Gumi isn't sick anymore, but I worry.
Hell. I'll be honest; I'm worrying about her. Her happiness isn't as contagious as it used to be, simply because she isn't happy anymore. She's spending more time alone, avoiding conversation. Unfortunately for her, she was being obvious; she's avoiding me. Either I gave her a reason to avoid me, which would be something I'd solve asap, or she was given a reason to avoid me. I'd fix that, too. Also, since we started spending less time together, I started seeing what Gumi had meant by 'grumpy' me. Of course, I never changed, I'm still awesome, and I don't need her to be happy, but she really did clear up a bad day.
I told you Lily always stared straight at her problems. I'll admit I miss a person, not gonna deny it. If I'm going to be stubborn, I might as well be stubborn about what I say and keeping my word. So, here I go: I miss Gumi. I miss her stories, her stupid jokes, her laugh, her smile, her boobs, everything!
It's frustrating, 'cause it feels like I can't let it go. I put too much of myself into 'this', you know? I took care of her, and I helped with the 'improving our relationship' thing. I'm not gonna let that sink so soon. It's worth too much for me, now.
Plus, how dare she let me feed her broth and then not talk to me for a week. That was special, dammit; she can't go around telling people that Masuda Lily feeds people. I feed people who mean something to me. And she can't go around telling people that, either.
...who am I kidding. So much for being honest. I just don't want her around other people because I want her around me.
You know what? I'm sick of waiting for her to come to me, and I'm sick of her escaping.
I'm going to go to her and see what's wrong.