Chapter 16

A/N This is more of a Brittany and Rachel Friendship chapter. There is no santana in this so...yeah. Enjoy the chapter.

Brittany's Pov

I woke up hoping last night was a dream. Sadly it wasn't. I went to grab my phone that was on my night stand, but someone was holding me back. I looked behind me to see rachel in pajamas with music notes all over them. I sighed and unwrapped her arms from around me. I feel kinda bad because she had to stay and basically babysit me. I grabbed my phone and went downstairs turning on the tv watching morning cartoons. I looked at my phone to see that I have 3 missed calls and 7 new text messages. All missed calls were from santana, 4 text messages from quinn and the rest from san. I didn't bother texting or calling either of them back.

I didn't bother looking up when I heard rachel come down the stairs. I guess I was still in a bad mood from yesterday. "Are you feeling any better?" She asked. I shook my head not knowing what to say. "Do you wanna talk about it?" She asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "Is it about last night? Was it because you felt pressured to say I love you to santana?" She said.

I looked over at her. " Like I said last night I just wasn't feeling good." I said shrugging.

"Brittany even though I have only known you for about three months doesn't mean that I don't know when somethings bothering you." She said in a soothing voice. So soothing that I couldn't help but want to cry. I started to shake a little and wrapped my arms around my body trying to calm myself down. I felt rachel pull me into her side and I cuddled into her needing the comfort. "Just let it out brittany. Let it out." She whispered kissing the top of my head.

"She...love...no" Was all I could get out through my sobs.

"Shh, brittany. Don't talk just breath." She said putting me at arms length. "Breath in and out." She said. I kept trying to do what she was saying but I couldn't. She took my hand and put it over her chest. "Your ok. Do you feel my heart beat?" She asked. I nodded. "Close your eyes and try to match it." I closed my eyes and started breathing in and out matching her heart beat.

It took me about five minutes to get my breathing back on track. I cuddled back into rachel just wanting to be held. "Has that ever happened to you before britt?" She asked running her fingers through my hair. I shook my head no. "You had a panic attack. I know this because I had a cousin who had panic attacks before." She said talking softly. That's one of the things I like about rachel. She puts everyone before herself. "Do you think you can talk about what made you so upset now?" She asked still running her fingers through my hair.

I nodded my head taking a deep breath before speaking. "Last night. We were all talking and having fun then you guys said you loved each other, and santana freaked out saying it was to early. I didn't feel like it was early. I felt like it was the perfect time." I took a break and took deep breaths like rachel instructed me to do. "I wanted to tell her that I loved her that night. I wanted to tell her so bad, but she didn't feel the same way. She thought it was to early. Lots of people say they love each other before a month has even passed. We have been dating for almost three months rachel. You guys have been dating for a month and you've already said I love you!? I said starting to a little angry. "And you want to know the worst part? She didn't even know why I was fuckin mad in the first place. Aren't couples supposed to know whats wrong with the other? Does she not love e because i'm not good enough? Am I not good enough for her?" I said close to crying again.

I felt rachel pull me into her side again. " Brittany it's ok. Just calm down ok? And don't say your not good enough. I would be one of the luckiest people in the world if you were my girlfriend. You are beautiful, smart, and funny. I could go on forever and ever. You would make anyone happy. And trust me santana really cares about you. I have never seen her look at someone with as much love in her eyes as you." She said.

I couldn't help but let a couple tears run down my face. "Really? You really think she loves me?" I asked.

"I know she loves you. She's just scared to say it. Just give her time." She said giving me a caring smile.

I leaned over and gave her a small hug. "Thank you rachel for being so nice." I said pulling away from the hug.

"It was nothing brittany. It's what friend do." She said shrugging. "Let's watch a movie." She said getting up and putting The Hunger Games in.

I started to get ready when I noticed something. "Rachel? Did you change my clothes last night?" I asked.

She looked down at me since I was snuggled into her side. She looked confused."No." She said.

"Oh, I, um...I guess I changed last night." I said. I started thinking really hard trying to see if I could remember changing.

I looked up at rachel when I heard her laugh. "Oh..my..god. Brittany you are s-so gullible. You should have seen the look on your face." She said between laughs.

I punched her lightly on the arm. "Your so mean. I can't believe I even thought you were my friend. Your such I jerk." I said trying to keep a straight face.

"B-but, I-i'm sorry. I was only joking brittany. I didn't mean to make you feel like that." She said with a pleading voice.

I sat up and went over to the other side of the couch. I felt the couch dip on my side and hands start poking my sides. "Oh, m-my g-god ra-rach sto-stop!" I said between giggles. I shot up and stood by the couch trying to catch my breath. "How did you know I was lying?" I asked.

She shrugged her shoulders. "Quinn told me a lot of things about you." She said laying back on the couch. "Like how you sleep with this blanket under your pillow. Or how when your nervous you chew on your lower lip. And how when you lie you tap your fingers on your knee." She said.

"I' . .Her." I said.

"You will not be killing anyone, especially my girlfriend." She said pointing her finger at me.

I chuckled a little when she said that. "Your a really good friend rach. I'm glad I have you." I said sitting on the couch crossing my legs. She sent me a small smile and focused on the movie. I couldn't help but smile when I think about me and rachel's friendship. She helps me through everything. She really is a good friend.

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