning point, and everyone knows that beginnings are where the possibilities are at. Now, you think about that Isabella Swan. Life's end isn't really and end parse. Nope. Not when there are still all those possibilities to keep in mind."

A smile lifted at the corner of her lips, and Mike blushed crimson. "Well," Bella said placing a hand over her chest in mock surprise. "I didn't know you were a philosopher Mike." She said with a smile.

Mike shot a playboy wink her way before pursing his lips. "There's lot's of things you don't know about me baby." His eyebrows waggled and Bella shook her head as her face colored.

She relaxed on the cushion of the mattress when Mike spoke up again. "So you said something about bringing a surprise with you?" He commented clearing his throat when his eyes trailed the crevice between her breasts.

"Oh," She said suddenly sitting up to reach over the side of the bed, when she pulled up her backpack a smile lifted the corners of her mouth, "I brought us something to drink."

Mike eyed the four pack of beer she placed between them

"Oh you naughty girl," Mike said shifting his weight to prop onto an elbow. Bella's cheeks darkened a shade and Mike grinned at her reaction to his words. "And how, pray tell, did you come across getting booze?"

Bella let out a small laugh. "They're Charlie's, but I don't think he'll notice that a few missing."

Mike cracked a smile much like her own. "Or maybe he will." He said lifting his brows to emphasize the possibility.

"The strange thing is, I really don't think he'd care. I mean, my mom and him are sort of always trying to push me to have a regular teenage life and- well I think I could probably be caught with spliff and I'd hardly get chewed out for it."

Mike shot her an incredulous look and she giggled as she reconsidered her words. "Well maybe not spliff, but a drink won't hurt."

Mike truly hoped she was right. He'd rather not be on her father's bad side. As she handed him a mildly cold can, they both sat up and cracked open the tabs of their drinks.

"To partners in crime," Mike said lifting his can. Bella nodded and lifted her can to touch his.

They drank together (more like he drank alone mostly), and that strange feeling still hung thickly in the air. Deciding not to think too much of it, Mike finished his two drinks easily. He had a high toleration for alcohol and wondered if perhaps it was just in his blood to put up with so much.

Bella had abandoned her beer shortly after taking a few sips, the way her face wrinkled in disgust made Mike laugh. Before too long, Mike had noticed that somewhere between their long chats, her body gotten closer. Or maybe it was me that moved closer to her. Nevertheless, the side of their bodies were touching and her scent grew stronger.

Somewhere through a lengthy discussion about who was better than Green Lantern, Mike had paused to check on the silent girl beside him.

"You fallin' asleep on me Bells?" Mike whispered out to Bella whose eyes were peacefully shut as she snuggled closer. "No" she murmured softly.

Mike grinned. "S' just, I was scared I was gonna have to carry you home. I don't even know what your dad would say If I brought you back like that."

They both laughed at the thought of what Charlie's reaction would be like.

"Well you don't have to worry about that," She said in a matter-a-fact tone. "I wasn't falling asleep, just relaxing."

There was silence for a moment, only their joined soft breaths, and the sounds of rain droplets pelting against the ceiling windows. "Hey Mike," Bella's voice was small and he wondered briefly if she was in fact dozing off.

"Hmm?"

"Do you ever think of the stars?" She asked in the same small tone.

Mike pondered her question, he loved the stars, the whole reason he'd chosen this room was so he'd see the brilliant blanket of stars in the sky at night.

"I love em'." He answered easily. "They're fascinating to me, and really beautiful to look at."

Bella was silent for a while, and Mike wondered worriedly if maybe he'd said something wrong.

"And what about me?" She finally cut in. "Am I as beautiful as the stars?" She wasn't looking at him, instead her face was buried under a curtain of brown hair.

Without hesitation he replied. "Course. Though, I find you far more fascinating and beautiful."

His deep ocean eyes looked down at her from where she rested her head on his shoulder, and with his other hand he tilted her head up to look at him. "You are. You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen Bella Swan, don't you forget it." Their eyes locked together, and Mike feared he wouldn't have control over himself tonight if she kept looking at him like that.

There weren't any words spoken when their faces began to close in on one another. Mike understood the reasoning for lack of words between them, he knew if any of them spoke in this moment, perhaps they would finally put all of his questions to rest, whether or not they were together or just friends. He feared of crossing the friendship line with her, he felt more of a thrill than fear.

Mike didn't fear crossing this line with Bella because , he wasn't scared to explore the 'what if' with her; he knew how he felt about her. What terrified him, and made him hesitant, was the thought of her doing this and later coming to regret the whole thing afterward. So he waited for her to make the moves, it was her choice.

