Yeah, after that it became a little awkward.
It's pretty scary, you know. After we actually got home eventually and entered the house, it felt like we came down from some sort of high and reality hit us...or it hit her.
She started panicking a little, and had a little tirade about everything that had made her hesitate till earlier. We were celebrities, and while we were both Vocaloids, we were from competing companies. We had no idea how media would take it, not to mention others. While the Cryptons and Internet Co's are friends, some others aren't and the competition was purely that; competition. I think that, as she went, she came to new conclusions herself because the panic kept rising. I let her finish though; she did have a solid point.
Unfortunately, nowadays, a celebrity does not simply date a celebrity.
I had to hand it to her; she thought things through. If the thinking had been up to me we'd both be chin deep in media shit by then. Even if that's why she never asked me out first, I had to look at the facts head-on and admit; yes, it was scary.
Then she started a rant about truly sticking it to it for it to be worth the paparazzi trouble. And while it hurt, it was another fair point. How long would 'we' last? Would it be worth it? I certainly didn't want a twenty minute wedding of mine to go viral.
So I quieted her, I held her again, and told her that we'd keep down low for the moment. We'd take baby steps. First us, then our friends, then our less-than-friends, then, maybe the world. If it got that far.
And damn, the more I thought about it the scarier it was. But I'd be damned if I didn't want to go to the end. I wanted the trouble, because that would prove that it would be worth it.