AN: Hi, once again to this forming drama story Safety. Thank you for reading, and please review if you can! Enjoy the chapter!
Sasuke Pov
I watched Kasuka run towards me with his gigantic smile. He was almost glowing with happiness.
"Sasuke! Sakura woke up!" Kasuka laughed with joy, he really was truly happy. He kept running to me to make sure he sees my reaction. To be just as happy as he is.
I felt my whole stomach drop, and I let a sigh out. It was as if this large burden was taken off my shoulders. A boulder was lifted from my back.
"I'll go inside in a few minutes." I said giving him a quick smirk. Telling him I was pleased, but still let me kid is getting to comfortable around me. Like he feels like we are friends, like I would actually be friendly. Like another person I know.
Kasuka just laughed and ran back into the house to see his precious now healthy-ish sister. He rushed so quick he did not even bother to wait for me to finish my last comment. But then again, everyone is so filled with emotions and thoughts, actual communication is meaningless.
I felt relieved, this is good, Sakura is well, and at this moment that is all that matters. The worry that I have been feeling for the past 2 hours left me, and a sudden erratic feeling came above me that I can't name.
I almost had the urge to smile, but I rejected it. With that I went back into the room with a good mood, a good mood for me. It was as if all the problems and contemplations from before were gone. They flew away for another day, and until then I won't have to deal with them.
I calmed down and waltzed into the mansion. Everyone was running to Sakura's room, like mad people. I soon realized I'm not going to see her without waiting in line. Funny no one before gave two shits, it's just in the spur of a injury everyone seems to care. Funny how fickle people can be; how people can be complete assholes. Funny too how I am always called an ass compared to them all, but I'm honest. I know what I want and I don't pretend to be another way then wanted.
Humans are so fucking stupid; hypocrites.
I saw my family sitting outside Sakura's room on a small couch/ bench like thing. They all looked distant, like they sat together because of stature, but really especially my parents would like to be as far away from each other as possible.
"Sasuke my dear come sit next to your mother." My mother urged. She is really obsessive with Itachi and I, and the fact she wants a barrier from our father.
I sat next to her and she gave me a huge squeeze, and started kissing my head and after that I nicely tried to shove her off.I understand you want attention and love, but you are asking the wrong man.
Itachi laughed hysterically, almost slapping his knee. Fuck him, let him be attacked by his mother, then I will see hoe he likes it.
"Well Sasuke is a women magnet." He said as my mother again tried to hug me.
My father just looked at my mother with a frown. Clearly they aren't on the best of grounds with my father you know…becoming a father to another woman's child…again.
Rin came walking out of Sakura's room with a small smile and a sign of relief. She seemed a bit too happy.
"You seem happy Rin." My brother said with a sign of disgust. He seemed off with Rin, something must have transpired between them that I am unaware of.
"Well my sister is all better and that's all that matter." She said as she almost skipped away. This is a drastic change from how she acted a hour ago. She was a demon a hour ago.
Lord Haruno walked out of the room with his same disappointed expression. Lady Haruno followed her husband, trying to start a conversation with him.
Kasuka also left the room as happy as ever. He seemed like a large ray of sunshine. He would be this way though, from what I've observed no two people are closer then Kasuka and Sakura.
"She's tired, but you guys could go in." Kasuka said with a beam of happiness as he went to an unknown location. I did not bother to check where he was going exactly.
My family and I stood up in sequence and walked to see Sakura who was looking out the window of the room. She seemed much more healthy then hours ago, but still fragile, like you could break her in half with a nudge.
"Sakura dear I'm so happy you are okay!" My mother exclaimed as she flounced to Sakura's side. Sakura just smiled, she looked frail, but I wouldn't expect her to look anything else.
She was in a new long sleeved clean nightgown. Her hair was cleaned of the blood and put up in a high ponytail. She looked healthier, but still a bit pale.
"Thank you. I'm sorry to cause so much worry." Sakura said with a weak smile. She was clearly still unfit for full conversations.
"Oh darling we were so worried! Don't be sorry it wasn't your fault." My mother said rather loudly.
"Mikoto please the girl just woke up, you are being an annoyance." My father said rolling his eyes.
"I'm sorry! I was worried!" My mother left Sakura's side and went to my father's with an angered face.
"Hmph you are being rude." My mother nagged. My father was not having it. He lead her out of the room and from what we could hear they began to fight...again.
"I'm sorry Sakura for our parents…tiff. They are just cranky." Itachi said with a small smile, with the most soft voice he could create, as if a strong voice would push her off her bed.
"No, please. Thank them for me for coming." She said meekly.
