A/N: 40 CHAPTERS!

"Killian, I am pregnant"- she said, her eyes filled with fear and concern.

"Oh, Emma"- he took her under his arms, embracing her. Holding her tigth as she sobbed her lungs out of her. –"Shh, Its okay, you´ll be okay"- he said softly, trying to reassure her, stroking her back with his good hand. He could feel her heart breathing as fast as it seemed it would get out of her chest. It broke him deeply, but he didnt allow himself to break down, he had to be strong, he had to be there for her as he was not when she lost their baby. Her well-being was all that mattered to him in that moment.

He moved her to the bed, taking her into his lap, straddling his legs, her face buried into his neck, and they stayed like that... for what it seemed like hours, days, years. Not time or space matter, only them, there together . Her crying stopped, and she could feel her breathing going back to normal, but still she didnt want to move away, she didnt want to break the spell, to face the reality. What was next? What would happen? So many posibilities, and She feared deeply.

He held her tight, until he couldnt feel his legs anymore, but that didnt stop him. He wanted to hold her, forever. To live with her in his arms. He breathed her in, and cherished every second of her body pressed against him. He knew what it was to come, there was not other way, it pained him, badly but he had to do it.

"You have to leave"- he said, trying to keep his own tears at bay, and his voice unmoving. Emma pulled away from his hold and looked at him as he stood up too. sorrow, hurt, disbelief filled her expression.

"What!?"- she yelled

"Werent you taking care of it!?"- he asked, his tone harsher than he intented to " -How could this happen, Why, When?!"

"You really want for me to tell you HOW or WHEN!"

"Here, love"- He called her when she was arriving to the ship from the town. She walked toward him on deck- "Wow, Swan. You look stunning"- he said in totall awe of her.

"Do you like my new dress?"- she smiled shyly –"The woman from the store told me you had to leave and that Smee would walk me back. Is everything okay?"

"Yes, love. And its not the dress what I like the most"- he winked and moved to her –"Its what is under it... Especially what its covering"- he smirked, making her roll her eyes with a stupid grin as big as her stupid adorable pirate.

"Dont do I know it?"- she laughed –"You can never get enough"

"True, I cant never get enough of you...are you complaining?"

"Never, Its a good thing because I cant get enough of you either, Captain"- she kissed him briefly- "So why you left me?"- he stepped aside, allowing her appreacite his surprise –"Wow, thats"- she was opened mouth at the sigh of a romantic dinner table arranged for the two of them on deck.

"Like it?"

"This is for us? Here? Wouldnt you want some privace?"- she asked, well aware that his crew wasnt on the ship but they would come back eventually.

"I have everything planned, love. You think so little of me"- he moved away after he told her to wait there. He got up the archor and the ship started slowly moving.

"What are you doing?"

"Tonight is just us, my princess. Just you and me"- he wrapped his arm around her middle, bringing her closer to him- "I love you. Happy 2 years anniversary"

"I love you too,"- she smiled but then she took in his last words –"2 yea- Oh god, Killian, I totally forgot, Im so sorry"- she said, feeling guilty.

"Worry not, Swan. Its okay, I only remembered because I was calculating how long we will be on the water. And I made this for you, for us."- he smiled, her heart melt into his words, but overall the love in his eyes. She hugged him, after she kissed him. He wasnt there to celebrate their first anniversary, in fact he was dead to her. He couldnt erase all the pain over the year but he would try his best to make it for her.

They moved over the table, after he put some distance between the ship and the port. Just the two of them in the middle of the water, with the night sky full of stars as only witness. They ate, talking and joke over hours, enjoying the simplicy of some quiality time alone.

"Meeting you was the best thing ever happened to me, Emma. You changed my life, you saved my life"- he said, holding her against him.

"Ditto, Pirate. You are the best thing I could ever ask for, Killian. I love you so much."- she kissed him- "I need you"- kiss- "I want you"- kiss –"always"- kiss –"forever"

"I feel the same way, my love. I love you and I want you"-he kissed her this time- "I want you"- he said with husky tone of voice, sending shiver down her spine, gasping in anticipation –"I want to make love to you here"- he looked up, so did she –"Under the dark sky full of starst"- he kissed softly but she opened her mouth, turning the kiss into something more, need , want, yearning .

"I want to"- she said, against his mouth. And groaned as he pulled away.

"Let me"- he smirked, and moved below deck to come back with the biggest blacket his had and put in on the floor. Fixing for her to lie down on it, later- "Here, we can watch the starts together"- he said, grinning like a child- she smiled back and took her shoes off and sat on it.

Next he lied down and she snuggled into him, but the chance to watch the stars died when she turned into her side, covering half of his body with hers, and kissed him. Lazy, slowing, savouring him to soon after turned it passionated but still tender, still sweet make out. Undressing each other, slowly, kissing every single inch of the bodies.

