Elsa suddenly felt two warm little things pressed on her lips: everything happened so fast that she realized, after a while, Miss Watson was kissing her …
WHAT THE HELL IS SHE DOING?! PLEASE STOP THAT MISS WATSON! WE … WE CAN'T!
The woman confirmed her kiss pushing harder her lips against the girl's ones.
NO PLEASE! … WE CAN'T DO THAT! PLEASE STOP! WHY AM I NOT PUSHING HER AWAY FROM ME? MY BODY SEEMS PARALYZED … AND I'M FEELING STRANGE!
Miss Watson pulled away her head with a big breath, an expression of guiltiest was printed on her face and then she continued looking Elsa's blue eyes with want: strange shadows were dancing behind her green eyes … She wasn't the woman Elsa knew, she was a complete stranger!
The two girls looked each other, breathing hard, trying to understand what was happening, but suddenly, without knowing the reason, Elsa started feeling her chest burning under the penetrating glance of Miss Watson …
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME? MY BODY IS BURNING AND MY LIPS SEEMS TO BE ON FIRE! I WAS TALKING WITH HER ABOUT MISTER WILLIAMS AND SUDDENLY… SHE KISSED ME?! GOD DAMN IT! AM I GOING TO KISS EVERY TEACHER OF THAT UNIVERSITY?! ELSA REGAIN! WHY MY BODY ISN'T MOVING?!
A warm hand caressed Elsa's cheek and suddenly everything went black into the girl's mind: she was totally lost into her dark green eyes which were full of a forbidden wish.
WHAT AM I DOING? WHY AM I MOVING TOWARDS HER?!
The girl bit her lower lip, trying to regain from her strange status, but that made the woman opening wide her eyes and with a hard breath, she pressed again her soft lips against the blonde's ones.
A little moan escaped from Elsa's mouth …
OH NOOO! NOT AGAIN! PLEASE! ELSA STOP THAT! …I … I … Can't move away from her … I'm feeling strange … The fire inside me is literary burning my chest and my lips!
Miss Watson's lips silenced all Elsa's thoughts making the kiss more intense: she grabbed gently the girl's head between her warm hands, to increase the power of their kiss till, without energies, the girl lied down on the bench dragging the woman on her way down. In that place, Elsa could feel Miss Watson's body completely on her.
OH NO! NO! NO! AND NO! I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO PUSH HER AWAY FROM ME! ELSA, PLEASE … REGAIN!
Their hands closed and grabbed together, then, their kiss stopped for a second: their breaths were hard to take and their body were going warmer and warmer one against the other …
" M-Miss Watson …"
PLEASE STOP THAT! I'M AFRAID OF WHAT'S HAPPENING!
Elsa's breathes were so hard to take that she wasn't able to say the rest of the words …
WHY AM I NOT SPEAKING? AM I PERHAPS DOING ALL THAT RESISTANCE AT MY WILLS, ONLY BECAUSE I'M ENJOYING THAT?! OH MY GOD … AM I REALLY …?
Miss Watson, carried by her guilty passion , didn't waste her time and immediately she kissed hard the girl again, making her moan louder for the pleasure of a strange and insatiable sensation.
That weird feeling is eating me from the inside! Oh God …
The girl caressed gently the woman's back till she reached her bun: she put her finger inside the red hair of the woman till the elastic broke releasing a big red tail. Miss Watson moaned and her breath became arrhythmic …
ELSA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! YOU IDIOT! STOP THAT ALL! PLEASE …
The woman opened a bit her mouth and with her tongue, she suddenly caressed the blonde's lips.
" Aah …"
WHAT?! OH MY GOD! What is she doing … ? M-My mind … Is going … Totally … black …
Elsa's mouth opened too and, after a while, two tongues were swirling and dancing with passion into a forbidden hug, on the silence of that unrealistic night … Elsa's mind was totally out of control, her fire was burning and she wanted more and more to satisfy her strange wish which was growing wilder and wilder inside of her chest …
What's happening to me? … I-I can't control … My movements! … She's so … She's so beautiful … Elegant … And hot! … I … My body … Is completely out of control! Oh God! I … I can't breathe! My energies are becoming weaker and weaker under her movements…
The girl started feeling two points growing harder and harder under her bra … She was feeling the same strange sensation felt with Hans, but that time was different … Elsa moaned louder under the rules of the woman's tongue …
" Elsa …"
Miss Watson pushed away her mouth gently from the blonde's lips and, breathing with want, she looked the girl into her vivid and shiny blue eyes.
