A/N: THIS ONE WAS HARD TO WRITE. FEEL YOURSELF WARNED IF YOU ARE TOO SENSITIVE, IM FEELING EMOTIONAL MYSELF.

Its been a week since Emma finally found a way to sneak out of the castle. She would be forever thankful to Rose and Elsa for helping her, to find a way out and her princess friend gave her some gold and some instructions so Emma knew where to go or what to do to get as far away as possible, she knew her parents would go after her and try to bring her back home.

She took a ship that brought her to a small village far away from the world she lived in, everything was so different and then, in the darkness of the night, alone with a baby to protect, she feared. She dreammed so many times about the freedom of the life outside the big castle but she never imagined she would be alone, she never imagined the world could be so big, so lonely, so scary. She curled up around herself protecting her baby, from the cold and any other danger that could come to them, maybe...maybe it was a mistake to leave like that, maybe she should had listened to her friends, maybe it was too risky but she couldnt bare the idea of staying on the castle with a baby waiting for him to come back, she knew it was probable he would never . If she didnt stop him, he would die without knowing they were having a child, a little girl. She had not choice, she closed her eyes and prayed, deeply for him to be okay, for him to find them, for the danger to stay out of her way. With the light of sun again, everything seemed better, lighter, she smiled hugging her still flat belly and got ready to face another day. She had to find him, she had to find him fast.

She had no much idea how to deal with ordinary people, especially not being an originary person herself but she tried her best, dealing with men, drunks and pirates was a different thing but she had to that, she had to do whatever it took to find him, to protect her child. She got the instructions of how to find a pirate, someone who would help her to search for Killian.

"I need a word with the captain, please"- She said when she got in to the port where the ship was landing.

"What do you want with the captain, wench"

"Im not a wench, I have a business to offer . He will want to hear me out, now call him"- She was harsh and determinated, she had to be, otherwise she would be in so much trouble.

"And who is this?"- the pirate coming to her, asked.

"Are you the captain? I will only talk to the captain"

"I am, the captain. I asked your name"

"It doesnt matter, I have something that you might be interested in"

"What is that?"

"What pirates want...gold"

" Uh And what do you want?"- he asked, examining her up and down, then looking at ther eyes, searching for something but she was doing just the same.

"I need to find someone, I want you to lead me to him"

"And who is that?"- Emma hesitated on telling him, she didnt even want to tell him her name, she didnt know if she should trust a pirate, surely not and something inside of her told her she should go away but she needed to move forward and it was only probably fear, she couldnt coward up now. –"How Im supossed to search for someone or something that I dont know about, lass?"- he had a point, she needed to tell him.

"Captain Jones, Captain Killian Jones. I need to find him"- the man smiled a little.

"Oh him... you are searching for Jones"- he looked surprised but interested.

"Is that a problem, can you help me or not?"- she asked, too harshly but she couldnt look weak.

"Yes, If you have what I want, I will take the deal... you still havent told me who you are, and what do you want Jones for"

"Thats isnt of your bussines, or ours. You know what you need to know."

"Okay, fine. You are lucky, We are leaving in 2 hours"

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She gave the captain pirate some of the gold she had, she was naive and didnt have much experience on the world but she wasnt stupid enough to give him all the price and go on a ship full of pirates...pregnant. She told him she would give him the rest when they find the captain of the Jolly Roger, half of it buried on the town they left and the other half what Killian would give, she knew he had gold with him, he was a pirate too. She knew they wanted the gold badly and it was a lot of it, so for now she was sure they wouldnt dare to touch her or try to hurt her.

She spent 5 days on the water with them before getting nowhere near the next port , where they would go for food and some drinks and stuff. She felt the deep need to get out of that ship. Damnit , Killian. Where are you!? .

"You are beautiful, did someone tell you that?"- One of the crew told her, in a flirty mode

"Everyday"- She didnt even look at him

"Maybe, we can have some fun... the captain said we couldnt touch you but I guess it would be okay if you touch me, besides he doesnt need to know"

"I dont think so, thanks. Besides, dont you fear your captain, even a little?"

"Why do you ask ?"

"The captain I know would kill anyone who didnt obey him, he is a fearsome one"- she said, well she only saw Killian angry a few times, never with her, but for what she´d heard and even things he told her, she knew he could to control a crew.

"BlackBeard is the most fearsome pirates of all, of course, but I will take my chance to have some fun with you"- he said, getting a little closer. BlackBeard!- wha, she was in BlackBeard´s ship?! – Emma moved away, suddenly panicked ran all over her body.

"What do you mean BlackBeard?"

"Have you gotten yourself on a pirate´s ship and you dont even know the captain´s name?"- he laughed. Damnit, Emma. How could you be so stupid!- BlackBeard of all of pirates!? Well, not that she knew so many but, him!? –"Is there a problem? Do you have a problem with him?"

"No, I just didnt want it to be personal, so I didnt ask the name but I´ve heard some tales about him"- Since she didnt gave her name, she didnt ask either. How can you be damn stupid! It was just a pirate, another pirate. She only cared and wanted to find one but she ended up in her lover´s worst enemy. This was bad, really bad. She needed to get out of there, NOW!

