"Im sorry, Emma. Im so sorry"- he wisphered and she hold him tight, resting her chin in his shoulder and she closed her eyes but not even that couldnt stop the tears falling down and even if she couldnt see him, she knew he was a broken too. They stayed like that, hugging for a while, with him still inside of her. But then it was to much and she couldnt hold the sobs escaping her mouth anymore.

"Shh, its okay"- he said and slipped out of her but as soon as she felt the lost, she pressed her body to his, resting her head on his chest, sobbing . He took the blanket to cover their naked bodies and held her tight, it hurt so much to hear nothing but her painful sobs, to feel her broken heart and it broke his a little more, each second but he couldnt do nothing more than hold her , not daring to say a word, affraid that he couldnt stop his own sobs going out, so He stroked her back and shh-ed her until she started to slow down her crying... "Its okay, It will be okay"- he said but instead of calming her, to made her cry even harder but she damn knew it would not be okay. She cried until she felt dumb, she was empty, there were nothing in. All she could feel , all she wanted to feel was him, he being there, with her.

"Sleep Emma, its fine"- he told her, damn him. He could feel that she was exhasted not only sated but emotionally exhasted, yet affraid of sleeping, affraid of letting go. She gasped a little in surprise when he started singing, singing for her... a lullaby song. "My mother sang this to me when I was scared, now sleep , Im here"

Somewhere over the rainbow,
way up high,
in a dream that you dream of,
once in a lullaby,
oh somewhere over the rainbow,
bluebirds fly,
and the dreams that you dream of
dreams really do come true

"My mother sang to me when i was little too, even when Henry disappeared"- she said softly, her throat hurt for all the moaning and sobbing. And he kept singing, the first time she did not want to fall asleep, she wanted to listen to him but the second time he started the song, she felt herself relaxing, with his voice in her ears and his warmth against her body, she finally let go and felt the land of dream taking over.

-...-...-...-...

She woke up abruptly and breathed again when she felt him beside her. She was asleep for not more than 2 hours, she was affraid of losing one single second, she just needed him.

"Its alright, love. Im here, everything is fine"- he said, clearly not being able to sleep himself. He kissed her forehead and played with her hair. And she kissed his neck, one single little peck against his skin and then another and another, becoming open mouth kisses and licking and sucking. She moved and he let go of her, taking the blanket down she kneel beside him and kept pressing her opened mouth against his collarbone and chest, licking and sucking his nipples, He moaned loudly pressing against her , grabbing her golden hair between his fingers. She needed to do this and he would be dammed if he didnt let her take his body. She slowly started her path down, his stomach and hips to finally get where she wanted to be the most. She grabbed his already hard cock in her hand and stroked him up and down a few times, making his moan and held into the sheets, not long after she leaned down licking the inside of his length, later sucked the tip of his erection and licked again, she took him all the way in, into her mouth, dripping him with her wetness and then she licked him again, over and over, making him gasp, moan and groan, saying praise things to her but she was to focus to even remember them. Next she started sucking him, hard and fast, licking and sucking again, taking him until the head touched the back of her throat, tasting the cum slipping slightly from his tip, her hands and neils squeezing and scratching his tights.

"Emma, love, if you want more than this stop. Stop, Im so close"- he sounded so wrecked and made Emma wetter, god she wanted him, she needed him so much but she didnt stop, she kept sucking until she could hear him moanin hard and jerking against her mouth and she knew his was close and she worked harder on him until she felt him pulsing into her mouth, his seed running down and she took it, she took all he had, all of his seed inside of her body.

When there were nothing left, she looked at him, he looked so wrecked and slowly their gaze met and god, it was always make her feel butterflies, just like the first time, she moved up after kissing the tip, his stomach and then his lips and he didnt doubt in deepen the kiss, tasting himself in her tongue.

"Felt good?"- she asked him with grin because she already knew the answer

"Amazing"- it was he could say, still trying to catch his breathe. Soon enough he kissed her again –"You are amazing" he kissed her neck and his hand travelled the way down, between her legs, barely touching, she moaned and spread her legs for him and he tested her wetness . – "Bloody hell, you are wet... How can you be this wet"- he said breahtless

"You"- was all that came out of her mouth and he didnt hesitate and slidded one finger inside of her warmth, pumping it in and out and she cried out. He knew her body was well, as no other ever would. He leaned down sucking her breast as he added a second finger, making her wetter, if that was possible. She held his hand , bring his mouth to hers and he would still taste himself in her.