So he remained un-moving, with only a blatant look of lust burning behind his gaze. He remained waiting patiently until her soft pillowy lips pressed against his mouth.

He let her create the pace.

As she initiated a deeper kiss, he felt her tongue sweep against his boldly. This surprised him, but he wasn't about to stop and ask questions so after their mouths meshed together, he allowed himself to become drunk with the heat of their passionate kissing.

As she nipped his lower lip teasingly, Mike released a low groan against her mouth before expertly shifting his body so that he was now over her. Careful not to crush her lithe form, he immediately propped himself on his palms and knees. His face was downcast and his overgrown mop of blonde hair hung over his brow threatening to obscure her from his line of sight.

Bella shyly blushed beneath him as he stroked the side of her face with his thumb. And after having soaked in her tousled appearance, he gently leaned forward to recapture her lips.

He felt her shiver under his touch, before her hands wove through his messy hair, urging him to close the space between them.

Mike's brain was on fire; tingles ran up and down his body. And he shifted, adjusting himself so that he was covering her more completely, his groin pressing against hers. He ground himself between her thighs, enjoying the way jolts of pleasure shot straight through his senses.

"Mm- Mike." She gasped arching her back as he pulled away to and trail warm kisses around her neck and collar. One of her tugging hands momentarily abandoned his hair to grip onto the edge of his shirt.

He contently lapped the tip of his tongue against the searing flesh of her neck, creating a small trail as he curiously sought out discovering her sensitive spots. "Oh..." she moaned out breathlessly, her back arching off the mattress gently. Her fingers lightly tugged at his hair, demanding he bring his mouth closer. Mike grinned arrogantly before he complied to her silent demands, and reclaimed her hungry mouth.

Mike was dizzy with lust. Bella had kissed him so hotly that he'd feared he might burst in his pants then.

As he continued to kiss her drunkenly, she suddenly caught him by surprise when she decided to shove him backward onto the mattress forcefully.

Mike landed flatly on his back with only a look that could be described as pure shock on his face. Bella silently straddled his waist with a devilish smile lifting the corners of her mouth. Each of her pale smooth thighs found their respectable places at his sides, and she slowly began to slide her hands up his firm chest before coming to a stop at his collar.

He couldn't seem to form words, let alone take any actions as she remained planted contently over his solid erection. Mike was only left to drink in her appearance, taking note of her messy hair and pink stained cheeks. Her swollen pink lips that gave away just how heated their kissing had been. Her chest lightly rose and fell, and he was tempted to run his calloused fingers down the crevice just between her pert breasts.

He admired the way the pale moonlight seemed to give her a glowing appearance as it cast it's dim rays upon her form like a spotlight. She looked absolutely ethereal, like the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen in his whole life.

"Bella," He said breaking the silence. "Are you sure this is what you want?" Are you sure you even want me?

He was nervous to say the least. He'd already felt certain of what what he wanted, who he wanted. But that fear, the possible doubt she might have terrified him to no end. What if she doesn't really like me? What if she's still in love with Edward? What if she's just doing this in the heat of the moment?

Mike tore his blue eyes away from her form when the tension was beginning to make him paranoid. He'd made his decision and now it was her turn to.

Bella remained silent. After he'd spoken, she seemed to have taken a moment to think before surprising Mike Newton once more when she suddenly pressed her mouth against his firmly. She kissed him hard, with her hands at the sides of his face, and her whole body against his. Her kiss was all the confirmation he needed to continue.

"Mike," She finally panted out. "I want this, with you. I'm sure." With that being said, the brunette pulled away from him to lift her dress over her head and then finally toss it to the farthest corner of the room where it disappeared into the dark shadows and out of sight.

Another jolt shot directly to his groin, and Mike Newton thought he could have died and went to heaven a happy man right then and there.

With a lust filled gaze, he trailed his hand up the slope of her slim waist before the palm of his large hand covered the cup of her simple black bra. To be absolutely honest, Mike had no clue what the hell the letters meant, liked her size. She was perfect, he thought.

Gently giving her cloth covered mound a squeeze, Bella's head fell back slightly as she gave a sigh of utter satisfaction. She then maneuvered forward until her face was inches from his. Cheeks briefly touching, her mouth claimed his lips hungrily just as her gyrating hips began to move over his groin fiercely. Mike groaned at the friction her sex was creating.

