A/N: here it is! Here we are...
"Mom"- Emma said, stepping back from Killian, who was totally shocked too- "We, I…I can explain" she looked at him and said –"Can you give us a minute, please?"
"Are you-" he tried to asked with deep concern on his face
"Yes. Please"- He nodded and walked away, not sure what to say or do, passing Snow in the way.
"Emma!"- Snow said when she walked closer – "what were you thinking! Kissing the pirate here... Did he make you, honey?"
"No! I kissed him"- Emma couldnt help yelling at that suggestion
"You are upset about the Dark One and Neal, i understand"- Snow wanted to think it was only one time thing, just a little mistake.
"I love him"- Emma said firmly without second thoughts
"shhhh What!"- Snow moved closer and grabbed Emma´s arm- "Lets go to your room, I will let you father know first"- Emma walked away, and she hurry up to Killian, he was waiting close in case she needed him.
"I will talk to my mother, i dont want to lie or hide anymore but please wait for me, dont do anything"- she begged him
"Go, dont worry"
"Promise me... please"- she needed to be sure, he wouldnt try anything stupid without talking to her first
"I will wait for you, Emma"- he said, looking at her eyes and she let her hand up to caress his face but since she saw her mother coming, she only touched his arm and hand. He nodded and she gave him a little smile and walked away
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Once they got to her room, Snow sat on the bed but Emma couldnt stay put so she walked around.
"What do you mean you love him, Emma?- Honey, a little crush or a kiss doesnt mean love"- She said with a little smile
"Mother, i know the difference between liking someone and loving someone!"- She said a little annoyed –"And who said it was just one kiss?"
"What!? What are you saying... have you been seeing him? Your father is going to kill him, if i dont kill him first!"- the queen said harshly
"No one is going to kill him!"- she yelled –" No one is going to touch one single hair of his head"- She knew talking harsh wouldnt help, so she changed her actitud and sat beside her mother and put her hand on hers. – "Mom, I love him. I really do and he loves me back"- she said softly, trying to make her understand
"Omg, Emma"- she looked away –"What have you been doing, when all this happened? This is more serious that I thought"- her mother was now really worried
"You were too busy playing queen and I get it, im not a little girl. Im 21 years old. You might not get it now but you have to understand, at least try... I love him, we love each other"- Emma kept hope that her mother, of all people would try at least
"He is a pirate!"- she said like it explained it all
"Im a princess so what"- Emma was getting angry again
"For how long"- she asked her daughter
"What, me loving him ?"
"Have you two been seeing each other, sneaking around the castle?"
"Yes"- she said softly and looked away, a little embarrased
"Emma, OMG. How could you!"- Snow stood up and walked around
"I told you I love him, mom"
"Since Graham?"
"Yes, before Graham came to visit, actually"- Emma said
"Oh god, you let Graham to go away because of the pirate!? He was the perfect man for you"- her mother said, trowing her hands in the air
"Why? Because he saved your life when you were riding a horse, how THAT makes him perfect and the right ONE for me!"- Emma was really losing it.
"He was a brave young man who risked his own life to save mine, he was perfect to be a king"- Snow said
"Thats it!"- Emma stood up too, not being able to hold back anymore – "Thats the problem! You were looking for a king, the perfect man for the throne , not the man I could love, not the love of my life!"- she yelled – "Im sorry, mother but Graham was not that one, not for me"
"Does he know, you told him?"
"He saw us but we made a deal, he wont tell... his stupid reputation is more important than anything else"
"you didnt answer me, how long"
"Months, since first I saw him... I just knew"- Emma tried to explain and couldnt help the smile at the memory of the first time she saw him.
"Oh my, your father... This has to end. Thats it! We wont tell your father and Once the mission is done, you will never see him again and problem fixed, we will find the right one... You can choose, I already told you"- Snow smiled like she had found the perfect way to solve the problem
"No! I can choose anyone but him? The man I love!"- This was really not going how she wanted to
"You dont love him, you are confused, thats all"- Snow was really in denial, if it was truth things would be bad, really bad.