"Oh, all those things you´ve heard... reality is way worse. See you, around. And... you kow where to find me if you change your mind"- He smiled and walked away. Crap, damnit to hell. What the fuck Im going to do now!?

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She spent almost 24 hours, counting the seconds to land on port, didnt close her eyes for an instant. She needed to get away, she needed to run. Could she? BlackBeard hated Killian, why would he take her to him? Why would he take his enemy´s gold? Maybe he knew who she was and was kidnapping her. Maybe He knew Killian would want her back and was planning on use her. Maybe he wanted to get Killian and once they find him, he would get him to do as he asked because he knew Emma was important to him. Maybe He was planning on kill her infront of her pirate. Oh God, What if he knows she is pregnat, with the pirate´s child!?. This could only get worse, she needed to run, fast.

She was sitting on the table, trying to eat something before she left, she needed to be okay, her baby needded for her to take care of them both. She looked around suddenly she started to feel that some of the man looked at her in peculiar way, watching her closely, she should had known better, damnit. She started to feel sick again and she ran to the trash but it was just nausea, it happened alot lately.

"Are you okay?" One of the pirates asked her

"Yeah, yeah. Im just sick of the sea, I need to land firm ground already. " she lied her best

"you arent pregnant , are you?" hell

"No! Im just I need to some air, not use to sail"= she left her dishes on the sink and left to the deck, she really didnt need for them to find out, she would get into more trouble, things would be worse, if it was possible.

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She played it cool, as much as she could. She wasnt good at lying but you have to be good when your life and your child´s safety is on the line. When they finally, finally got on port, she said she would go to buy some women stuff and she walked away, as fast she could, trying to find somewhere to hide of run.

"Are you going somewhere"- she heard someone asked, and she knew that voice. Suddenly her heart started beating fast and everything seemed so far away. She stayed still and slowly turned around.

"Are you following me?"- she asked. Damnit she was in a long long alley –" I thought you had things to do"- her voice was shaking, she couldnt hide the fear in her eyes.

"You know who I am"- BlackBeard said suprised and walked to her –" You are his whore... You know who I am to him"- he laughed and kept walking, he had a dangerous look in his eyes and she slowly moved her hand to the knife she took from home, she was really good a sword fighting, her father and Killian helped with that, she couldnt carry a sword but a big knife was okay.

"Were you trying to run... from me"- he kept moving and she stepped back, there was not need to pretend anymore, he knew that she knew.

"What do you want?"- She asked, trying to earn some time, to think what to do , praying that someone would come, maybe Killian would come.

"You are coming with me and I will make sure you find you pirate"- he laughed again,( evil laugh) –"He will happy to see you, Im sure... And I will be thrilled to kill you in front of his eyes"

"Im not going with you!"- What the hell was she supossed to do!- Suddenly She was against the wall, his hands on her neck, she couldnt escape.

"You rather die here or some days from now, your choice"

"Im not gonna die!"- She kicked his balls and tried to run but he was fast and grabbed her dress and she fell into the ground with her knees and hands. He pulled her up and she finally grabbed her knife and she moved to stab him but he was fast again, (damn him) and she barely touched his stomach, she gained some time and she ran but soon after she felt the pull in her hair and the push against the wall. Suddenly the placed started circling down, the strong and deep pain in her head where she hit the wall and she fell down hitting the floor with force. `Oh god, pain, It hurts. It hurts. My baby. My little girl´. She covered her belly, trying to protect her, she felt liquit running down her tight but she didnt have time to think as she felt his presence close to her again.

"You will pay bitch"- He said, leaning down to her and she was faster this time and her knife hit his chest and she put all her force on it, fear and adrenaline running through her body. My baby, I have to protect my girl. He fell on the ground, close to her, shaking, wide opened eyes, and crying out in pain, blood... so much blood, and then he stayed still, his eyes closed. He was dead

It was until then when she covered her belly with both hands again and God, It hurts , so much. She started seeing lights and every sound faded away and she felt tired, her eyes were heavy and the darkness called her name.

-...-...-...-...-

"Oh thank god, Emma. You are awake". Her head and whole body hurt, she felt weak and numb, thirsty. Her friend gaved a little water and she finally came back to her sense.

"Ruby? What?"- she couldnt come to talk, she winced in pain.

"Its okay, you are okay. You are in my Inn. Victor and I came here because he got a job. We found you and He took care of you. Rest, we will talk later, you will be okay"- Ruby pulled her hair from her face and talked with a soft tone in her voice.

Suddenly Emma remembered why she felt like that, why her whole body hurt. She felt tears forming in her eyes at the memory. Everything happened so fast...

"Is..." – She touched her belly and searching for something. Tears rolling down her face and even with the pain she turned around, laying on her side, giving her back to light coming throught the window. She didnt need to ask, she didnt need the asnwer. She´d never seen that sadness in her friend´s eyes.

Her baby was gone.

A/N: Im so sorry, I had to do this for whats coming next. They will find each other and be happy again, soon enough, lets hope.

I hope you dont hate me (to much) nor stopping reading.