Killian lied on his back as she stood up and let her dress fall down her body. She was wearing her corset and panties. He rolled them around, so she was pressed against the blanket as he worked on the rest of her clothes, very slowly undoing the laces of her corset to take it off, revealing her breasts,Once exposed he took inch one into his mouth, sucking it, wetting it with his saliva, earning a big moan from her- "Killian, please"- she wrapped his hair between her fingers. He moved down to leave her completely naked. His erection painfully restrained under his pants. He went back to her chest and sucked her –"You are so beautiful Emma"- he said, husky voice and kept working on her –"I will make you come as much as possible, that will be my present"- he said -"lets start like this. Come for me, love"- he sucked her breasts over and over, while his finger worked on the other one, his leg between hers. Rubbing himself against her core, making her gasp with the sweet friction. He covered leg rubbing her clit as he kissed her nipple hard and passionate. She feared that there would bruises on the morming but she wouldnt dare to stop it- oh, it felt so good. Killian Im close, Oh My God, dont stop, dont stop...

"Thats it , swan"- he said –" let go, give it to me"- and she came hard and slowly, her walls clencling over and over, as she cried out his name. – He kissed her forehead –" thats a good girl"- he gave her time to calm down as he kissed and worked on her neck, slowly, tasting her skin with his tongue.

She moved her hands to his belt and pants, still hard breathing, a mix of her last orgasm and the anticipacion and need to feel him, to get more.

"So eager, as always. Emma"- he grinned again her neck, to later sucked her earlobe and she moaned- "Oh. I need you"- she grabbed him in her hand –"all of you"-

"So do I, love"- he said as he slidded inside of her, staying still.

"Move please"

"I thought you wanted to watch the stars"- he said, she was still closed eyes, enjoying the feeling of him filling her, being part of her in the most amazing way possible. – "Open your eyes, or that wont be possible"

"Why dont YOU show me the stars"- she said –"Now, move, please!"- he laughed but obliged it, his eager , impatient swan. He slammend into her heat over and over until she came around him, moaning loudly, crying out his name over and over. It felt amazing, it was always amazing to have him inside of her. She would ever get enough of the delicious feel of him, all of him, and her, together, joined as one.

"Now, its your turn to watch the sky" – she said as she straddle his legs and sank into him, they both moaned at the feeling, her over sensitive wet heat wrapped around him. She started moving slowly –"Open your eyes, I want to watch as you watch the stars"- she said,and her movements fastned until she rode him to oblivion. His seed spilling inside of her, filling her amazingly warm.

"How long can we stay here, like this, alone"- she asked him, as she snuggled against his naked body.

He raised his eyebrows and smirked – "All night long, princess. Any plans?"-

"Maybe one or two"- she said as she moved down, her hands wrapping around his half hard length, stroked him hard.. over and over, then she took him into her mouth, the sensatio her wet saliva making him hard rock.

"Stop, Swan. I want to come inside of you"- he protested as he was close of the hight. She moved away and he stood up, sitting back on the table, Emma looked at him in confussion –"Come"- he moved her hand calling her –"Sit with me"- he smirked, and she smiled as she moved away- "I meant sit in me" he corrected himself, smirking. She sank back into him, the angle and her over sensitive flesh, making her moan out loud. Fucking, making love like that in the deck of the ship, naked in the middle of the ocean was the best arousing experience she had until that moment. He took her from behind until the reached the skies, and touched the clouds with their fingertips as he seed filled her once more.

They really really could get enough of each other and that night they didnt stop until they were absolutely spent, deliciously sated. The next day, they both were sore but they could care any less, wearing the widdest grin on their faces. It was the BEST anniversary celebration they could dream of.

"I was taking care of it"- she said but we were too long on the water and I ran out of my protection. I didnt think"- she explained. Killian closed his eyes in exasparation.

"I cant believe this is happening. You have to leave, Emma"

"Please, dont. I cant do this alone. Dont make me do this on my own again"- she begged.

"I wasnt there to protect you once, I have to do it now"

"This is about Aurora, isnt? Its because of her!"- she snapped.

"This is about you and the child, Swan!"- he yelled back. Everything was a mess, and there was not clean way out of it.

"The child? YOUR child!"- she said, anger seizing her. She was terrified, she couldnt do this alone, not again.

"You are leaving and the discussion is over"- he had to protect her, even if she hate him for the rest of her life. The Dark One was after him, if he did something to Emma... He shook trying to eliminate the dark thought. No, he wouldnt let that happen.

"You CANT leave me again"

"Im not."- he looked at her without blinking –" Its you the one who is leaving me"

A/N: will she actually leave? What will happen?- next chapter will give you some answers... ONLY 10 MORE CHAPTERS TO GO!- :p