A/N: I know its late but still saturday!- Hope you dont hate me after this.

A note? He left a note? No!- he was lying, she didnt find a note or a letter, anything! He left because he didnt love her enough, because he wanted to hurt her and now he was making up about a note? She wouldnt fall for it, not way! He was gone and it was over.

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She said yes! God she said yes to someone else!- how could she, why she did that to him? – he hated himself for falling, he knew, he bloody knew that this woldnt end up well. Falling for princess? Ha! how was he so stupid!- Of course, she would say yes and marry a prince, someone like her, not a worthless pirate. He was so angried, she played with him the whole time, he hated himself for giving in, for believing but now she was gone and it was over.

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"I see you are back, pirate"- Neal said when they met in the garden that evening

"Aye, you seem very happy to see me, mate" – Killian grinned, he well knew that Neal hated him calling him mate, he felt that he was way better than being a pirate´s mate.

"And how long are you staying around this time"

"Well I-"

"Neal, i was lookin-"- Emma stopped when she was Killian, her heart ached. It was so hard to see him and be like this – "Oh, sorry i didnt know you were talking with him"- she said with coldness and looked away from his gaze

"Well dont worry, princess, he is all yours"- he said with sharp tone, making her angry and hating the word princess so much, he said it as if it was an insult, as if it was a terrible thing and it hurt her so much

"thats good because my betrothed and i have plans, thank you"- she shot back, making Neal look at her confussed

"Oh right! congratulations, mate. You sure are meant for each other"- he said, with pain and anger, his jaw clenched and his white knuckles on his hands but he managed to gave her a fake smile and without another one, he turned around and left. Emma stood there frozen as she couldnt do another thing that look at him, leaving again.

"Emma, what was that? Why did you say that?- Neal asked her, still confussed

"Everything is fine, i really dont want to talk right now"- she walked away, didnt stop a second to look at him, she just didnt care.

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Emma spent the rest of the day in her room, she just couldnt come around with what she felt, everything was so confussing, everything felt so wrong. God! He made her happy, happy as she never had been before him but he also made her sad, saddest as ever and now everything was just a mix of both, anger, dissapointment and stubborness mostly. She just wanted to run, away from everything, away from him and this feeling , this pain in her heart.

She went out to have a walk after she excused herself from having dinner with her parents, seeing him was too much but without thinking about it, without noticing she went right back to their place, their, it wasnt theirs anymore and she was froze when she walked throught the bedroom´s door to find him sitting on the bed, head down, like thinking. She cursed herself, she didnt want to see him and there he was right infront of her. He sensed her presence and looked up.

"Sorry, i shouldnt be here... Im just gonna leave"- he stood up from the bed

"Yeah, thank you"- she said with a harsh tone, crossing her arms in her chest

"Oh, right... Im sorry, im sure you are waiting for someone, i dont wanna get in your way"

"what i do its none of your business, this is my castle and i dont owe you a thing"- she said

"Hmm did you do it in this bed, did you let him fuck you where i made you mine?"- just mere thought of someone, him touching her, killed him inside

"Go!"- she yelled, blushing and annoyed

"My apologises your highness, unlike me im sure your prince is well behaved, even in bed"

" Well, thats why im gonna marry him and not you"- she said without thinking –"or what you gonna tell me that didnt sleep with a bunch of wenches those days out?"

"Im a man, a pirate , what can i say"- he lied, making Emma lose control of her emotions. Jealousy, anger, hurt...all too much

" You are just a pirate, you are nothing but a pirate and thats why im gonna marry a prince, someone like me and you werent that good anyway"- she finished and there was not worst thing that she could chose to tell him, it was like a knife stabbed in his heart, every minute after losing Liam he felt worthless, just a pirate , one that his brother would despise and all this time with her, he told himself over and over that she deserved better than him and now she was the one saying it and it killed him and with her last words she was confirming him that she did have sex with Neal, how else she would know if he wasnt good. The mix of feelings were to much to tolerate, his heart beated fast almost about to explote and his blood was burning his insides. He started walking toward her, with a dangerous look in his eyes.

"I dont remember you caring that, when you begged me to take you, to make you mine"- he said, seductively mixed with anger whispering, breathing in her face –"you didnt complain when i made you come over and over around my cock inside of you, crying out like a needy whore"- he said to her ear and she pulled away and slapped him on the face, making him grab her shoulder and he kissed her with force and passion and Emma didnt pull away, instead she kissed him with all her being. They kissed as trying to get of the pain and anger out of their sistems, fighting for dominance, he walked her against the door and they kept going until they couldnt breath anymore, pulling away gasping, blushing with swollen lips

–"Do you feel it, princess? Tell me that you dont want this, tell me that you want me to stop! Do you feel me, my cock sliding inside of you, oh so slowly" – she couldnt help the moan escaping her lips, and heat all over her body and blushed cheeks- "tell me that you dont want me to fuck you!"- he said, holding her neck and that was it because Emma grabbed his head and crushed her mouth with his again, repeating the same movements as before, kissing, devouring each other until it was to much but this time neither of them pulled away, they both let the carnal need to lead their actions, not thinking , just feeling, getting lost in each other. She was pinned against the door and he sucked and bit her neck, making her gasp and hold into his shoulders, pushing his body against hers. He took her dress down, leaving it on the floor and she didnt wait too long to take his shirt out of his pants and start undoing it, once fully opened she traveled his chest with her hands as he kept working on her neck, earlobe and the top of her breasts. After almost 2 weeks they both needed this so much, there was not way to stop, they ached for more.