"Oh, I need to taste you"- He moved down, making his way down slowly, tasting all her skin in this travelling and she closed her eyes and cried out when he was suddenly there and licked her folds, a grin into his face and he kept going; sucking her lips and clit over and over, making her feel desperate for more, much more, all of him. She grabbed his hair into her hand when she felt his tongue teasing her entrance and before she could say a word, he was inside and Oh dammit! The things he did to her body. Arching his tongue and going as deep he could, opening her legs wider as he squeezed her tights. She was close, oh so damn close and she felt empty when he moved out but soon after, he was filling her with 2 fingers and then another , his tongue and mouth now working on her clit, sucking, licking, bitting, his fingers curving just right, hitting her there, in the sweet spot and seconds later, it happened again. The wave of pleasure hitting her, like the very first time but even so much better, running from head to toes, she couldnt hold the moan "ahhh" and he felt like smiling, he loved feeling her esqueezing him, her walls pressing around his fingers, making her feel good, making her forget and enjoy. He was hard rock again, he could get enough of her, of them , like this... If there was one thing he could wish, it would be for the world to stop and to be with her like this, taking all of her and giving all of himself in return.

They kept going, not wanting to waste any second, he was inside of her again, taking her from behind, making her feel every inch of him in her and after her third climax, he turned her around and they came together again. They would be sore for sure, but they couldnt stop, they needed this so bad. They felt sleep for a while after the mind blowing love-making but neither wanted to let go.

-...-...-...-...-...-

They stayed in bed, holding each other , affraid that the time has come. He tried to move out of the bed but she didnt let go of him and he stayed some long time but then it had to happen and even if it broke her heart she didnt stop him anymore.

He went to the kitchen after they both got dressed in silence, leaving her sitting on the edge on the bed, looking into nothing.

"I made you some tea, love. You should eat something"- he said from the door but she just looked at him and then looked at the wall again, not word , not expression on her face. "Emma"- he walked to her and held her hand guiding her to the table. She drank some of her tea, still silence between them. Until he decided he need to say something. "I love you, you have to know that. You have to remember it, Emma"- she moved her head and just looked at him . –"Emma, please"

"What do you want from me? What do you want me to say, Killian?"- she snapped, her voice shaking at the end

"I want you to try to understand why Im doing this, why I HAVE to do this"

"Because you cant let go of your past, and getting yourself killed in search of revenge is more important than me... yeah, I get it"

"Dont you dare to say that!"- he stood up from the table –"I love you more than anything and thats why I have to go. You have believe in me, you have to keep faith that I will come back to you, I will always come back to you"

"Take me with you, we can do this together. Maybe we will find Henry"

"No! You are a princess, its too dangerous . He´s got magic, theres nothing you can do"

"You are such hypocrite!"- she stood up and faced him – "What about you! What the hell will you do, he is the dark one! You think you can get close to him before he is crushing your heart!"

"Im a pirate, remember? Im bloody good at surviving and"- he changed the tone of his voice –"Destiny has some twisted way but somehow I know that if we are meant to be together, we will find a way, keep faith on us, love"

"Its easy for you saying it, you are the one leaving! While I will have to stay here, waiting for you... what, months, years? The rest of my life!?"

"I will come back"

"Killian, please"

"I have to do this, for you, for your family, for us, for my bother, for me... please, try to understand"

"For us, for me?!"

"If I take you with me, if you leave everything behind, you will never be completely happy and you will hate me for taking everything from you, sweetheart"

"I hate you!" – she felt tears forming again, damn! wouldnt they never stop? –"You came here , made me love you, made me happy, you made yours and now you are leaving me, breaking my heart and abandoning me"

"Im doing this to protect you, He will come back, this isnt over"

"If you leave, dont come back. If you leave me again, dont expect for me to wait for you, We are done"- she said, trying to hold back her sobbing. He walked closer to her, kissed her cheek and hugged her. She closed her eyes, breathing him in. She pulled away.- "I hate you for doing this to me, I hate you for making love you"- He pulled her against him, crashing her mouth against his and they kissed hard and passionated, until they couldnt take it anymore.

"I love you, Emma. I love you so much"- he pressed his lips against hers again, staying still, wanting to freeze the moment.

"I hate you"- she said once they break apart but couldnt help to hug him again, tight. One single sob coming out and tears falling down–"I love you"

"I know and I love you"- he turned around, not daring to look back and he walked away, leaving his heartbroken princess behind.

This was goodbye, this was the last time Princess Emma would ever see Captain Jones.