" … Please! Just … Stop t-That! W-We can't do that!"
Elsa put her shaking hands gently on the shoulders of the woman, who froze at her words.
THANKS ELSA! YOU FINALLY MADE IT!
Miss Watson woke up from her place slowly, without interrupting their eyes contacts and, with disgust she opened wide her eyes making an expression of pure terror. She watched again the girl into her big blue eyes; she literary was speechless and her green eyes were hidden behind a mist of sadness and all the magic shadows of a strange past, got lost into that fog. The woman looked her shaking hands without saying a word …
" What … What was I doing …"
She hid her face between her hands to cover some tears …
Is … She crying?!
" I'm … Oh God! Elsa … I'm so sorry! FORGIVE ME! I … I … OH GOD! I'M NOT ABLE TO SAY THAT WORD! What did I do …? I had to help you with Mister Williams and I ended with this … "
Elsa regained too from her feelings and realized what the woman was thinking …
ELSA SAY SOMETHING! SHE DIDN'T RAPE YOU! SHE DIDN'T … OR DID SHE?
The girl put a hand on the woman's shaking shoulder but she refused immediately the contact, making Elsa retracting her arm with sadness and a bit of confusion into her mind.
" I … I'm SO SORRY!"
Miss Watson caressed another time, with hesitance, the girl's left cheek: there was a lot of fragility and insecurity into her gesture and then, tears suddenly started coming out from her wonderful green eyes.
" OH GOD!"
" MISS WATSON … WAIT!"
The woman ran away from the girl, literary crying, putting a hand in front of her mouth to cover her sobs… Elsa, desperate and without thinking on her actions, ran towards the woman and grabbed her wrist making her stop and turning her head to see the girl's face … The blonde suddenly started crying too, victim of all her strange and contrasting feelings…
" Y-YOU COULDN'T LEAVE ME IN THAT WAY! …"
They made another eyes contact …
" Please Miss White let me go! I broke the teacher's rules! I'm so ashamed and disappointed of myself … Forgive me, but LET ME GO!"
" I-I CAN'T …"
Elsa shook her head enough to wipe away some tears from her wet eyes and didn't release her grab.
" PLEASE MISS WHITE! LET ME GO!"
With a push the woman freed her wrist from the girl's grab and ran away again from her, vanishing in the dark of the alleys.
" YOU STOLE MY FIRST KISS! AND THEN YOU LEAVE ME IN THAT WAY?! YOU CAN'T …Y-You … Can't …"
Elsa felt something breaking into pieces inside her chest and after a while, she started crying in a hard way, falling on the ground without energies. Kneeled, she fisted the ground with both her hands.
WHY AM I SO STUPID?! … THAT SCHOOL SUCKS!... EVERYTHING SUCKS!... THE ENTIRE WORLD SUCKS!... WHY SHE DID THAT TO ME? WHY SHE KISSED ME?! AND THAT FEELING … DID SHE RAPE ME OR NOT? OH GOD … I MISS HER! AND I'VE JUST ENJOYED THAT FORBIDDEN THING! OH MY GOD …
" What should I do now?!"
She cried a lot, alone, sat on the bench of the park and then, without any tears left, she looked the stars on the sky, asking herself a lot of questions. After a couple of hours she silently reached her bedroom with her training bag on her shoulder and when she entered in, she picked up her phone: 14 messages from Kristoff were signaled on the screen …
" I don't want to speak with him now!"
She thrown the phone on the desk and she hugged the pillow to suffocate the tears which were flowing off copiously from her big blue eyes. It was four o'clock am and she was still awake on her bed, staring at the ceiling and touching her soft lips.
Tomorrow I'll have the last two hours with her … I hope to be able to speak with her again! And make clearer our confused thoughts! The kiss was only a totally inconvenient … We can restart everything from the beginning but …
She reminded their tongues playing and dancing into her mouth and her heart jumped a beat …
" … That wasn't a simple kiss!"
