A/N: hi guys, its been a while sorry, life got bussy. I will try to post every day this week, i have free afternoons. Reviews would be nice, my muse´s been dead lately.

"What- what!"- Emma said, anger running throught her veins, she looked at Killian

"Oh honey, dont get mad at him. He just couldnt hold back and since you didnt join us last night"- Snow said

"No! Thats not going to happen! God, Im sick of this!"- she almost yelled

"Emma what are you talking about"- Charming asked, concerned

"I- I..."- she paused and looked at Killian –" I didnt do that and I never will... because, because, theres something I need to tell you"- she took a deep breathe and swallowed hard and looked at her parents again –"I... We,"

"Excuse me, your highness but I feel like this should be private conversation and I REALLY need to talk to you"- Killian cut her and she turned around to look at him and gave him a killing look, one he pretended not to notice and kept his gaze on Charming, waiting for his answer but Emma didnt wait, she just walked away fast.

-...-...-...-...-.-

Once she reached out of the castle, not so far away she spotted Neal coming by

"What the hell is wrong with you!"- she yelled

"Emma, what happened?"- he seemed not to understand.

"Why! Why did you tell my parents that i took your proposal?"- she asked, looking into his, she was blushing with anger

"Im sorry, i didnt mean to tell them if you werent there"- he looked apologetic

"What are you talking about, i never said yes"-

"What? But you, you told the pirate that Im your betrothed"- he tried to explain her

"Exactly, I told HIM and i said we would talk later, how could you talk to my parents about this without ASKING me first!"- she was trying not yell or be too cruel

"You are back with him, arent you?"- he asked

"If im or not, it doesnt change anything. I never said yes, not even when he was gone"- she was starting to calm down, everything would be ok, she could handle this.

"This doesnt change a thing, Emma"- he said and she gave him a questioning look –"My offer, it still stands"

"What"-she wasnt following him anymore

"The pirate being here, doesnt take my proposal away"- he explained and Emma gave him an incredulous laugh and looked him right in the eyes.

"Are you actually saying that you are okay with me, sneaking out of my room every night to be with him? That you would okay with me having his child and you would take it as yours?- she asked, as if it was impossible to believe and he just looked at her, firmly- "No! Are you insane!- how you expect for me to do something like that? I would never do that to him, to our child, to this kingdom! Living a fake life, i would NEVER do that to myself... what its in this for you, why would you do something like that?"- she asked him, waiting for an honest answer

"hmm, my father wants me to marry a good princess, and i just thought of you Emma"- he said softly and moved closer, trying to reach for her but she moved back, she wouldnt let it happen again.

"Im sorry but you will have to find someone else. I think is better for you to leave, Neal. I dont want more troubles"- she said, almost apologetic

"If I leave now, just after the pirate came back and you are suddenly happy, your parents will notice, Emma... besides they invited me to stay to their anniversary ball and it would be rude if I dont"- he looked at her with puppy eyes and Emma didnt know what to do, she needed to talk to Killian first, he was acting weird, something must happened

"Fine, just leave me out of trouble"- without other word, she walked past him and went to their place, where the fallen tree meet the water.

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She stood there, looking at the water and the sky, when she felt his warmth against her back, his chin resting on her shoulder.

"You okay, love"- he didnt finish before she turned around and snuggled into his embrace, resting her forehead on his chest, looking at the ground, he held her closer, his arms around her.- "Is there something wrong? What is it? Did you talk to him?"- he asked, concern growing within him

"Yes, he will leave after the ball"- she said, weakly, not looking at him until he moved away just enough to grab her chin to make her meet his gaze- "what is it?"

"Im just tired of this, I wouldnt blame you if you want to leave... now for real"- she said, pain in her eyes

"Emma, im not going anywhere. Not without you, my love"- he pulled her chin up in order for his lips meet hers but just in time, she pushed away with her hands on his chest and she walked away, looking at the water again

"Why you didnt let me tell my parents?! Im tired of hiding, I want everyone to know!"- she crossed her arms on her chest and turned around to look at him as he walked closer

"Its not that i didnt want you to tell them. Doing it there, like that , didnt seem the best idea but its not even that"- she looked at his eyes and she could tell something was wrong

"What happened, Killian?"- she was concern but couldnt really put a finger on the expression of his face. Was it guilt? Shame?

"Im affraid pirates took prince Eric"- he looked at the ground this time. She covered her mouth and wided her eyes.

"Oh god, Ariel!"- she exclaimed and she noticed the pain and shame depeen in his face and she walked closer to him, her hands on this forearm.-"Hey, you didnt do it"- she said, making him look at her.

