I am SO SO SO sorry that i didn't update yesterday, I tried all day but my parents decided to take me away to a place where there was no internet connection despite my best argument but at least you get two chapters today. Apologies aside
This is the last chapter apart form the epilogue which I will also put up today as planned. I really hope that I give you an ending that you hoped for and please let me know what you think.
Have an amazing new year I wish you every happiness in the world !
(For the last time) Enjoy :-)
December 31st
"DEREK"
I woke up instantly and saw Erica shadowing over me. I looked at the clock. 7.00am
"Erica its 7.00 what the hell do you want?" I growled
"Okay I'm going to ignore that growl because I know your suffering from heartache but I really need to ask you a question?" she whined
I sighed "What?" I asked less bitter than last time
"Can I have a New years party here tonight, please?" she begged
I was about to say speak when she cut me off "I know what your going to say Derek but think about it, it will be tonight so most of the people I invite will already have plans so its probably only going to be a small party" I considered for a moment
"No" I grumbled
"Why not?"
"Because I don't feel like having a bunch of teenagers running around the house drunk and sleeping with each other in our rooms"
"Or is it because a certain guy, maybe by the name of Stiles broke your heart and now you don't want to have fun or let anyone else have fun" she screamed
"Leave"
"Der …"
"LEAVE"
She stormed out of the room and didn't say another word. Maybe I was way too hard on her I mean its not her fault that Stiles met Conner, I mean 'That guy'.
x
From Cora
Stop being so grumpy and let Erica have her party!
x
To Cora
NO!
x
From Cora
What crawled up your ass and died?!
x
I decided to ring her and explain
'Hey Derek, what's wrong?'
'Well you were right'
'I'm always right, but about what?'
'Me and Stiles, I'm in love with him and we got together and …'
'Oh my god Derek, I'm so happy for you, I knew there was something going on, so how is he?'
'Uhh he's fine considering the kidnapping' I chocked
'Oh yeah I heard, I'm glad he's okay but that's not what I meant'
'What do you mean?'
'Do I really have to spell it out for you?' she sighed
'Yeah'
'How good does he kiss? Does he make you all hot inside? Is his dick as big as he brags about? How is he in bed? How …'
'CORA'
'What I want to know'
I sighed 'Okay, He's a great kisser, he makes me have butterfly's in my stomach, his dick is even bigger than he brags about and he is the best sex I've ever had, now does that answer your questions'
'Derek and Stiles sitting in a tree KISSING, first comes love then comes marriage then comes a baby in a baby carriage'
'Shut up'
'I'm sorry I'm just happy for you'
'Well you shouldn't be'
'Why?'
'We broke up' I chocked out
'What did you do?'
I explained to her about the list, Sties, the snowman, the first kiss, the gift, the sex (NOT in detail) the argument, the kidnapping and the agreement to remain friends
'Derek I'm so sorry'
'It's okay' I didn't realise I was crying until this point
'No it's not Derek, You and Stiles are soul mates, that doesn't come along often, for some werewolf's probably never but you found yours, isn't there any way you can work it out?'
'Doesn't look like it, Stiles already has a new boyfriend Conner' I explained
'Oh Derek, I've got work in 2 minutes do you want me to call in sick and talk some more'
'No, I'll be fine have a good new year, I'll ring you tomorrow love you'
'Okay, love you too'
I feel like such a prick "ERICA CAN YOU PLEASE COME UP HERE PLEASE"
"What do you wannnnnnt?" she whined
"You can have your party"
"Really? OMG thank you so much Derek I have to go and start preparing" she leaped from my bed and sprinted out of the room. I decided to go back to sleep for a few more hours especially if I'm going to be looking after a bunch of drunk teenagers tonight.
After I woke up for the second time I decided that I needed some alone time before tonight so I decided to go for a run oh and what a coincidence it is that I would run into 'That Guy' Stiles' new boyfriend, I swear someone's got it in for me.
