"Crap, I am pregnant"- Emma sais shocked. Elsa stood up, wide opened eyes

"What!- You are?"

"What the hell Im going to do!"- Emma walked away from the bed and grabbed a book a throw it over the wall – "What Im going to do?! I hate him!"- tears forming in her eyes, her voice started shaking –" How could he do this to me and leave! Leave me alone... with a child"- she started sobbing and fell into her knees on the floor. Elsa ran to her and held her in her arms, caressing her hair.

"Its going to be okay, Emma. You will be okay"- She said with sweetness in her voice but instead of comforting Emma, It only made her cry even harder, because it shouldnt be Elsa, it should be him, he should be comforting her, holding her in his arms and `It will be okay´ She so damn well knew it wouldnt be. It was just getting worse and worse. It took quite a while for the sobs and tears to ease in her chest and Elsa pulled away, guiding her to the bed.

"What Im going to do, How Im supossed to do this, alone?"- Emma asked, the ache in her heart seemed only to grow, how could this happen, why it had to happen to her?

"You are not alone, you have friends and your parents... and him, he will come back, Im sure. Dont lose hope"- Elsa was really trying because she didnt know what to say. It made Emma laugh.

"I only need one person and he is not here and maybe, he will never be again... How can I do this? How can I be a mother? How can I love or take care of someone else when I can not do with myself, when I feel empty. How can I be good for this child when Im dead inside?"- so many questions, so many possibilities, so many fears and alone, she was alone, just when she thought she couldnt need him more. ` God Killian , I miss you. Where are you?´

"Are you sure you are pregnant? You said no, a moment ago"- Elsa asked her friend, to make sure that it was real before they panicked

"Yeah, I am. When you asked me I said no but then I kept thinking and making numbers, and yeah, I hadnt had my period for almost 2 months now... The last time was before my birthday ball, when Neal came to the castle"

"But how? I thought you were taking care of it?"

"I was, but I ran out of it and we had to spend days with having proper sex and Ruby brought me some more that night but with the ball, Neal, Zelena and the surprise he made for me in our place. He was so sweet and caring, and as soon as he started touching me, I gave in. He always had that power on me, I couldnt think just get lost in him. Oh that was so stupid! What Im supossed to do now? How will I be a mother?"

"It wont be easy but you will learn and your child is going to be give you the strenght. It will teach you how to smile, laugh and love again, Emma"- Elsa caressed her shoulder, earning a little smile from Emma, who for the first time dared to touch her flat belly... a baby, she was having a baby, and not just any baby but his, his blood mixed with hers, being one. Maybe it wouldnt be so bad, she would have something of him, forever. Oh god, she needed him so bad.

A baby... No, She wouldnt let her baby to grow up without its father, its daddy. She smiled at the thought of a beautiful little kid running and calling for its daddy and jumping into Killian´s arms. That was a happy picture and she wouldnt let someone or something take it from her, from them, three of them now.

"I have to find him, Elsa. If he knows he will come back and stay with us. We will be a family"- her hand protecting their child. The product of their love.

"Yes, I know. Well talk with your parents and Im sure they will help now"- she said with a big smile but only let Emma thinking.

"No, I cant do that"

"What do you mean?"- she asked, confussed

"I can not talk to my parents, they wont understand, they wont want to help me, Elsa"- she said with pain.

"What, Its not like they dont know you had sex with him anyway, why wouldnt they help you?"

"You dont understand. You havent talked to them, they dont believe us, they dont want Killian for me. I´ve seen the look in their eyes when I told them I gave my maidenhead to him, a pirate. If I tell them Im carring the pirate´s bastard, They will probably send to kill him themself"

"Emma... Are you serious? This is Snow and Charming we are talking about. They would not do such a thing"- Elsa understood her friend being upset with her parents but they doing something like that, it was just no possible.

"Well, I cant trust them now, How can I? I believed they only want for me to be happy, they would help me but they didnt. They think He wanted to kidnap me for god´s sake! They wont send for him, they will want for me to find another prince or whoever wants to take me and hide all this and Im not going to do that. I would never do that. I have to find him, I will do whatever it takes to get to him, to see him, to tell him. You have to help me, Elsa, please"

"You are pregnant, are you saying you still want to sneak out of the castle and go to look for him?

"I dont have any choice, I will be okay. Will you help me or not?"

Its been more than 2 weeks since she found out she was pregnant and even if it was a shock first and still continue to be scary, she learn how to deal with it, and for some strange reason she felt she already loved the baby. She was probably only 2 months, she couldnt see or feel a thing but knowing that a little one was growing inside of her made her feel good, and she loved it already because it was made of love, true love. Thinking if it would be a little girl or a little boy, blonde or dark hair, green or blue eyes was probably too early but she couldnt help to find herself doing just that when she was laying on her bed, after crying and thinking of him. Killian... Its been almost a whole month since he left, since she last saw him. She closed her eyes and prayed for him to be okay, to hold on until she could find him, so they could be together and he would meet his child. She didnt believe he would be mad or upset of it, he loved her and he wouldnt abandon her with his baby. They would be together, they would be a family. They would find a place to live or maybe even stay on his ship, they would have the life they always daydreammed of. They would have their happy life together, their happy ending.

"Rose, I need you to find something for me. Can you?"- Emma asked her maiden when she was bringing her some food to her room. She spent most of the time in her bedroom , in the kitchen with her friend or in the garden, she barely saw her parents around. She didnt want to see them, it always reminded her that they didnt want to help her and she missed him more.

"Yes, Emma what is it?". Rose was Emma´s age and She was in the castle for over 10 years, the princess was always nice to her, it was easy to be friends.

"A pendal. My mother keeps it on the little green box in her bedside table."

"Okay, I will do my best"

"And Rose, It has to be today. Today Im leaving and I need that pendal"

"I know you are running away, Are you sure?"

"Im, I have to do this. Thank you for helping me, you are a great friend. I hope you dont get in trouble"

"Why do you need it so bad, What is it for? And Dont worry about me, I am worried about you"

"I...because Im pregnant and it tells you the gender of your child.."

"What! You are with child! Oh Emma" – she hugged her, not completely sure if it was good or bad thing.

"Its okay. We will be okay, we just need to find daddy"- she said stroking her belly

"Okay, I will get it for you as my present for you baby. Meet you in your bedroom after dinner, okay?"

"I will have everything ready and wait for you"

-...-...-...-...-

"Are you ready, Emma?"

"Yes"- she sighed and covered her belly- "Im ready"

"Oh,wait. I got what you asked for"- Rose took the pendal out of her pocket and gave it to Emma. –"I will wait for you in the kitchen, wait a while, okay?"

"Yes, Thank you, so much!- I will always remember what you have done for me, for us"- she hugged Rose tightly and she was left alone in her bedroom. She looked around, this would be the last time she was in there...She took a deep breath, and looked at her belly, where her hand landed ... "Okay, baby lets see"- she took the pendal between her fingers and it started moving. She smiled wide, tear rolling down.`Oh Killian if you were here... Soon, we will meet again soon´

"Okay, Little Girl, lets find daddy"

A/N: Its a girl! - Lets see how this goes, shall we?!- HAPPY NEW YEAR! (or happy last day of 2014) Lets hope for the world to be a better place this 2015... alot of Captain Swan happy moments, coffee and I love you´s... Thanks for reading xoxoxo