The morning arrived as ever and Elsa didn't sleep for all the night: she prepared herself using the same daily routine and in a while she was in the auditorium, shaking for the fear and the anxiety of what would happen after, during the last two hours. She found Kristoff at the entrance of the auditorium, smiling as ever at the sight of her arriving, then they sat. The lessons began and finally the moment arrived, Elsa's heart lost a beat when the figure of Miss Watson appeared, opening the door: she was beautiful as ever and that time she was wearing a grey work dress which was joint with a v- neck and a little black belt around her tiny sides … the ones the girl touched the night before … Her hair was joined together into a tail rolled around a bun , she was, in front of the blonde, the most beautiful thing she ever saw during the morning: like the sun, the vision of the woman lighted her dark day. For a moment Miss Watson looked directly towards Elsa's eyes and finally they met: a glance of false indifference and astonishment met two blue eyes full both of sadness and happiness. The girl grabbed Kristoff's hand and tried to grasp everything she could from that glance … She wanted absolutely to know and understand what were Miss Watson's feeling and what was really hiding behind the shadows she saw into her green eyes. But nothing! After a couple of second, the woman started the lesson without paying any kind of attention towards the girl, who was literary burning into her anxiety and her feelings.
" OUCH ELSA! You are grinding my hand!"
" S-Sorry Kristoff I didn't mean to …"
The girl suddenly released the grab and the boy smiled as ever at her.
" Don't worry! Hey Elsa …"
" Y-Yes?!"
" Is everything all right?"
Kristoff whispered near her to avoid being noticed by Miss Watson, who was opening her bag to take out all the stuff for the lesson. Elsa looked directly into the big boy's brown eyes, with sadness: everything which happened the night before, started materializing again into her mind.
" No Kristoff! It isn't everything all right!"
The blonde raised her eyes towards the woman because she felt observed for a moment and then, she noticed that Miss Watson was literary watching her with intensity and sadness: the girl blushed and immediately the woman averted the glance from her. Kristoff watched at first Miss Watson's and then Elsa's reaction at the glance … The girl's hands were shaking, so the big boy grabbed the left one to reassure her.
" Is may be happened something with her?"
OH NO! He discovered everything as always … I trust him, but now I can't tell him everything right in front of her! I'll be stupid!
" Oh Kristoff …!"
Elsa's eyes seemed, for the big boy, wet for a while.
" I'm so sorry for yesterday night! I didn't answer you … But …"
I know that, sometimes, I'm not the brightest crayon of the confection, but I hope that he's not angry for yesterday night!
" Don't worry little butterfly! You'll tell me everything when the lesson will be ended!"
I think that I probably love him! Ehm …No … Not In that way! I mean … He's such a really good person!
The girl bit her lover lip and then she turned towards the boy who was smiling at her.
" Ah kristoff…"
" Yes?"
" Thank you!"
Elsa made a little but sincere smile towards the boy who winked at her. The bell rang and everybody was going out from the class …
" Ok Elsa! Let's go to take our lunch before everybody will eat everything as grasshoppers!"
The blonde took his right and warm hand between hers.
" I'm sorry but I've to talk with Miss Watson! We will see this afternoon in front of my bedroom!"
Kristoff raised his left inch in the air and then he left the room quickly leaving the girl completely alone with the woman.
Ok Elsa! You planned your speech for all the five hours of lessons during the morning … You have only to keep calm! You need to talk with her! But maybe It would be better … NO! YOU MORON! YOU HAVE TO GO! CARPE DIEM MY DARLING! SHE'S ALONE! YOU CAN DO IT! WHERE IS THE ICE QUEEN I'M USED TO SEE?!
The girl shook her head to take the courage to go, so she moved then from her place slowly, towards her victim. Miss Watson, raising her head towards Elsa, understanding the situation and suddenly she started acting nervously while she was putting her things in order, inside her bag. The blonde came nearer and nearer towards the woman, descending the stair, from her chair to the desk where the redhead was.