The hardened member in his jeans ached painfully and Mike snapped into a sitting position,Bella jumped a bit startled before letting out a soft laugh. She snaked her arm behind his head and kissed him, sucking his lower lip teasingly as her free hand began to creep inside his shirt. Mike moaned into the kiss when her nails lightly raked themselves over his muscular abdomen. Going along with her, he worked on the clasp of her bra, before growing annoyed with the little devil when it refused to unhook.

Their interlaced arms had somehow gotten completely tangled during their mini battles with each others clothing, and finally with a slightly triumphant huff, Bella pulled away. Both of her hands were under his shirt, and she nearly let out a cheer when she was able to completely peel it from his body.

Mike could tell she was pleased with herself as she carelessly tossed his shirt in a different direction than her dress. With this distance between them, he took advantage of the small moment to tear away her bra, and immediately attack those two naked mounds staring back at him tauntingly.

He leaned in and captured a rosy nipple between his lips before he gave it a soft suck. Another soft gasp, and she was arching her half naked body against him. Her small hands finding his hair again, only this time her expression morphing into a look of absolute pleasure.

Gently sucking, he felt the soft pink skin pebble. The sensation only brought a twitch to his aching manhood and he continued to nip and suck at her sensitive flesh. Finally pulling away with his own look of pleasure, he wove his fingers through her silky mane and pulled her to his mouth.

She mewled into their kiss and coaxed his face closer to her other breast, complying he began to give it the proper attention it deserved. Her face fell to his shoulder when he began to kiss along the nape of her neck, shivering when he whispered at the side of her head "Fuck, I want you so much."

She ground her body against him and released another low moan. Mike was growing desperate, his erection still painfully constricted by the stiffness of his distressed jeans. Gently bringing her onto her back, he scattered kisses along every part of her flesh he could get to, her sounds urging him on.

The hand that wasn't busy stroking her cheek began to explore, first to one pert breast where it squeezed gently. The hand that was once at her face abandoned it's place to run along the flat plane of her tummy, inching towards her thin cotton panties where he fingered the edge of her waistband tauntingly stroking closer and closer...

"Oh, Mike..." Bella quivered out, her nails raking down his broad shoulders. His blue eyes noticed her dazed expression and he continued rubbing her body everywhere except where she wanted him to the most.

"Do you want me?" he asked thickly.

"Yes," she whispered softly. Bella bit her lip seductively.

He leaned down, sucking on her neck again before moving to her ear. "Yes what sweetheart?"

She blushed two shades darker. "Yes, I want you."

He smiled, and kissed her soft lips. She pouted, squirming every time he teasingly neared her sweet spot before pulling away. Mike chuckled inwardly as he noticed her inner frustration play on her face,he continued teasing her body until finally, she caved in, gasping "Mike, oh god please!"

"Hmm, please what Bells" His face lowered before he suckled at her breasts with reckless abandon. She inhaled sharply, arching her body against him.

"Please," She groaned. "Mike, please touch me." she whispered in a breathy tone.

He couldn't help but feel pleased with himself, his hand immediately left her trembling silk thigh and slipped into her soft panties. He explored her lower half, a part of her that had been forbidden uncharted territory until just moment ago. Oh fuck, He mentally moaned. She's soaking wet. His digits explored the seam of her lips, and she softly moaned. She was very hot, in a literal and figurative sense.

Mike kissed her deeply with a feeling of overwhelming pleasure just as a finger slipped into her warm depths. He was careful not to go to fast for fear of possibly hurting her. As he did this, Bella mewled began to rock herself into his hand.

"Oh god, M-Mike," she moaned loudly, her nails dug into his flesh a bit more. The feel made him shudder, the feeling trailing directly to his twitching length; he was incredibly solid, and it only seemed to make this all the more unbearable. He desperately rubbed himself against her, hoping the friction would relieve the tension. Seeming to understand his predicament, Bella's hand found the source of his pleasure and rubbed him through the fabric of his jeans.

They continued this for a moment before Bella tore away, softly pushing Mike away, causing his working hand to slip from beneath her panties. The expression on her face read pure lust as she shoved him back and worked on removing his pants and briefs in one go.

"I don't think I can wait anymore," she said ferociously wanking away what clothing he was still wearing. When she finally succeeded undressing him, she lifted her lower half and cast away the flimsy soaked pair of black panties she'd been wearing. Once the adrenaline rush died down a bit, she gave Mike a shy look, as if suddenly aware that they were now completely nude in each other's presence.