"Its what pirates do, its what WE do"- he said, looking at her eyes

"You didnt do anything, you´ve changed and I love you"- she gave him a quick kiss, making him smile a little

"But people think that it could be me"- he looked away

"Did, my parents tell you something?"- she was concerned but also angry

"They did mention that it happened when i was gone"- he rubbed her arms, trying to easy her fury- "Its okay, they have every right to doubt"- he smiled a little

"But"

"And i think"- he kissed her cheek, and went to her neck "its not the best time for them to know"- he nibbled her earlobe "it will be okay, my princess"- and she hold into him, losing into his touch, closing her eyes.

"promise?"- she looked at him

"I love you"- he said and he kissed her, full of passion but mostly love, so much true love.- after they pulled away, breathless, foreheads resting against each other

"I want to show you something"- she spoke into his mouth, kissed him once more and grabbed his hand to lead his way. Once they walked and got into the middle of the woods she said "This is a place, where i used to come to play and hide when i was a kid, my parents and the knights would get crazy looking for me"- she smiled at the memory

"Its beautiful"- he looked around

"Its just the woods"- she said, still holding his hand

"Seems special to you, that makes it beautiful"- he walked closer slowly and pulled her into his arms, hugging her from behind and kissed her cheek and she laughed.

"Havent been here for a while, not since..."- she looked around

"Should we be here then?"

"Nobody comes around this part of the castle anymore and Its okay, im with you"-she smiled, holding him tighter and he kissed her neck, making closer her eyes again and grab his head with both of her hands –"Oh god, how can i want you so much? How can i love this much?"-

"Im devilishly handsome"- he grinned and she turned around and her mouth met his, sucking, almost trying to devour each other, tongue exploring each other´s wet insides.

"Killian"- she whispered when he walked backward her back hitting a tree and he sucked her neck with force again , going down to her ledge. He stopped and looked at her, her hair was messy, blushed cheeks with desire and swollen red from lips, hard breathing coming out of her and she smiled a little and brought him back to her, moaning against his mouth, her hands going to his ass pushing him against her, closer as she could, needing some sweet friction. It didnt took long before she started working on undoing his pants, cupping him throught it first.

"You sure, here?"- he asked against her ear

"I need you, everywhere"- she answered and she thanked god for choosing a simple gown, almost as simple as her maiden´s (more princess-ish of course) (since they started getting intimate, she always wore that kind of dress) so, when she finally helped him to free his long hard rock cock from his pants, which made her moan and her wetness to run south, he pulled his cloth under his ass and grabbed her legs, taking them around his lower back, he ripped her panty off of her and his hand went there, where she was aching with need for his touch, for all of him.- "Oh, Killian"- she moaned, arching her back against the tree

"You are so wet, Emma and Im so bloody hard for you"- he kissed her, his finger circling her clit, eating her moans with his mouth- "Tell me, love. I wanna hear you". He let go of her wetness and his hands went to the hem of her dress, taking one of her breast out and soon after covering it with his mouth, sucking hard but never letting go of it, his tongue licking her nipple, making it hard for him. She tried to hold her moans as much as she could, but some of his ministration were too good to help it. He moaned against her soft skin and let go with a pop suck and licked his lips and sucked her breast once more. Without second thoughts he went to her mouth and kissed her, while his hand covered her swolled breast under her dress again.

"I want you, please. I need you inside me. Make me yours"- she said against his mouth, her hand grabbing his hard length and stroking him, making him bite her lip when she circled the tip and she tried to guide him home but he stopped her. He grabbed her ass, pulling her up to gain better access and took his cock on hand and started slowly rubbing the tip over her stomach and going down

"Tell me"- he said, the head of his erection rubbing against her wet folds, up and down, making almost hard to breathe and speak for her.

"Get inside of me please"- he kept moving his length, wanting to hear more- "I want your beautiful big cock filling me. I want to feel it, to feel you in me, please"- she begged and she moaned when felt his tip in her entrance, going slowly in

"Like this"- he smirked

"More, i need more, please"-

"This?" he asked and without hesitation, in one single movement filled her until the hilt, as deep as he could go

"Oh god , yes- fuck me"- she couldnt never get enough of him and it was all he needed, he fucked hard and fast against the tree, thank god her dress wasnt that thin and before taking his pants down when they started kissing, he gave her his jack to wear in order to prevent hurting her back with his deep long hard thrusts against her center. He made her come soon enough and seconds later he was spilling his seed inside of her walls, it always felt so good, being one, coming together, his cum inside of her. "That was amazing, you are so good"- she said

"Just for you, my Emma"- he smiled, his forehead resting against hers and they were trying to recover their breath. He pulled out of her, letting her legs touch the ground. He took his soft cock inside of his pants and wore his jacket back as she was resting, still breathless and blushing against the tree.- "Are you up for second round"- he teased

"Anytime"- she kissed him, lazy kiss this time, just showing their love. And he abruptly pulled away

"Someone is coming"