"Im sorry, Emma. I"-
"Shhh, dont talk. Dont say anything, just hug me, just hold me"- she said after they broke the kiss, her forehead pressing against his and he didnt doubt on doing what she asked, hugging tight for a long moment. – "Lets lay in the bed"- she said next and moved the cover so he would rest his body on the mattress after she helped him to take his coat and vest off, not even hasitating when it came to touch or handle the hook in his left arm. He felt awkward about it and tried to move away –"I dont care about your hand or hook, as I never care about you being a pirate"- she said with a little smile- "Let me" and he did, he couldnt say not with her pleading eyes looking at him like that, especially not in that moment, after everything that happened to them. She moved so his back was on the bed while she took his shoes and socks off, to later take her dress too and joining him with her undergown. Her head resting into his chest and his arm around her, holding her tight, as she needed, as they both needed so badly.- "Killian... I just"
"Shhh, dont. Dont talk, dont think. Just feel Emma. Sleep, love. Im here, with you"- she smiled against his chest and held him tighly. And she let go, finally sleeping tight with her body against his. Oh Lord, She hadnt sleep that well and deep in ... well pretty much 13 damn long months...since they last slept together before her parents ball.
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She woke up to find the light of the sun coming throught the window and an empty place in her bed, she sat up scared that it was all a dream, he wasnt back but she breathed again when she spotted his coat resting on the chair beside the bed.
"Oh, You woke up" – he pouted, walking to the bed with breakfast. She couldnt help the wide smile in her face, Oh my... she didnt even remember how it felt to smile that big, but it was so easy with him. Smiling for him, because of him.
"I thought it was dream, that you never came back"- she said with sadness.
"Im so sorry, Emma , I didnt mean to upset you"- he apologised
"I know, Its okay... Hmm that looks good"- she said and he laughed. O. M.G. she missed his laugh so bad, she missed him so bad...This was like a dream, a beautiful dream.
"I hope it tastes as good as it looks"- he questioned the food.
"Hey, our food is just fine!"- she said offended –" But Im not really much of a breakfast person"
"You lost weight since I last saw you, Love. You have to eat"
"But Im not hungry"- she protested
"For meee?"- He pouted again and Gosh, how could he be such a child! – How the hell could he be the fearsome captain and so cute at the same time...!
"What will you do for me then?"- she laughed. It felt so good to be like that, so natural, but they both knew there was still alot of talking to do but for now, this was good enough.
"Whatever you ask, I will anything for you, my Swan"- he put the food on her lap and got the red rose before her eyes. And she gasped, tears forming on her eyes... A red rose
"Aww, I still have the one you left in my bed"- tears rolled down her face
"Im sorry, I didnt mean to make you sad or bring bad memories"
"No! Its a good thing, you kept your word. You said you would come back and you did, no matter how much time it took"- she smiled and he wipped her tears and caressed her face
"Okay, Now eat something, please"- he used his sweetest voice and how the hell she could refuse to that. She nodded and took a piece of bread after placing the rose on the beside bed table. Killian was sitting next to her legs and she fed him some of it too.
"Umm, wow, thats good. I will have to get some more for me"- he said with a smile
"Dont!"- she stopped him from leaving –" Im not gonna eat all this, we can share"- she took another piece and led it to his mouth but this time he didnt only took the food in but also her fingers, and moaned around them. Suddenly the air in the room changed, desire flame started growing inside of her. Oh was that the way it used to feel like? She slowly took her now wet fingers from his mouth. Oh the desire, the wanting, the need... she missed that too. He felt the exact same thing and swallowed the food and took a fruit with his fingers and put it in her mouth . hmm eating like that, it was for sure fun... Who said she wasnt a breakfast person?- "Uhmm this is good, want some?"- she said with her full mouth
"Yeah, but I think I want it from you"- he said a sexy tone of voice and there it was again, desire, full deep desire. He moved and crushed his mouth to hers, taking the food into his mouth –"hmm that did taste good"- he smirked and then leaned again, his tongue licked the juice of the fruit from her lips but that time, she didnt let him go away, grabbing his head to deepen the kiss, his tongue in her mouth, tasting each other with the mix of food... "Oi, you bit me!"- he said after pulling away, touching his hurt lip
"Sorry, You taste so good"- she smiled shyly –"Its been a while"- she caressed his swollen botton lip
"Tell me about it"- he smirked and kissed her again and Gosh, she wanted more, she needed more but no, it was too soon. She was scared, she couldnt.
"I think I need to go to work now before Ruby comes here herself"- she raised her eyebrows.
"Yeah, We do not want that"- he took the food off of her lap – "Promise me you will feed yourself"- he made puppy eyes and she giggled... Fucking hell , she giggled again
"Promise, Captain"- they both smiled
"Okay, I should go then"
"Go?"- she panicked –"Where, where are you going?"- she grabbed his hand
"Just to talk to my crew, I didnt come back last night. I guess they know I found you but I need to talk to them"- he said and leaned to kissed – "Dont worry, Love. Im not going anywhere"- she kissed him this time.
"When you will be back?"- Damn! Why she sounded like a scared child!