"I DO love him, with every beat of my heart. Mother, please"- Emma begged, looking at her mothers eyes, trying for her to see that she meant it
"Thats a mistake he is a pirate, he cant love you, honey"- Emma walked away and laughed
"You dont even know him... How can you judge him like that! He LOVES me, I know he does"
"Emma, thats what pirates do... they lie and manipulate, they steal and kidnap princesses, you wouldnt be the first one. He is doing that to you. You were a happy princess before you met him"
"I was not! I only did it because after what happened, after Henry was missing... I wanted to be there for you, I wanted to be what you wanted me to be, mother. But I CAN NOT do that anymore, He makes me happy, this is what I want, this is who Im"
"He is using you. Dont you see it, He is just like Neal and any other pirate, he wants the kingdom , power, gold. He is nothing but a pirate"
"Stop talking like you know who he is... The dark one killed his brother, he lost everything, he made bad choices but he is a good man and he does love me, mother. Why cant you see it?"- Emma was really getting exasperated
"We thought Neal was a friend and look how it ended... we can not trust him, he is pirate, an outlaw, he kidnaped Eric or sure helped at least"
"No! He did not! He was trying to find out about Neal"- Oh god, this was ridiculous!
"Snow is everything alright?"- David asked outside the door
"Yes, I´ll be right there, David. Just a minute. Look Emma now you better sleep and we will keep talking tomorrow , your father can NOT know about this, okay?"
"What choices do i have?"- she answered with sarcasm and Snow left her room and she sat on her bed, this would be harder than she thought it would.
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She waited for a while, hoping that everyone would be sleep or in their rooms. She changed her clothes and walked to the kitchen , there were still some guards around, affraid of the dark one coming it seemed, she went to Rose´s room and asked her to help her out and go for Killian. She made it out of the castle and went to get her hidden horse and waited for him. Minutes, that seemed years, later he came.
"Emma, what are you doing!"- He yelled, angry and it took Emma by surprise, well she didnt think he would be mad at her.
"I needed to see you, I wanted to be with you"
"Sneaking out, tonight! After your mother saw us, you think thats smart!?"
"I dont care smart, I just want to see you, I need to be with you, please"- but he just looked at her, serious face.
"Okay".- he moved to get their horses and without words they went to their place. Once they got into the bedroom both stayed quiet until Emma walked toward him where he was sitting on the bed.
"Killian..."
"Emma, I"- He looked down, took a deep breathe and asked- "What did you mother say to you"
"Well not much"- she answered , looking around
"Swan"- He said, knowing she sure had something to say about it.
"She doesnt understand... Yet, I will convince her, I promise, I just need some time"- She gave a reassuring little smile
"She will tell your father"- he said, almost affraid, not of David but of what it would mean.
"No, she doesnt want us to tell him. She doesnt believe you love me"- she told him, like it was some stupid joke, because it damn felt like it
"She thinks I cant because Im a pirate, because I kidnaped Eric"- and there it was the selfloathing, again. He stood up and she followed him.
"Killian..."- she wisphered, softly, reaching for him because it broke her heart that people couldnt see how wonderful he was and worse of all, he couldnt see it himself
"This isnt going to work, Love. Im sorry"- He looked at, with so much pain in his eyes.
"What, what are you saying"-Tears forming fast in her eyes and ache in her heart and soul
"He, He killed my brother. I cant just forget it and pretend that I dont know"- he said, looking at her even if it was really hard to look at the hurt and fear in her eyes, he needed to do this, and for her to try to understand him –"I need to make justice for my brother. He killed mine, We cant let him do the same to yours"
"He took Henry years ago, he is probably gone... And you are here, to try to find out what happened with him, right?"- she asked but he didnt looked at her nor said a word – " What about us, Killian? What about me?"- tears rolling down her face, and it took all of her not to start sobbing, and hug him and never let him go.
"I destroyed your future, I took your virginity, I ruined your best chances. Once your father finds out, They will make you choose"
"And I will choose YOU!"- she yelled without hesitation because she damn sure would
"Exactly!- If you leave, your parents will have nothing left and I know how that feels and you never gonna forgive yourself, Emma. You will never be happy. Im a pirate, I CAN NOT be your prince. I will be the cause of your family falling apart. "- his voice was breaking, just like he was breaking inside.
"Neal... You really listened to him!?"- Emma said, almost angry
"No! It was not him. It is the truth, Love and you know it"- He said right to her eyes and her heart skipped a beat... This couldnt be happening.