Much like before, Mike felt as if he could just fall back and die a happy man then. She was breathtaking, her alabaster skin, unmarred, seemed to stick out prominently beneath the soft shine of the moonlight, and the way she seemed to be looking down at him with that look only seemed to make his free erection bob for attention.

When Mike pulled her soft body against his, he didn't so much as hesitate when his hand reached over to the side table drawer to pull out a wrapped condom. She intently watched him as he quickly tore away the wrapping to pull out it's contents and slide it over himself, his eyes crept closed as the sensation of the rubber hugged him like a second skin.

She'd been busy watching him closely, that she hadn't quite noticed him pull her onto his lap. Bringing both their tingling groins together and making her release a small yelp of surprise. Bella wrapped her slender legs around him, pressing her sweet spot closer to his willing member as he began to position himself at her entrance.

"Please-" she gasped. "Please, don't stop."

Mike clenched his teeth as he inched forward. It was unbearable for him to take it that slowly when his hormone enraged brain shouted for him to pound into her as hard as he could, but he maintained what control he had left to allow her to choose the pace. He really loved her, and wanted this to be special. As he continued inching inside of her, she shivered against him breathing a bit heavier with every inch until he finally bottomed out.

Mike came to a pause, leaning his face at her temple so they could both marvel at the feel of their joined bodies. There were no words to describe what he felt then, becoming whole with her, Mike just knew it was something that he would never dream of forgetting; it was the best feeling in the world. Bella was warm and snug around him, and only tensed a bit as he began to move his hips.

He hadn't felt her innocence in place, but just out of respect he whispered,"You okay?" before planting a kiss at her temple. From what he could tell, she looked to be in no pain, so perhaps she was just adjusting to the feel.

As Mike pondered her reaction some more he suddenly had a thought that perhaps Bella was in fact still a virgin. He'd never wanted to bring the subject up knowing it wasn't something they could just talk about, and he knew how serious she and Edward had been.

Bella nodded her head in response to his question. "I'm fine, I'm fine."

Mike understood, and nodded his head just as he unsheathed himself from within her. She released a groan shuddering gently, Mike matched her moans as he fluidly thrust himself back inside. He thrust himself slowly upward into her, enjoying the tickling sensation of her fingers trailing the contours of his muscular middle.

"Mike-" she paused to kiss along his lightly stubbled chin. "You don't have to go slowly."

Mike had been struggling to contain his pent up frustration, and despite her words, he stilled. Still buried inside of her, his eyes fluttered shut and his mouth ghosted over her lips. If he could stay like this, entangled with this woman forever he would. Another moment of only their soft breathing, and the wonderful feel of her heartbeat against his chest. Mike bravely whispered out."I love you so much, Bella."

He noticed her eyes go wide from shock, and in her moment of verbal paralysis, Mike pulled out only to impale into deeply. He released a throaty growl just as he repeated the action with more force. Her head fell back, and she lifted her own hips to bring them down, meeting his thrusts until a rhythm was formed. Mike's raspy growls matched her soft moans as he hammered into her body, reaching her cervix with every swift stroke.

"Oh God, Mike, it feels so good..." Bella bit out, digging the edges of her nails just along his shoulder blades. Oddly enough, Mike didn't flinch nor cry out in any pain, the raw stimulation only brought a fire to his loins and made his movements increase ten-fold.

Mike was breathing heavily, his brilliant blue hues clamping tightly shut. "Fuck, Bells, I think... oh god I'm gonna..."

"Wait for me... please WAIT!" Bella cried out digging deeper into his shoulders. Around him, her whole body tensed before the walls around his shaft began to spasm tightly.

At the feel of her clenching canal, Mike too stiffened, "Oh fuck." He hissed through his teeth, thrusting his engorged manhood deeply into her one last time before all sense of control was lost, and his seed was released. The feeling of immense euphoria washed over him, and for however long he'd been on cloud nine, Mike Newton felt invincible.

Once the high faded, they were each a trembling mess of sweat and fluids. Mike eased himself out of her, and avoided clashing with her body once he fell onto the bed limply.

Bella joined him, falling back onto the messy bed, gasping for breath just like he was.

Mike's eyes crept shut slowly, the energy in his body having been completely drained in that once instance. He noticed Bella tiredly watching him through half lidded eyes, and he found himself desperately pleading that this wasn't just a dream. He reached out a hand and intertwined their fingers for reassurance just as sleep began to succumb him. And as darkness began to call him to the land of dreams, Mike Newton thought he heard a soft, almost inaudible whispered 'I love you too."

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