Emma couldnt help but worry, Neal staying that long didnt feel okay and not just because she damn knew that Killian wouldnt be happy but mostly for her parents and what people could assume. She just got rid of her 4 years betrothed and she didnt need another prince proposing or something near as that. She didnt eat much during breakfast just thinking a way to make this work out for everyone, was there a way at all?.
She couldnt deny that she liked seeing Killian getting a bit jealous, he was kinda cute and it showed how much he loves her, just how it did when she saw Zelena near him but she didnt want him to get hurt or mad. She smiled when accidentally rubbed her tights together and felt the burn and soreness as a reminder of their rough sex the night before, if getting jealous would make him take her like that, maybe a little jealousy wouldnt hurt anyone after all. And besides there were nothing to worry about, Neal was an old friend and he wouldnt propose or anything, no way!
"Emma, honey are you okay?"- Snow asked Emma after they left the table, grabbing her arm to make her look at her mother
"What? yeah, fine"- she said, really lost in her thoughts
"You dont seem just fine to me, what is it? you can tell me anything"- she asked, concerned
"Its just... Mom, i just ended my arranged marriage days ago. Im not looking for a prince, you said-!"- Emma was cut by Snow
"I know, honey. You can choose, i told you so but Neal, you care about him. Would be so bad to catch up with your old friend and if things happen..."
"Not gonna happen! Mom! Ughh this is frustrating! I like Neal but not like that, not anymore"
"You two were so sweet with each other, there was something between you two, Emma. I dont think that had changed"-Snow tried to convince her
"I´ve changed, he changed. Almost 6 years happened, mom! Just stop looking the perfect prince for me, please!"- she said annoyed
"Okay, okay but you cant be rude and ask him to leave, darling. He is your friend, be nice"- she smiled at her daughter
"Do i have any choice?"- she groaned and rolled her eyes and turned around when she saw him coming to them
"Emma, do you want to have a walk?"- he asked with a smile, offering his arm
"Yes, sure"- Emma answered, took his arm and they walked out of the castle and just when they passed the door, she saw certain dashing pirate coming their way, she couldnt help but feel bad for grabbing someone else´s arm so she let go of him and smiled at Killian, she could tell that he was not happy about the scene infront of his eyes
"Princess Emma"- he greeted her –" Gentleman"- he looked at Neal, fake smiling
"Captain"- she smiled, she was nervous and awkward but seeing him never failed to made her smile wide, she couldnt hide the happiness from her heart- "This is Neal, i dont think you met last night"- she looked at Neal – "he is an old friend, who will stay for a few days to visit"- she smiled at him, not feeling sure if she should tell him then or when they were alone, especially after seeing Killian´s face fell at that
"Oh, you are a prince, i gather"- he asked and Neal nodded –" your highness, im sure the princess and the queen and king will be pleased to have you around"- he said sarcastically
"And why are you around? Pirates living in big castles, never heard of it"- Neal said and coldness in the tone of his voice
"Im affraid that i cant reveal that information, prince"- he gave him a big fake smile –"now if you excuse me... princess, gentleman"- he said and walked out of their way. Emma looked around at his leave and couldnt help the sadness in her soul because again he had to leave her with another man, when the one man she belonged to, was him and him alone.
-...-...-
"So, tell me, Neal"- Emma said, while they walked into the garden –" did your father found you or you found him?"
"ummm, he...he did. And i was wrong about him, he loves me, Emma. I was an idiot for running away but i will never regret it because i met you"- he said, stoping and facing her
"Im happy for you, Neal. All those years i hoped deep in my heart that you found your way. You were a good friend"- she smiled at him sincerely –" so what happened after it, tell me"
"uhmm, it a long story, princess. You better tell me about your betrothed, how was he was stupid to let you go?"- he asked, changing the subject fast
"Yeah, well, i already told you he wasnt the right one so i cant tell that im happy about it"- she smiled and they kept walking side by side
"So, do you have someone in mind yet?"
"what! No!"- she yelled a little too much –"im just enjoying my freedom"
"you are already 21, most of princesses marry way younger than that. Im sure your parents are getting impatient"
"well its my life. why you never said you were a prince by the way"- she asked him
"i really didnt know until my father found me. So... how your life has been all those years?"- he changed the subjet again, but Emma supossed that he didnt feel like talking so she wouldnt push, it wasnt her business anyway
"just another princess normal life, i guess"-she smiled and they kept walking and talking, aside of his insistence for avoiding his father´s story and bringing up the wedding subject, it didnt feel bad to have him around. For a second she felt she was 15 again and they were walking and joking but of course, as much as she enjoyed having an old friend back, she wasnt the same, neither was him but one big thing happened in her life, she met love, real love and Neal presence didnt feel right because of that.
-...-...-...-...-...
The next couple of days went kinda the same, She would spend some hours talking, walking, reading or riding with Neal, or sometimes alone. They would joke and talk about anything, it felt good having friends and the girls came to visit too, especially Ruby, Anna and Elsa and Emma was graceful that she didnt have to spend so much time alone with him. she would have amazing nights with her pirate, making love over and over or just lying in bed, talking, flirting and laughing, she enjoyed both. She told Killian Neals story all over again so, he could understand what he meant to her (and what not). He was jealous, they both knew it but he kept it to himself, trying to be understanding. He did ask her some questions, why he came back now? Just in time when she was free again? Why he didnt say that he was a prince? How he didnt know? Why he didnt want to talk about what happened after he left? And she didnt know what to answer to all that.