"Of course." Itachi said with the same soft tone.
"Well I have to go check on them, Sasuke you can stay." Itachi said leaving me with Sakura. I should have known, they probably rehearsed this.
Sakura was nervous looking now, she was almost blushing.
I walked towards her and I finally caught a hold of what I was seeing. I looked at her stunned, she was indescribable.
I walked up to her bed and she was just starring at me with wide eyes. I felt something from the pit of my stomach and I did something. I lost control of my body.
"Sasuke what are you-"
I bent down and grabbed her, and bloody hell I kissed her, my body was moving on its own. My hands were stroking her hair, and I was kissing her.
The sensible part of me wanted to stop myself, but I continued. I took a hold of her hips and moved her to me so she was against my chest.
It felt amazing, all my sense was gone, because hell why do we care so much. I grabbed her hips and tried to take a hold of her.
Sakura was there, I even felt her respond a little, but not enough for my liking. I was forgetting myself, nothing mattered. I laid her down in the bed and continued. I started to feel heat at the bottom of my core.
I started to feel a wanting for more, this wasn't enough now, now I wanted her in a way that isn't accepted.
I stopped for a second to think if it was worth it. I looked down at Sakura who looked as red as a tomato. She had a few stranded tears falling to her cheeks. She was perfect to me at that moment and I decided all the cons were worth the pro.
I started to kiss her neck and she moaned, but she pushed me off.
"S-sasuke, please. This is to much." She looked at me full of innocence, if I did what I planned to, she would never look this way again. Pure, innocent, clean.
I feel almost...embarrassed. How could I have done this? How could I have thought about sleeping with her two seconds ago. My senses returned but the feeling of wanting her remained. No Uchiha should feel this way, especially me I get what I want always without shame.
"Sasuke" She tried to help me, I sat up and I looked at her.
Her hair was messy and I'm guessing so was mine. I fixed it and with that I left the room without a moment to pass.
I went to my room and sat on my desk chair. I can't believe I aggressively pushed myself onto Sakura, a hurt, weak girl at that moment. She just regained conscience from blood loss and I fucking pushed her to her bed and forcefully ate her face basically.
I'm evil, really. No man should do that if they aren't prepared for the aftermath. I am a man who has never really felt shame till now, I never was sorry of my actions if they were what I wished for. That should have been no different.
Sakura Pov
He- he kissed me! No more than that he seemed as if he was going to take my…innocence.
That was my first kiss, and it's always supposed to be with your husband! Sasuke is not my husband, he is not my courter, not my fiancé. Sasuke is a man in my house that I met a few weeks ago.
I-I didn't try to stop him either, I even responded. I moaned! How could I be so foolish, Aimi would kill me if she found out.
I'm starting to feel something for him! It was amazing, I felt something I never felt before- wait but it is not allowed.
I started crying in confusion. I feel happy and dizzy, confused, misdirected. Sasuke didn't even say anything. He left leaving me to sulk with no explanation for what he did.
I cried for what seemed hours until Aimi came in to bring me back to my room.
"Sakura dear why are you crying? Do you feel sick?" Aimi worried asked while lying me into my bed.
I couldn't tell Aimi could I? Of course I could, I love Aimi she will accept me. Help me, comfort me. I have to.
"Aimi Sasuke he-" I couldn't even finish my sentence without bursting with tears.
"What!? What did he do Sakura?!" Aimi took ahold of me and hugged me. She smoothed my hair as I cried and shook.
"Aimi he kissed me! He kissed me a lot! He even touched my neck and kissed it there! It seemed he was going to almost ..." I sobbed and Aimi stroked my hair and didn't respond.
"Sakura he tried to…sleep with you?" Aimi asked with worry and anger.
"Well no, he kissed me." I cried and Aimi let out a huge sigh.
"So he was trying to court you. Sakura, maybe he thought he was doing good. I mean do you like him Sakura?" She giggled.
"Well Aimi I…" Aimi smiled
"You do, and Sakura if a man tried to court you it's not bad. If he kissed you, I think you may be over reacting."
"Aimi you are the one to tell me to be careful."
"I know, but I don't think he is trying to use you Sakura. I think he has a crush and he can't register it. Sasuke doesn't seem the emotional type. I think he is feeling something he hasn't before and he is just as confused as you are." Aimi said and she kissed my head and lifted my to sit up.
"Now lets change that old nightgown." She said.
I love Aimi she is truly like my mother. She can make everything better, even if the world is falling apart.
She got me a pink nightgown and then fetched to go get me my dinner since I couldn't leave my bed.
