Ello peoples! I had some free time in class today after writing an essay. Must say I'm quite please my teacher was playing some elegant piano music, because it helped motivate me to write this chapter. Hope you all enjoy! :)
Disclaimer: I do not own Vocaloid
She Lives in You (1)
Rin's POV
We had returned from a commercial break and I was standing on a stage, microphone clasped in my hands in front of me as I kept my head bowed. The music for FLARE began to play and I raised my head as I sang. "There's something in my head. A-a-a-a." like feathers flutterin' 'round being carried by some monotonous sound. A-a-a-a." I continued to dance around giving more and more life to the colorful performance as my fans in the crowd cheered loudly. "'Forgive me if I don't want to dance anymore.' Still, I cannot compare to anything else the feeling of just wanting to laugh again to this. The only feeling I find special now is the feeling from seeing these cuts." I stuck my index finger up. "So don't forget, don't dare forget that I swear I'll continue moving forward. Now I am holding the plug that shall penetrate beyond the depths of time. I've sought after these pointless dreams for so long. 'Forgive me if I go back for this time.' Still, there are things that can never be brought back. All I want to do is just laugh and just do that. Such cruel words were said. D'ya say you love me?" I held the sides of my head, "I can't remember." I shrugged, "should I remember and will I ever?" I shot my arms out. "Get out." During the drumming instrumental I danced around, stopping, pounding my fists in the air, and tossing my head around until I faced the crowd once more. "Still, I know that things cannot be compared to anything else, so I'll just laugh to my heart's content. Really though, the only feeling I find special now is the feeling I get from seeing these cuts." I raised my arms. "As they reflect, as they flare out," A red light warmed the stage up. "along with myself this light right here still reveals a dirtied you who looks lost as well." The crowd clapped and cheered and I smiled at them. It felt good to sing my mother's songs which the world had loved so much.
"Look at her up there." I heard one man comment to another. "I could practically see Lily performing up there."
"Yeah, yeah. She certainly lives in her." I smiled at the thought, pride surging inside of me at the positivity being spread in the room about my mother and i. Sun began to play next and the crowd died down to listen. I took a breath.
"Untie the strings to a strange of mystery no matter how much we laugh at the end no matter how painful is on the way, the significance of reincarnation is unclear. Even if we go to space bare-handed, no matter how much we search around, before we know it, we're at the end isn't that how it is?" I asked shrugging then moved my arms in circular motions around my head then gesturing to myself and out at the audience as I swayed my hips. "'I lose the thing I tried to protect. Goodbye.' To the deep blue colored tears I saw. Like the bright sun am I going to take these bright, shiny days and forget about it all I suddenly stand still. I look up to the color of the sky. It almost seems like it's crying. Is it all going to go away from me?" I gestured to myself, "My 'present'." I swayed my hips in beat with the music as I shimmied my shoulders forward and back. "My leg feels heavy it's not like it's injured. The last boss is impossible to beat I don't have a legendary sword to equip. I said that I already knew about it. I acted like it was nothing I told you I didn't mind about it this borderline I'm trying to deceive. 'I hid all of my sins I carried.' 'I found it' the keys to unlocking my heart that I dropped somewhere. Like the bright sun am I going to take this warm heart? And forget everything about it, the melody within the summer night. The opening flowers and hearts, the moisture in the eyes were like a clear picture," I gestured to everyone with my arms, "your 'present'." I danced around again during the instrumental and when the music slowed down I stopped. "The boy's dog is . . . the meaning of upper limit is . . . opened up! Like the bright sun am I going to take this shiny dream and forget everything about it at the edge of my sorrows? I looked at the hearts of the present my most important thing I start to realize my distant memoires. I almost said my 'goodbye' the tears of the sky am I going to forget about it all for the sake of love." I raised my arm. "I found the sun, a light shining brightly, a very fragile light of the 'present'." The crowd once again cheered as I took a step back, clasped my hands in front of me, and bowed as the lights dimmed out.
"Alright!" The interviewer said loudly. "Thank you for joining us, everyone, see you all next time!"
I sighed as I leaned back on the lounge couch. "That was rough." Len smiled next to me,
"Well, at least you're home now." I smiled back,
"Yeah, and there's no place I'd rather be." We had arrived back at the school not too long ago and were back to our hang out place just chatting the rest of the day away. Mr. Takahata had brought out some old photos of Lily when she attended here and we were all looking at them.
"You sure do look a lot like your mother, Rin." Luka commented as she stared at a photo of Lily smiling brightly next to Mr. Takahata.
"Yeah," Gakupo added looking over her shoulder, "You have the same everything: the same hair color, eye color, and even the same bright smile."
"Yeah, all the same except the chest area." Len muttered playfully under his breath."
"What was that?" I countered giggling. "You wanna go, punk?" I started to playfully get all up in his face. "Let's go, let's go!" We all laughed then he grabbed my wrists, rolled over, and loomed on top of me as he pinned me to the couch. My blonde hair formed a halo over my head as I giggled which was silenced as he pressed his lips onto mine. I closed my eyes and kissed back as he pressed his body onto mine which I gave no sign of fighting. Finally, we broke away for air and I moved so my head rested on his lap. He smiled as he stroked my hair before we each took another photo of Lily to look at. I smiled at the one I had: it was one of her holding me as a newborn in her hospital bed. Exhaustion showed in her cerulean orbs, but love out won it. They're all right. I thought. She does look so much like me. In my relfection, she lives in me. (1)
(1) Sorry, couldn't help with the Lion King bits I do not own it
Hope you guys enjoyed it! Maybe I'll make another chapter who knows I already don't have a life XD Please review! :D