He later took her undergown over her head, leaving her only in her panties and she helped him to take this shirt off and he pushed his body against her with force, hitting the door, they both moaned of the contact of her breasts with his naked chest and he kept working on her neck as she travelled her hand to his belt and pants, opening it to slid her hands under it but before she could grabbed him, he took her hand out and pushed her hips hard against his, his hard rock length hitting her wet center and his hand started to take the side of her panties down.

It took all of Emma to put herself together and speak- "Ah, dont"- she moaned again – "dont mark me, please"- she finished but it seemed that he couldnt come to listen to her and kept sucking her neck with passion, seconds later he came back to sense and reliazed what she was asking and stopped, going down and sucking the top of her breasts instead, his hand squeezing one and his mouth covered the other , sucking as his life depended on it.

"Oh god" she cried out, the pleasure it was too much to hold back but she wanted more, she needed more. She led her hand under his pants and this time he didnt stop her, she gasped when she felt his warmth on her hand, squeezing and stroking him-

"ohh, did you miss it, didnt you?"- he remarked and he took all of the rest of his clothes out off , while she kept her hand on him until they were both fully naked and he grabbed the back of her tight, while crashing his lips on hers again, she moaned when he wrapped her leg over his hip, making her feel his erection against her skin, and he started thrusting, rubbing his length between her legs, teasing her and she felt her wetness running down as gold liquid. Soon enough, he grabbed her ass with both hands to wrap her legs around his lower back and he guided himself home, without second thoughs, he thrusted inside of her, filling her until the hilt, making her cry out and scraching her nails on his shoulders, her head hitting the door but he thrusted out before she adjusted him and he kept his pace with force, in and out , in and out of her wet heat, so rough that it was almost painful –"Oh god, Killian" she moaned and he kept thrusting into her and out.

"He didnt fuck you like this, didnt he?- he said, breathless but she couldnt speak, she felt that she was about to break and it felt amazing. She rested her forehead on his shoulder and he kept the same work, over and over again.

"Stop"- she finally managed to say –"Stop"- she moaned again. God! She couldnt formulate a sentence. He soon got her words and pulled out of her and walked away, and leaned again the desk, giving her his back, she gasped against the door, her legs shaking like jello and she couldnt move but fuck! There was no way that she was stopping now. –"I didnt mean"- she breathed deep –"I didnt mean that"- she walked finally toward him –"Stop teasing me"- she finally finished, grabbing his cock, wet with her juices and fast enough kneeled and took the tip of him into her mouth, tasting herself with it and mmm-ed around him, making him lean back and grab her hair between his fingers

–"I need more"- she said, and licked him, he moaned to later grab her shoulders to pull her up and push her against the desk and up, making her sit on the border of it.

"More like this?"- he asked, rubbing the head of his cock between her legs and she groaned

"More"- she demanded and her hand took his length to guide him inside of her –"Move". But as if nothing happened before, he kept pulling in and out, in and out with force all over again, making her moan loudly and he didnt even try to hide that he damn enjoyed it, until she wrapped her legs around him to stop him from pulling out, taking him as deep as he could get and he obligued, fast and rough thrusts against her now filled center over and over until he felt her walls clenching around him and he rode her climax, circling her clit but as soon as he felt it was too much he pulled out, preventing himself to come, not yet. Once she was down from her high, he didnt wait too long and turned her around, her hands holding her against the desk and he slided inside of her again from behind, making her moan when she felt every inch of his hardness filling her oversensitive core –"Oh god"- she said and he started thrusting again, harder and faster as he could, his thumb circled her clit and he bit her shoulders, marking her for sure.

"Bed"- she gasped –"I cant"- as he kept moving inside of her, making almost impossible to breathe –"Killian"- she begged and squeezed his arm, trying to make him to listen to her and he did when he noticed that her legs were shaking too heavy for her to keep standing and he guided her to the bed, took a pillow and put it close to the border of it and made her lean her stomach against it, allowing her hips up without any effort from her and she opened her legs, dying with the anticipation, god she was so close and he pushed all the way in, rolling his hips and thrusting again, fucking her as it was the end of the universe, as if there was no tomorrow, soon he felt her walls squeezing him again and his moves were faster, trying hard to reach his breaking point, theirs.

"Oh Killian, please"- she begged and she felt her second orgasm travelling all over her body, holding on the sheets for dear life but before she was totally down she felt him pulsing inside of her, his warm seed filling her for complete, she closed her eyes and moaned, this would never get old, always felt like the first time but better.

They stayed still for a few moments, and then he slided out of her and she turned around on the bed and he crushed on top of her, his sated and exhausted body pressed against hers but then, everything came back, every single word .

"That was"- she gasped against his ear and he pulled up, with his hand resting on the bed.

"The last time this pirate lands a hand on you"- he stoop up and grabbed all of his clothes and closed the door after his leaving.

A/N: they are so stubborn, arent they? Ah, we will see how things go! -next chapter will be on tuesday night. Keep reading!