"I will make sure things are okay, I will be here to have lunch"- he pecked on her lips –"To make sure, my swan eats something"- he smiled, so did she. –"Okay?"
"Yes, I know you will come back"- she said looking at his eyes – "Im gonna miss you"- she kissed him again.
"I love you, Emma"
"I love you"
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"Oh. My. God.! I love this man, so much"- Ruby said excited –"Is this the old Emma that I loved so much?"- as her friend walked to the Inn
"Sorry, the old Emma is gone"- she meant it but still kept a little smile on the corner of her lips
"Hmmm but I do know that smile. Did you make love?!"- she was really excited
"Ruby, Damn, you are the worst"- she laughed
"You are laughing, Oh Emma!"- she sounded like a proud mother
"I did laugh over those months"- she rolled her eyes at her silly friend
"Only because I forced you, but this is genuine. Oh I really love him!"
"Hey, he is mine!"- she joked
"Oh dear God, I love him so much. Watch out, I might take him from you"
"You couldnt even if you tried your butt off, lady"- they both laughed and Ruby just hugged her
"This is awesome, seeing you like this!- But you didnt answer me, did you make love?"
"No!- We just saw each other after 13 months"
"Exactly! Thats what Im talking about!"- she exclaimed
"Ruby"- she rolled her eyes. Took a moment and sighed –"I missed him so much. Oh I love him so much"
"My point still stands"- she smirked
"It feels natural being with him, even if we only kissed a few times but we are just pretending, we have so much talking to do before things get normal, if they ever do"- she sighed again
"So much time happened, only time will make things good again. Just enjoy it, He is back. He came back to you. He loves you!"
"Does he?"- she looked down . Does he really?
"Wha-"- Rubby was cut with people coming to the Inn, and they had to work – "He came back for you, of course he loves you"- she said quickly
"Aha"- Emma nodded but there was something in her eyes.
"We will continue this later" – her friend told her and they moved away.
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"Ready for lunch?"
"Hey, You came back!"- she smiled
"Didnt I say I would?"- he asked with a beautiful smile in his face and she smiled back and nodded.
"Im ready but not here, lets go to my room"- she said and he grinned – "To have lunch, Im actually hungry"- he raised his eyebrows and she rolled her eyes –"for food!"-
They had a nice time, talking, joking and laughing while eating their lunch. It was so nice, like the old times but they still had to talk, they had not choice.
"You really dont want to go back home"- he asked
"I told you this is home"
"Emma"- he groaned –"you know what I mean"
"I cant, I cant go back there"
"Why?"
"Why! Are you serious!"- she yelled
"Dont you miss your place, your parents? Dont you wanna see your brother, after years?"
"I want to see him, badly but I cant go back there"- she sounded sad, she was sad.
"Your parents?"
"When you left, I told my father... I told them everything, that I gave my virginity to you and asked them for days for their help, I asked to send someone to get you, to help you"- Tears were filling her eyes again, she wasnt surprise about it anymore. Tears, uh, just more tears falling down.
"Oh, Emma. It wasnt their fault. It was me. I left, I failed you"- he said with guilt and pain.
"They didnt listen to me, they said you were planning on kidnap me!"- she laughed
"What!- I , I never"- he was shocked
"I know!- You are back and, with you here... I dont know, I dont hate them, you make me feel good, I cant explain it but for so long, I did resent them for not believing in me... If they had help me, I wouldnt had run and ..."
"You can not blame them, dont do this to yourself. You love them, they are your family. If you need to hate or blame someone, hate me"
"I did"- she confessed
"I know"- he swallowed hard, unable to look at her eyes – "You have every right"- the old self loathing but it was deeper, there was something more...
"I believed you left to get revenge, not matter how much I begged you not to leave, you didnt care"
"Swan, I"- she could see something that she didnt see before in his eyes. He was broken... Oh god, what it means?
"But when they said you were gone... It was a nightmare and I just wanted you back, I just needed you back"- he squeezed her hand, knowing that she wasnt finish – "When I realized that you were gone, forever. I could finally see that you didnt need revenge, you didnt choose to leave me over that, you wanted justice because the Dark One took a part of you, a part of your heart. When BlackBeard... killed her, when I found out she was gone, my only relief was that he was gone too, he paid, he wouldnt hurt someone else. I got some justice and when they said you were dead... I didnt have strenght to do something, not even for myself because they didnt take just a part of me, they took my heart out...but there was not night that I didnt cry or think of you, of you both and there was not night that I didnt promise you and her, that I would get justice, somehow, the time would come... And I just wanted you back, Once more time..."
"Im here, now"- he caressed her face
"You are"- she threw herself into his arms, and hugged him tightly.- "And I love you, I love you so much"
"I love you too, my princess"- he said softly
"Im not"- she pulled away abruptly –" Im not a princess anymore"- she said with a hard tone
"You will forever be my princess"
"I cant"- she said with tears -"I just , I cant"
"Its Okay, You are just Emma, like you alway were. My Emma. My Swan. My love"
"Yours, forever"- she smiled and hugged him again.
A/N: A little fluff? Was it good?- but just so you know, this isnt over, mates!- see you next time.