Supremacy Part 4
While Kitty sleeps next to me, my brain runs a million miles an hour.
What did I just do?
Stupid question, I know exactly what I just did. I took advantage of a 15 year old girl for my own benefit.
What is wrong with me?
The more worrying part is how I felt while I was doing it. I shouldn't have felt like that. I felt so much more than I should have for a one night thing. And then I broke the one rule for the one nighter. I invited her to stay over.
It's a restless night, I barely get any sleep before my alarm goes off. I wake happy, content with the soft feminie weight pressed against me. I pull her closer and she starts to stir.
"Morning." Her voice is croaky and sounds like she's still asleep, and all my thoughts from last night rush back.
"Kitty, about last night…"
"It was amazing." She looks up at my face, and I try to mirror her express, but I'm sure she caught me looking hesitant.
"But, totally shouldn't have happened. I know." She moves her eyes away from mine. Way to go, left her down softly next time.
"It's just, you're still in school, here in Lima. And I'm in New Haven, and I'm like 4 years older than you." I let out a breath I didn't realise I was holding.
"I know, it'd never work. Last night was so incredible, and I couldn't think of anyone that I'd want my first to be with, but, you're right." Kitty looks so down trodden, and I can feel something in my chest clench as she says the words. I lift her chin with my finger so she's looking at me.
"Hey," She blinks those green eyes at me, and it looks like she's trying to fight back tears. I don't even think, I just bring my lips to hers and kiss her gently.
"I thought last night was amazing too." I say quietly into her lips.
The morning goes on, I drive her home. I say that I can wait and drive her to school, but she tells me its ok, and I drive off as she give me a single wave of her hand. This isn't how it's supposed to be right? I'm not supposed to feel this horrible. But I do. And the feeling like I've just fucked up something good sits uneasily in my stomach.
I know some of the other mentors went to McKinley to spend the whole day with the new guys, but I decide to just head in after school. Sectionals are tonight, so everyone is buzzing. Last minute vocal practises, dance routines and costume checks. Kitty isn't in the choir room when I get there. I help the girls for a bit with their make-up, before I need more bronzer. Without checking I walk into the back storage room, and my eyes are confronted with a quite naked Kitty Wilde. She's in her underwear, dress hanging on the back of the door. She jumps and quickly tries to cover herself, but I'm already closing the door. I lean against it for a moment, trying to slow my racing heart.
If it had been anyone else, I would have just walked in there and got what I needed. But, after last night, I didn't need to tempt myself by being near a panty clad Kitty.
After a minute or two she emerges, and she smile awkwardly at each other. She goes back to the choir room, and I completely blank at what I'm supposed to be getting.
Finishing off Marley's last touches, I look for who's next. Unique seems to be all over what needs to be done, given, It's not her first performance. My eyes fall on Kitty, and she rubs her hands against her dress.
"Kitty." Her eyes snap to mine, and I motion for her to come over to the chair in front of me. She sits down and our knees touch as I lean in. I start on her eyes, making them darker and more dramatic. Blush, Bronzer, and now to her lips. I start with a lipstick base, then coat them in gloss. As my finger slowly slides over her bottom lip, lingering slightly, the words start spilling out.
"I'm sorry about earlier, not walking in on you, well, Sorry for that too. But I mean this morning. Last night… last night I felt things I haven't felt before. For you. But, it's can't work, the distance, the age gap…" She wrapped her hand around my wrist and let her lips graze against my thumb.
"I know that it couldn't work like that, but maybe, we could, something else. Just, you know, not say 'No'." She stands and walks back to the other Glee kids. I think I'm in shock, I don't know. Do you know when you're in shock? Did Kitty just suggest what I think she did? No strings, friends with benefits, slightly inappropriate age-wise sex?
Yeah, I was definitely in shock.
"Baby Mama, snap out of it." I come out of my daze when Puckerman yells for me, getting me to join the show circle. Kitty stands next to me, but doesn't take her eyes off whom ever is speaking. I can feel her body pressed against mine as we all put of hands in the middle, and I can't help myself when I let my hand brush over hers. I fell her body tense slightly, good, she noticed.
Everyone breaks off and most of the graduates move to head out to the auditorium. I linger, and hang around back stage with the rest of the glee club. Everything seems fine until I notice Kitty standing by herself shaking her hands in front of herself.
"Hey, what's up?" I ask, concerned that maybe I've done something wrong.
"I'm just really nervous. I've never done something like this before." I take her hands in mine.
"Look, you'll be fine. You've done so much practise, you know every move and word backwards." I glance around, seeing that no one is paying us attention, and drag her further behind the curtains. Back where no one would come.
I press my lips to hers briefly, remembering not to ruin her make-up. I push her against the wall, and bunch up her dress.
"Quinn, what are you doing?"
"Helping us relax." I say as I drop to my knees. I let her dress fall around me, and kiss along her thighs. Once I reach my goal, I move her panties to the side and let myself have my first taste of her. Fuck, she tastes so good. It's different, so different to anything I've had, but it just makes me hungry for more.
I let my tongue explore through her folds, and I feel her hands come to the back of my head through her dress. My hands grip her thighs, holding her in place. I press harder, flicking my tongue over her clit. This seems to be the way to do it, I'm not having as much trouble loosing it as I was last night.
I tease her entrance, letting my slid inside her. I can feel her clenching around me, and I just want to stay like this forever. But I remember that we're backstage at my old school where anyone could wander over. I'm hoping the threat of getting caught is turning her on as much as it is me.
I move back to her clit, and suck on it hard, still teasing it with my tongue. I'm not worried about the noise, I can't even her if Kitty's making a sound over the Warblers. One of her hands moves so it's holding mine, and I felt her legs tense around my head. Somehow, she seems to taste even sweeter when she comes, and I try to clean her up as much as I can before reappearing from under her dress. Our lips re-connect, make-up be damned.
"Well, you didn't think that one through very well, Miss Yale." I scrunch my eyebrows together.
"What?"
"How am I supposed to dance when my legs are jelly?" She smiles at me before placing another kiss to my lips.
"So, I take that as a yes?" She raises an eyebrow at me. That's my move. Two can play at that.
"I'm not saying No." I let go of her hand and walk back to the front of the auditorium, and find my seat with the others.
'Where have you been? Santana questions as soon as I sit down. I notice that my knees are red, the stage floor not exactly forgiving.
"Last minute pep talk." I say as I smooth over my dress, trying discretely to pull it down further.