"so, did you have fun with your first kiss today, princess?"- he said joking
"Did you have fun with your pirates friends?"- she raised her eyebrows and he gaved her pointing look- "Just the same"- she said, lying in their bed under the cover
"Well theres a little difference, i must say"-
"what that would be"- she said, eyes full of lust and desire
"they dont have anything that i could be interested between their legs"- he took out his boats and vest, got lose his shirt and took off his pants too
"Oh and what makes you think i could be interested on what he has between his legs?"
"right, because you are only interested in this"- he said grabbing his half hard cock in hand
"in case you have any doubt, why dont you come here and check yourself how wet im, how wet you make me"- she took the cover off, revealing her full naked body
"Oh, waiting for your man like that. Nice! Were you touching yourself thinking of me, love?"
"No, not touching, just day dreamming"- she said and watched him getting hard at her words
"oh god, you feel so good"- she moaned when he filled her until the hilt, she would never get tire of the feeling and it always felt like the first time but it kept getting better and better, she didnt hold back or felt shy about anything anymore. –"Killian, please...dont tease me, move"
"You need me, Emma?"- he asked
"Oh, god! Im so fucking soaking wet for you that you didnt even need to make me ready, i was dying to feel you, to have you inside of me... this is just you and me, in our safe place. You erection making me full, just stop playing jealous and teasing and move and fuck me, pirate!"
"uhmm so demanding, princess! Chills"- he teased her "is this what you want"- and he thruted hard into her
"Oh yes, dont stop, please dont stop"- she begged
He smiled at her and thrusted hard and fast enough to make her come but since she was begging so bad, he made her come as much as he could with his mouth and fingers through the whole night, he would never get tired of making her moan, shiver and beg for more and feeling her come around him did so many things to his body and soul.
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"dont be such an idiot, Neal"- she laughed, they were sitting on the garden´s bench that evening
"Im serious! That really happened, im telling you , Emma" – he laughed too, facing her now
"Yeah, right"- she said smiling wide
"You have a beautiful smile, do you know that"- He asked softly
"Umm, thanks (i guess)"- she looked down and a moment later up to see his gaze locked on her face, it felt totally wrong.
"I´ve missed you, Emma"- he said and leaned over and his lips nearly touched her and she moved away and stood up
"What the hell are you doing!"- she yelled at him
"Sorry, i should have ask first. I know that you feel the same, we are each other´s first love, you never forget your first"- he said, moving slowly closer, holding her arm
"Love? Im sorry, Neal but you were my first teen kiss, not love"- she said
"I know you care about me just as much i care about you, just give in, Emma"- he grabbed both of her arms while talking and when he finished, moved closer to join their lips again and Emma stayed still not sure if kicking his balls was a good idea
"Uhmm mm, im sorry for interrupting the party"- Killian said, his cheek blushed and his eyes full with anger. Emma turned fast to face him, damn! This was so wrong!- she tried to make Neal let go of her arm but he didnt and Killian noticed it
"I think the princess would like her arm back, mate"- he said, his voice deep and hard
"What is this your damn business, pirate? Go away!"
"Let go of her or you will regret it"
"and you will make me? do you know who im, do you know who-?"- he yelled, full of anger too. He panicked when he realized that maybe he just reveal too much
"just another stupid little prince?"- he said with a fake little smile
"No one talks to me like that"- he throw a punch to Killian but failed
"Stop, please"- Emma begged
"Whats going on here?!"- David came and they moved apart
"Why you dont ask the princess and her dear friend, your highness"- Killian said and walked away. Emma followed with her gaze, she wanted to run after him so bad, to explain, to hug him, to make him understand but her father wouldnt let that happen.
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Emma went to her room and spent the rest of the evening in her bed crying, when she went to have dinner she didnt see Killian there and after that she dicided that she wanted to have a ride, not sure if she should go to their place to meet him or if he would be there.
Killian spent most of his time in their place, waiting for her to come. He couldnt help the jealousy and the anger in his body but when she didnt show up, he went to walk into the castle, hoping that he would meet her.
Emma went to their secret place after some rounds of riding her horse, just in case Neal or someone decided to follow her, she entered and he wasnt there, she felt so sad because she thought that he must be hating her right then. She laid into their bed and cried herself to sleep.
Killian waited for her outside the castle but since she was nowhere to be seen, he decided to go to her bedroom, he met Rosie in the hallway.
"Have you seen Emma?"
"She went to have a ride with her horse, she said she needed some air"
"Thank you, Rose"- he said and went into his bedroom, grabbed his bag with some clothes and important stuff and later made his way to her bedroom, hoping that she would be back already but she wasnt, so he let a note over her nighstand, making sure she would see it and he left the room in silence.
What he didnt saw (idiot) was that Neal caught him, he followed Killian steps into Emma´s bedroom and grabbed the note that was lying beside her bed
"Emma, love, i have to go for a few days. Theres something important that i need to find out. Do not worry, i will come back to you. I will always come back to you. I love you.
Yours, Killian"
"she is bedding the pirate! Damn him!"- Neal said, grabbed the note, took it into his pocket and left the room like nothing ever happened.