A/N: OMG 30 already and Im not done with this yet…

Its been 10 days since he left and Emma felt so sad, empty, broken...It was even worse than the last time because even if they said goodbye, she knew why he left and he was not coming back... Where was he? What was he doing, what was he planning? Was he dead already? Was he ever coming back?- All of those questions danced in her head over and over and nothing, she couldnt answer a thing... Oh Killian, why?

She had tried to talk to her parents to explain, to beg them to listen to her, to try to understand but they wouldnt, they didnt trust Killian and either believe he ever cared about the princess at all. She didnt know what else to do, so she decided she had no choice but do something herself, maybe if she saw him again, maybe she could stop him from doing something stupid, he would never put her in danger, he wouldnt abandon her away from home, maybe that was the only thing she could do.

She spent the last 8 days trying to sneak out of the big castle, but of course, her parents didnt trust her... she was such improper rebel princess suddenly and the guards and knights, well everyone was certainly more than focus on their duties, focus on the ins and outs of the place, who came in, who went out, everyone was paranoid with the Dark One´s last appearence and everybody, they werent good at pretending, had an eye on the princess. She had to find a way, she had to get to him, to save him, even if she got killed in the way. She rather die than never seeing him again or even worse never knowing what happened to him, even if he was dead or if he just moved on and forgot her. She believed he wouldnt but time and fears would over come her at one point and she would start doubting and she didnt want to live that, not way. That was not living at all.

-...-...-...-...-

"Emma, how are you doing?"- Elsa asked her when she came to visit her friend. Emma was lucky, Elsa, Tink, Anna and Belle came to check on her those last days after the ball, and comforted her, as much as they could, after Killian left.

"I dont know, I really dont even know anymore"

"Oh Emma. Im so sorry. You cant lose hope, you will find a way, you have to believe"- She said softly and Emma raised her eyebrows

"You sound alot like Anna today, did you know that?"- they both laughed, and oh its been days since she last laughed but still the ache in her heart was stronger and deeper.

"Its the truth... If its true love..."

"I love him and He loves me, I know that. I just wish my parents would try to understand"- Emma sighed

"Well its difficult for them, after what happened to Henry , you are all they have and they want to protect you"

"I dont want their protection! I want their help!"- she snapped –"Im not even asking for their approval to marry him, I just want them to save his life... They are such hypocrite, they talk so much second chances, about seeing the good in people and they can do in everyone but him! Even Regina!"-

"Emma... maybe they cant do a thing, going after the Dark One is too risky"

"I hate them! I never thought I would feel this way about my parents. They dont even care about me..."- tears rolled down from the princess´s face and Elsa caressed her arm

"You dont, you are just upset and angry and its fine... What you told them the last time didnt help for you, though"

"I just couldnt take it anymore..."

"Emma, honey, please, you have to listen to me, to us, we love you. We want the best for you"

"Im not asking much, mother. Why cant you undertand me"

"We do, sweetheart. We understand how you feel but I also know about pirates, they are not trustworthy"- her father said

"I dont care about pirates, I only care about him. And father, you know him...You even liked him"

"I thought I did but It was my mistake... I was a fool"

"All because he made the mistake to fall in love with me? I was the one who went after him"

"He helped to kidnap Eric and he was planning on kidnapping you, Emma"

"What?! What are you talking about? Thats insane"- what did that come from?

"BlackBeard was his alied and he told Ariel"

"Killian hates BlackBeard, he would never do something with him! And you believe him rather than Killian and ME!"

"I believe what Ariel said and saw"

"If he truly loved you, he wouldnt leave, honey"- her mother spoke again

"You really dont understand his reasons and I dont know what to say anymore"- There it was, Emma lost the will to even try with them anymore.

"You will forget, you will get better and you will find the man that truly loves you. You will find love"- Snow said, with hope in her eyes

"I dont want, I CANT love someone else! You really think that I will forget this? I will just pretend this never happened and find the perfect prince!?"

"You are still an innocent young princess"-

"Im young but Im not a little girl, and Im not innocent anymore, Im his and I will be his forever"

"What that supossed to mean?!"- David asked

"You know what it means"- She looked at both of them, suddenly. She didnt care anymore, she wanted to hurt them like they were hurting her, she wanted them to know.

"Emma!"

"I love him and I gave him all I wanted to, my heart over my body. Yes, I gave my maidehead to him"

"Oh Im going to kill him!"

"Oh my god, Emma"- Snow said, horrified

"They really think they can make me marry some prince and forget Killian like he didnt mean a thing, like nothing happened... They believed in rumors and pirates over us!"- tears of anger, hurt and dissapointment rolled down

"They are really blind but just give them time, they will see"

"Thats what Killian and I dont have, time" Emma said, her voice breaking at the end

"You should eat something, Emma"- she put the plate of food close to them and Emma stood up and went running to the bathroom and later came back, cleaning her mouth. Elsa raised her eyebrows- "You are not pregnant, are you?"

"God, no!- I havent eaten in days,I dont want to even look at food right now"- She sound disgusted

"Yes, you are right but you should try to eat something"- Emma sat in the bed with her friend again but the food was left behind.

"I just need a way to sneak out of here, thats all I need. You have to help me, Elsa"

Smell of roses, room full of candles, the necklace landing between her breasts. He thrusted inside of her, hard and long and Oh god... Im close, Im close, Killian Oh. And She came harder as ever, he kept thrusting, making it last for her and she joined in the perfect pace. It was always like that, so good, so magical. Her walls started to slow down their squeezing and he was still hard and moving, deep and hard and oh god, it was so amazing, it was almost to much.

"Killian , I- Oh god"

"Oh Emma, you feel so perfect"

"Oh please, Killian I c"- It was too much, too sensitive and he kept thrusting over and over, hitting right there...and dear lord, So close, so good

"Yes, you can. Come on, Emma"- he said, his voice was wrecked and breathless but it didnt stop his wild pace, slamming into her again and again, his fingers circling her clit.

"Oh, dear god"- she came again, with so much force , higher than before. Her walls squeezing him tight and he kept moving, driving home and again, his moans deep and husky, he was close too. –"Come for me, Killian"- she squeezed her walls around him intentionally, knowing too well what it did to him, it worked every time and with that, he came , moaning wildly and screaming her name. His seed filling her,creating the awesome sensation everytime and she closed her eyes, proud because that seed was meant for her, only for her.

"Crap, I am pregnant"

A/N: short but neccesary. What is coming next is way better, Im excited!