"You love me, right?"- She asked him because she needed for him to tell her, she needed to hear it before her whole world started tumbling down
"Why are you asking, you know I do. I love you, Emma, so much". And yes, she could see it in his eyes, He does love her, she knows that. She could breathe again but She knew, deep down, she knew.
"I love you too, I love you too"- She said next and she got closer and kissed him, letting the fear and concern abandon her body for a while, she needed to forget, she needed to feel him.
"Emma..."- He wisphered, but didnt pull away
"I need you"- she said softly and breathless. She walked him toward the bed, until she felt the back of her legs touching it and she let herself fall into it and pulled him on top of her. She didnt waste time, losing herself into the passionated kiss, her tongue licking his botton lip and as he moaned , she guided it into his mouth. Tasting him, feeling his warn wet tongue against hers. She started working on his clothes, to take one by one out of his body. His jacket was already off, she took his vest and shirt, moaning when her hand could finally touch and caress his chest skin, moving her hands to his belt and opening his pants as he moved to kiss and suck her neck and collarbone, his hands were everywhere as he could touch with her dress still on. Once she opened his pant, her hand sneak inside of it. They both moaned at the same time when she finally touched him and grabbed his long cock on her hand, but he pulled away, and stood up, taking his shoes and pants and underwear off, standing completely hard and naked before her, making the ache between her legs stood up too, so she could get rid of her dress and turned around for him helped her, he kissed and sucked the back of her neck, she closed her eyes and leaned into him and his touch, he oh so slowly took her dress down, sucking and licking her shoulders , down until it touched the floor and then she turned around and they kissed again, softly and slowly. She laid down the bed once more and he took her panties down her legs, leaving her fully naked, matching him. He kissed her , leaning his body against her. She moaned when she felt all of his body pressing against her, his erection against her skin and she was burning, she needed him to stop the fire before she exploted. She grabbed his hair between her fingers and they kissed, tasting each other again , later he went to her neck and down, until she felt his wet mouth on her breast, sucking, licking, biting at her nipple, it made her moaned and arch her back, pushing herself against him as his hand stroked the side of her tights up and down. She wrapped her legs around his waist, she needed to do something, she needed to feel him, all of him, closer and closer until they didnt know where one began or the other ended, until they were one.
"I love you, my love. With all my heart"- she closed her eyes, trying not to think, not say anything , just feel and live the here and now, nothing else mattered, just him, just having him next to her, inside of her, just him making love to her.
"I love you"- She answered a little after and he looked at her eyes when he slowly entered her and there it was, the magic, the fantastic feeling of home, of being one. They stayed still, locking their gaze and the world stopped, the bloody fucking world didnt exist but them and their hearts beating as one. She moved her hand from his hair to his cheek and he moved his head , closing his eyes and he kissed her palm, making her close hers too. Once he opened them, he leaned down and kissed her , his lips meeting hers, it was soft and they easily got lost in each other again.
"My princess, my beautiful Swan"- he wisphered into her ear and slowly started moving inside of her, making her hold onto him tighter, taking him as deep as he could get.
"I love you, I love you, I love you"- She repeated over and over as he kissed her neck and her fingers grabbed his shoulders, both of them moving in sync , like they always did, they were the perfect fit, the other half and they made quite the team. He kept thrusting over and over , harder and faster as they were getting close, his finger circling her clit and She moaned when she felt her orgasm running thought her body, making him gasp when he felt her walls squeezing, clenching around him, he moved harder and faster, taking all of her pleasure and searching his own , soon he found his high, screaming her name and she moaned when she felt his warm seed filling her. They both stayed still, he colapsed against her, his head over her shoulder, until they could breath again. He moved away, waiting for her to open her eyes, so their gaze could meet. They smiled slightly and he kissed her again, pressing his mouth against her and staying still against as long as they could and then pulled away.
"I love you" – He did, she was the light of his life.
"I love You, Killian"- he rested his forehead against hers with closed eyes, to prevent tears escaping and wisphered
"Im sorry, Emma. Im so sorry"
A/N: I wasnt sure of posting this TODAY but well here it is... we will whats next...
PS: It didnt take too long but Im sure you will hate me anyway :(