"Hey sorry I didn't look where I was going"
I just grumbled trying not to wolf out
"Hey don't I know you?" I shrugged "Your that dude that's friends with Stiles right?"
"Yeah, and who are you to Stiles again?" I asked defensively
"Well if I play my cards right tonight hopefully Stiles boyfriend" I was shocked even though I told everyone that they were probably together, I didn't actually expect it to happen so fast. I didn't realise that Stiles was ready to move on yet.
"Dude by the look on your face, I'd say that you got it bad for Stiles but why don't you step aside and let someone else make Stiles happy" he shot
"Excuse me"
"You heard, Stiles told me about your little month relationship and how you two were so in love, well until you hurt him. But I'm sure after I fuck him a few dozen times then I suppose that you can have him back when I get bored of him"
"You won't touch Stiles, do you hear me? You wont hurt him!" I growled while holding him up against the tree.
"What like you did" he spat back
"No I didn't mean to hurt Stiles, you mean to before you've even started with him" I shot back
"Potato potahto the point is that you hurt him and don't even think about hurting me because you would just hurt Stiles even more" he said with a sly grin.
I released him and just stared
I was about to speck when he interrupted me "Oh and stay away from him, he's mine from now on" He shot before continuing jogging.
I wanted to go after him and rip his throat out with my teeth but I just decided to take my frustration out on a tree nearby. It's not 'That guys' fault that I hurt Stiles, I did that all by myself and now I'm paying the price.
I ran for about 6 hours until my chest felt like it was going to come out of my throat and took a break before walking home.
By the time I got home the house had been transformed, It actually looked really good.
"Hey where have you been?" Isaac asked
"Running"
"Really? For 6 hours"
"Yeah so" I shot back. He raised his hands in defence
"Dude I'm just saying, running won't cure a broken heart but ice cream, chocolate and romance movies will" he grinned.
I just rolled my eyes and I walked upstairs to take a shower.
The sent of Stiles was everywhere in the shower and my dick hardened by the smell and I could feel myself getting harder and harder by the second. Eventually I gave in and started giving myself a few gentle strokes and I couldn't help but think of Stiles and his perfect lips, his cute babbling and his adorable moles. I moaned at the friction and groaned at the feeling like all of my nerve endings were on fire. I could fell my pulse jump just by thinking about Stiles and my breathing was racing. My hand got faster and faster until I was brought over the edge and came hard. While the evidence washed away quickly, I thanked God that I decided to soundproof my bathroom and returned to showering.
Before I knew it the house was packed full of teenagers already wasted and falling over. After listening to Lydia's lecture about how I have to socialise more I was made to go down stairs and join in the 'fun'. I grabbed myself a drink and leaned against the wall so I could ignore my surroundings and go into my own world.
I was pulled out of my world when I could smell a familiar sent, a sent that I have been longing for. Stiles
I panicked when Stiles showed up, why the hell did I think he wasn't going to be here? He's part of the pack and one of Erica's best friends, you are such an idiot why wouldn't he be here. I stayed in hiding for 20 minutes before I got harassed by some girls that really needed the toilet so I decided to let them in and find another hiding place.
While avoiding Stiles and trying to stay out of sight I was grabbed out of now where.
"Hey handsome, dance with me" she said seductively, it wasn't really a question, more of a demand.
Before I could protest she was already pulling me to the dance floor and grinding up against me. I tried to escape but it looks like her friends were in on her little plan and stopped me from moving from the dance floor.
After a few minutes of her awkward grinding I spotted Stiles staring at me. We made eye contact and then he gave me thumbs up as to say 'nice job' but I wanted nothing more than to go up to him and explained what happened. Until 'That guy' handed him a drink and was getting way to close than he should have, whispering in his ear.
I saw Stiles nod and before I could approach them 'that guy' was dragging Stiles away and up the stairs.
"Do you want to go upstairs?" the weird girl asked while stocking my ass.
Well if Stiles can have fun than why can't I "Sure" and before I knew it I was also being dragged upstairs and pushed into one of the bedrooms.