Rin Pov
Sakura didn't tell mother or father I was the one who hurt her! She said she fell…on a pin…twice.
I feel great, as if I was let go of heavy chains.
This feeling though ended when I thought of Sakura bloody on the floor and how much pain I caused her.
I was just angry and lost it, my temper got the best of me that's all. She is okay now, when she saw me she hugged me. It's either she is plotting revenge or she is just too nice.
I heard a knock on the door and opened it to see a Kasuka. Then behind him was Itachi.
"Can we come in Rin, we are having a box social in your room." Kasuka said entering my room.
"Box social?" I asked.
"Yea it is the new party. Like cool is the new manly." Kasuka said.
The two enetered the room and Itachi walked to me and whispered something dreadful.
He knew what I did, he knew the truth.
Lady Uchiha
I sat with my husband in our room. He was angry and laid still on the bed. I on the other hand sat straight up.
I felt dead. He finally took all my emotion and soul with that one dagger comment.
'I don't love you anymore' He said this to me. He lost his everything for me. I am nothing now, I am not a woman.
"Fugaku please tell me something, please tell me what I did." I begged him holding onto his robe sleeve.
"I was angry, I didn't mean it Mikoto. Let it go." He said sitting up to be height level with me.
"No you meant it." I said mechanically.
"No, Mikoto I have two strong sons with you. Itachi is smart and cunning. Sasuke is strong and sly. I love you, and I love them now can we leave it."
"No, please love me-" I cried until he grabbed me and put my head against the pillow signaling me to sleep. It's true he doesn't want me, he has lost interest and I have lost some of my dignity.
I feel asleep crying trying to remind myself of my two sons, how prefect they are. How my life is almost perfect. I pretended that in my dreams my husband still wanted me.
Sakura Pov
In the morning I slipped out of my bed and took my sketchbook out to my field. I know I'm not allowed to go out of bed, but I feel fine.
I combed my pink hair and fixed my dress. It was teal and it was not very puffy and it had clear long sleeves. It also had a corset top. It wasn't a very fancy dress, but just something that was loose that I could draw in.
I secretly walked to my favorite part of the empty field. I sprawled across the grass. I haven't touched the grass in 3 days, I missed it. I missed being free.
I took my sketchbook and opened to a solid clean page. I looked to the page and started to draw. By the time I knew what I was drawing it was to late…I was drawing Sasuke.
It looked just like him.
I decided to finish it, it would be a waste to no finish. Besides Sasuke is so handsome how could I not? I giggled and blushed. I feel like a little girl that just had her fist bite of chocolate. I'm too happy for my own good.
I continued to draw until I heard someone sit next to me. I looked to see Sasuke, who wasn't even looking at me.
I instantly closed my sketchbook out of embarrassment.
"I'm sorry." He said trying not to look me in the face.
I smiled and blushed. I didn't know if I should act the same, but that's so hard. I poked him.
"I-its okay." I said he looked at my feet then my face and he nodded his head.
He took my sketchbook and started looking though the pictures. No, he is in there.
"Sasuke I-I please can I have my sketchbook back?" I begged .
"wait I'm on the last page." I saw him finally flip the page with him on it. He starred at it for a moment and looked at me. I just starred at the floor with regret and shame.
"I-I" I couldn't say anything.
He turned the page and took the pencil and started drawing or writing I couldn't tell. He finished and gave me the sketchbook and left.
Again without a goodbye.
I flipped to the page to find a picture of eyes that looked wide. I don't know who they belonged to, but they were beautiful.
They were wide with long eyelashes.
Sasuke can draw too, the sketch was lovely. I only wish I knew who the eyes belonged to. They didn't look like anyone's I knew. It must have been him just drawing.
Sasuke Pov
I walked into the house to see my mother smiling with her hands on her cheeks.
"Sasuke that was sweet." Damn mother fuck- she saw the whole scene form the window.
My mother hugged me and poked my nose.
"I expect grandchildren in two years." She said and walked away with me stuck in my place frozen. What happened to getting in trouble from all this? I guess she is properly covered this time.
I just wonder if Sakura knew what I drew. I can't be artistic for my life, I tried to draw her eyes. The were watching me and they were to…forget it. I just drew them.
It's not like I was mesmerized right?
I can't be growing….feelings….disgusting.
AN: Yes the first kind of romantic scene. Tadaaa! Please review and I hope you enjoyed. Hahaha trust me the story is going to get better.
Sakura and Sasuke will you know….show more affection.
The truth about the two families become revealed.
You will see Rin's past
What Itachi noticed
How the Harunos got in court.
What happens with Duke Uchiha's new child.
