God it's too early, god I'm so lazy, but I have the right to be I'm on break, anyway we are almost finished , only one or two chapters to go
Enjoy :-)
December 30th
Derek's POV
I was debating on whether or not I should go and see Stiles, I mean we are only …friends and friends don't see each other everyday. I decide not to get out of bed, right now I don't see the point, I've got no one to see, nowhere to be, I might as well. The bed still smells of Stiles and I love it but I hate it as well because when ever I smell him I just want to cry or punch the wall, which I did, 6 times. Why is it, whenever my life is happy, something always happens to ruin it? The fire, Peter going crazy, Laura, Stiles, I should just give up on happiness altogether.
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From Lydia
We need to talk, I'm downstairs
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I get dress slowly, because I have nothing else to do and head downstairs, Lydia was sitting on the couch waiting for me.
"Hey"
"Hi" I replied
"How you holding up" she asked
"I'm okay, I have healed already"
"You know, that's not what I meant" Lydia said with a sympathetic look
"I'll live" I said before tears appeared in my eyes
"I'm sorry Derek, I didn't mean to make you upset"
"It's fine" I wiped the tears away "I just really miss him, you know"
"Derek, your still friends, go and see him"
"I will" she smiled "later" she frowned
"No, you will go and see him now Sourwolf"
Tears began again in my eyes "Sorry, I guess Stiles is the only person who can pull that off huh"
"Just go and see him, for me" I nodded and went to get changed into proper clothes
I arrived at Stiles' house but I smelt a unfamiler sent, I quickly rushed in through Stiles' window to make sure that he was okay
"Hey, you know you could have used the door" he joked
"Yeah, whose this?" I asked after spotting the guy sitting next to him, On. His. Bed
"Oh sorry, Derek this is Conner, Conner this is Derek" he introduced
"Good to meet you" he held out his hand
"Likewise" I tried not to but it came across a bit bitter. I shook his hand and then proceded talking to Stiles
"So, feeling any better?" I asked
"No, I fell like I've been hit by a bus" he laughed
"Well you were just beating up" I laughed with him. We stared at each other for longer than we should have, the only thing that broke it was when 'That other guy' talked.
"Um, I'm going to get some water" he announced
"Okay"
As soon as he was out of the room, I placed my hand in Stiles'
"Um, friends don't do that"
"They do, when one of them is a werewolf and can take the other ones pain away" I explained
"Fair enough" he held out his hand and I took it, my wolf howled as soon as we touched and I can't explain it but it was like sparks flew, just like the first time we kissed. I took his pain and maybe I held on to his hand for longer than I needed to but I don't care, he doesn't know that.
Conner came back in the room and took his place again on Stiles' bed
"Anyway, that's all I came here to do so, I'll see you later"
"Yeah bye" he replied
I ran back to the house and luckley Lydia was still there
"Hey, did you two talk?" she asked
I burst into really big sobs and she held me until I calmed down, Why was Stiles with another guy? Has he got over that quickly? Does he like, like 'that guy'?
"What happened?" she asked
"He was with another guy"
"Yeah and?"
"And nothing"
"Derek you don't seriously think that Stiles is interested in that guy do you?"
"…"
She slapped the back of my head "Derek you are such an idiot, they are probably just friends"
"I can't help it"
"I miss him"