She started undressing herself and then proceeded to taking my leather jacket off. When she tried my shirt I stopped her.
"What's wrong?"
"I can't do this" I explained
"Why not?" she complained
"Because … I can't"
"Maybe he would prefer two for the price of one" an unfamiliar voice came from the door.
"Chelsea come to join us have you" the weird girl said "So what do you say, do you want the both of us" she said seductively
"No" I quickly responded before throwing the girl off me and leaving them to it.
God those girls are crazy, Why is it always the crazy kids that find their way into my bed? Kate, Jenifer, those girls. The only sane person that has been in my bed is Stiles, and he's the only one that I want now but he's probably the only one that I can never have.
I decided that I've had enough so I'm going to lock myself in my room and have a good cry. I reached my door when I heard people in there. I was about to scream at them to get out but then I saw the last thing I ever wanted to see.
"Uh Derek" Stiles sounded surprised and embarrassed. I saw Stiles laying on the bed and he just broke off a pretty heated make our session judging by the huge smell of arousal that's in the air.
"Um sorry, I didn't realise anyone would …" I rubbed the back of my neck nervously " yeah … uh … sorry" I squeaked nervously before slamming the door shut and hitting my head on the door an purpose 'Idiot' I said to myself. I need some air.
Stiles POV
You are such an idiot, why the hell did you come to this party, you knew that Derek was going to be here and yet you still came, what the hell is wrong with you!
"Hey Stiles"
"Hi Conner" I said with a sad voice
"Oh come on, don't think about that Derek idiot, it's new years eve you should be having fun" he nudged. I just gave him a fake smile.
"There you go" he smiled. Derek would have realised that my smile was fake, then we would have had a 10-minute argument while he would try to get out what was wrong, he would win.
"I'll get you a drink" he offered
While he was getting drinks I scanned the room to see all the wasted teens falling and tripping over each other. Then I spotted Derek once again but this time he was in the dance area right in the middle of bunch of girls all grinding up against him. I felt myself getting really, really jealous but I have no right to be, we're only friends. Why the hell did I agree to just being friends? you're an idiot!
Derek eyes found mine and he must see what's he's doing to me but he doesn't move from the girls he stays there while they fall all over him. I gave him a thumbs up to say 'well done' but honestly I was dying inside.
"Here you go" he handed me a red plastic cup, he came closer to whisper in my ear "Do you wanna go upstairs?" he said seductively. Well if Derek has moved on and is probably getting laid so why shouldn't I?
I nodded and then he grabbed my arm and dragged me upstairs. Conner pulled me into the first room and started kissing me as soon as the door was closed. I kissed back, wishing that it were Derek.
"I can't" I whispered
"Why not?"
"I just …"
"What you can't because of Derek, well news flash he's moved on as you could see downstairs" he growled
"I just meant, we can't here, it's Derek's room but now that you mention it who cares" I saved myself then resumed kissing him taking charge of the kiss and moving us both to the bed.
"By the way, I don't bottom" he said while sucking at my jaw
"S,okay" with that he pushed me onto the bed and then climbed on top of me. I was trying to enjoy it but all I could think about was how much I wished it was Derek instead.
The door opened and it was Derek, I thought maybe he was bringing those girls to his room but he was alone.
"Uh Derek" Stiles I said feeling embarrassed
"Um sorry, I didn't realise anyone would …" he rubbed the back of my neck nervously " yeah … uh … sorry" he squeaked nervously before slamming the door shut.
"Well that was awkward" Conner suggested then he carried on kissing my neck. I couldn't concentrate on Conner I was to focused on Derek and how much I missed him.
"I can't do this"
"Why? Because of him?"
"Yeah and I really don't see you this way I'm sorry" I said while heading for the door.
"Its okay as I said to Derek, I was only going to fuck you a few dozen times and when I got bored I was going to dump you anyway" I was shocked at his confession and he still has a sly smile on his face.
"I'm going to go and see if the guy I was talking to earlier is still here, honestly he was fitter than you" he said before walking out of the door.
What a dick, I can't believe I was ever friends with him. With everything that just went on I think I need some air.
Derek's POV
God I really didn't have to see that, I'll never be able to get that image out of my head, just thinking about it is making me shiver. I'm so glad no one is out here on the balcony, I really need to be alone right now and just think.
I've been thinking about leaving again so I don't have to see Stiles , not because I don't want to but because this way I don't have to be reminded of what I cant have everyday.
"Hey, sorry I didn't realise you were out here" Stiles rubbed his neck awkwardly "I'll just …" he pointed inside.
"Its okay, stay, I don't mind" I reassured him.
"Ok"
It was silent for the next few minutes but because of Stiles' ADHD I knew it wasn't going to last much longer.
"So… enjoying the party?" he asked
"Oh yeah, I'm having a blast" I said sarcastically I'm having a blast watching you flirt with another guy.
He laughed "Same, this party kind of blows"
"How the hell did Erica get so many people to come in just a few hours?" I asked
"What do you mean a few hours? She's been planning this party for like two months"
"The little shit" I mumbled
"I'm guessing she only asked you a few hours ago right? Judging by that last comment" I nodded
"So did you have fun with those girls?" he asked uncomfortably
I don't want to seem like a loser "Yeah, they were amazing, best I ever had" okay maybe that was going a bit too far but I cant take it back now. "What about you with Conner?" I asked not really wanting to know the answer to it.
"It didn't happen, he's a dick" wow I wasn't expecting that. I felt so relieved.
"Yeah he is" I agreed which earned a laugh from Stiles. It went silent again.
"Its freezing out here, I should go back inside" Stiles said
He headed to the door but he stopped
"What's wrong?"
"Its locked" he suggested
"What do you mean it's locked?" I mentioned while trying the door myself. Yeah it was locked
"Lydia" we both said at the same time.
"LYDIA THIS IS NOT FUNNY, I'M FREEZING" Stiles screamed but there was no response
We went back to leaning on the railing on the balcony and I could hear Stiles' teeth chattering.
I took my jacket off and handed it out to Stiles
"No I'm fine" he rejected
"Werewolf heat remember" I reminded him. He took the jacket and it was way to big for him but he looked adorable in it and he smelt like me which was a plus.
"I lied" he looked at me with a confused look on his face "With those girls, I didn't … you know … I lied"
"Why?"
"Because I didn't want to seem like a loser after I saw you with Conner" I admitted
"Oh, were you … jealous?" he smirked
"Of course not" I said and after realising how unconvincing I sounded "maybe a little" I mumbled
"Well you have no right to be" he growled "You're the one that just wanted to be friends"
"What?"
"You heard me" he stormed away from me to try the door again "come on" he said to the door before he kicked it.
"It's not the doors fault, stop abusing it, it's Lydia's fault" I joked
"Leave the comedy to me, you suck at jokes" he joked
"I don't and by the way I only said I wanted to be friends because I knew that's what you wanted" I explained
"What? No I asked you to come over because I wanted be with you" he explained
I'm such an idiot "You wanted as in past tense" I asked
"I wanted, I want …I don't know" he paused
"I'm sorry by the way for not telling you that I knew about the list"
"It's my own fault, I should have checked that I still had the paper version instead of using the one on my laptop so I should have spotted it earlier" he looked down embarrassed
"You shouldn't be embarrassed" he looked up "I actually thought it was kind of cute and it's not your fault I should have told you that I knew after I found it but I just … I don't know … I didn't want to hurt you or damage your self-esteem so I was going to play along and let you down gently at the end but I didn't think I would …" I rubbed my head
"Didn't think what?" he asked
I looked at his eyes "I didn't think I would … fall in love with you"
"Oh" he paused "I already forgave you by the way" I looked at him confused "I forgave you the next day and I was just about to call you before I got kidnapped"
"Oh well thanks"
"The way I see it is that we have two choices"
"Which are?"
"The easy way and the hard way"
"What's the easy way?" I asked
"We stay friends, proper friends, you know just like we were before you kissed me" he said with a frown
"And the hard way?" I asked
"We give our relationship another try and probably screw up any change of being friends again" he said with a smile.
Choice the hard way my wolf said Choice the hard way THE HARD WAY!
"Well the smartest way to go is to go with the easy way" I suggested sadly
"Yeah that would be the best way forward" he sighed getting closer
"It would make both of our lives easier" I suggested walking towards him slowly
"We both would be under less stress" he said also walking towards me slowly
"It would be the best for both of us"
"Yeah it would"
We got close enough so that our noses were partially touching
"Way easier"
Our lips connected, it wasn't needy it wasn't quick, it wasn't desperate, it was perfect.
"So I'm guessing the hard way" I grinned as we pulled away
"Yeah defiantly, the hard way" he replied before connecting our lips again
"HAPPY NEW YEAR" people screamed from the inside
"Its midnight" I whispered in Stiles' ear
"New year, new us, Happy new year Derek"
"Happy new year" I said before bringing Stiles into a passionate kiss.
"YES!" I heard Lydia and Erica's voice behind the door before they unlocked it. I was going to give them a earful but Erica was kissing Boyd and Lydia was kissing some random boy, and anyway I was way to happy with Stiles to be angry.
Stiles quickly dragged me into my room. He took off the jacket and dropped it on the floor before I pushed Stiles up against the door, I knew that Stiles loved being controlled and I loved being in control. He was moaning and groaning as I started kissing down his neck and his collarbone before my hands wandered under his shirt to find skin
"Fuck, more, god, please" Stiles begged. I started to licked over every bit of skin I could see "Your wearing way to much clothes" he whispered.
I leaned back to take my t-shirt off and Stiles did the same and I was lucky I had Stiles to hold me up because just the sight of him made me dizzy with pleasure, he hasn't got muscle like me but god he's perfect. I let out a growl when Stiles grabbed my jeans through my belt loop and locked our hips together.
We backed up to the bed and let ourselves fall onto it then Stiles straddled my hips. I rolled my hips so that they rubbed together and then I bucked my hips upwards to try and get more friction. Stiles rubbed the denim over my dick before popping open the button and pulling the jeans and boxers down (with my help).
I flipped us around and quickly worked on Stiles' jeans until he was naked, I worked my way down his body and Stiles let out a serious of moans
"Wait, I don't have anything with me"
"Give me a minute" I whispered before opening my top draw to get a condom and some lube. "Are you sure?" I asked
"Yeah, fuck me" he whispered seductively
"That's hot" I let out. I started preparing Stiles, being really gentle because I know that Stiles has never done this before. I kissed him to distract him when I pushed a long finger inside him.
"Shit"
"Did I hurt you?" I asked worryingly
"No, it feels good" he reassured me
I slid another finger inside him and started scissoring him gently. After a few minutes of prep I pushed another finger inside him which earned a few more groans.
"I'm ready" he pleaded
I was hesitant but give in, in the end. I put a condom and a saw the pre-cum leaking out of the slit of Stiles dick. Stiles startled me by flipping us over so that he was straddling me once again and I pushed the head of my cock into Stiles' entrance. He let our a huge groan as he lowered himself onto to my cock.
Stiles lifted himself up and rocked back down over and over. I liked it because I didn't want to hurt Stiles so he was in control of how fast we went. To help Stiles, I started thrusting up in the rhythm that he created.
Stiles started pumping his cock in rhythm of our thrusts until Stiles was cumming, spilling hot strips of cum onto my chest. Stiles tightened around my cock as he road through his orgasm and I came moments after him. As I came I lowered Stiles down and bit his shoulder. I mated him.
The party didn't last long after that, everyone wanted to go home a wish their families a happy new year which didn't matter to me, I had my family right here in this house. Now and forever.
"I love you" Stiles said sleepily
"I love you too" I replied before kissing his forehead and drifting into a peaceful sleep.