Please … Don't run away from me another time! I've thought for all the night about my feelings and about what happened among us … Please … I only want to talk to you! DON'T REPULSE ME! Because … I NEED TO CLEAR WHAT HAPPENED!
The blonde raised a shaking hand towards the woman to call her attention …
" M-Miss Watson …"
" I'm sorry Miss White! But I don't have time to listen your opinions!"
She picked up her bag and started to go to the door, but the girl suddenly and instinctively stopped her way!
" Please let me go! I'm … I'm sorry for yesterday night! But please … Let me go!"
Miss Watson tried gently to push away Elsa from her way but the girl didn't release her place.
ELSA BE THE ICE QUEEN! DON'T LET HER GO!
The girl watched the woman directly into her green eyes, but she noticed that the woman was looking away trying to avoid her glance …
" Miss White … LET .. ME … GO!"
" I-I CAN'T!"
Elsa grabbed gently Miss Watson's wrists between her cold hands, but the woman tried to freed herself only to run away from her: a little tear ran on the woman's right red cheek.
" PLEASE MISS! TRY TO LISTEN ME!"
" IF YOU DON'T LET ME GO I'LL …"
The blonde lost her patience and suddenly the "ice queen" mode turned off: a strange and desperate anger was growing inside of her …
I know that If I'll release the grab … I-I will never be able to talk with her again! WHY IS SHE SO STUPID?!
Elsa started feeling her eyes becoming wetter and wetter under the high pressure of her tears but she didn't let them go out from her blue eyes, she didn't want to seem weak in front of the woman, because she wanted to be strong!
" Please Miss … I beg you!"
The girl's heart was jumping into her breast making her breaths hard to take …
Is she really leaving me in that way? She … She can't! NO! No! No! Please don't go …
Miss Watson tried for the second time to pass the door, when their shoulders were at the same level, the woman gave a glance of pure sadness at Elsa, who lost definitely her mind: her eyes became darker and, with a fast movement, she grabbed both the wrist of the astonished woman and pushed her against the blackboard, completely blocking her against the wall.
" OUCH! ARE YOU CRAZY?!"
" YOU … You can't leave me in that way!"
" LET … ME … GO!"
The teacher grinned her teeth with anger but the girl didn't release her.
" You kissed me! How could you pretend to forget everything without talking to me? You can't avoid me for all the next five years Miss! So for us, It's better to talk and clear everything now!"
Miss Watson didn't give any answer at the girl and suddenly she raised her green eyes and watched directly into the blue ones … Both speechless, the girls looked each other for what it seemed an eternity: The woman's eyes went darker and darker under the strong glance of Elsa and her cheeks were coloring of red: the same strange shadows of the night before, appeared again into her green eyes…
" Please … L-Let me g-Go Elsa! I … I can't …"
Miss Watson seemed out of breaths …
" What do you mean Miss?!"
The girl was confused by the strange behavior of the teacher but also her heart was bumping faster and faster: she was holding and blocking the woman who kissed her the night before and she was totally under her control.
If I want … I could kiss her again … WAIT … WHAT?! WHAT AM I DOING?! WHY AM I HOLDING MISS WATSON LIKE THIS?! OH MY GOD! MY CONGRATS ELSA! NOW YOU SEEM A REAL PERVERT! RELEASE HER RIGHT NOW!
The blonde didn't release her grab despite of her wish to run away from the weird situation.
" Elsa … Listen to me! I'm … I'm sorry for what happened yesterday night! I only wanted to clear with you If you really said those things about myself and then … You tell me that Mister Williams did those horrible things at you … I … I was speechless for what you said and then … You told me that you endured everything only to protect me from the truth … And I …"
Miss Watson's green eyes were literary full of strange, beautiful and mysterious shadows but the woman averted away the glance from the girl's blue eyes.
" … You?"
" I-I … I … Oh you know! I kissed you!"
The woman bit her lower lip and Elsa suddenly felt a wild feeling growing inside her chest.
" W-Why did you do that?"
I have to keep up the calm! I have to hold the ice queen mode! But … OH C'MON GIRL! JUST DO THAT!
Miss Watson shook her head to hide her tears and then she looked directly into Elsa's blue eyes, getting free from her grab and grabbing the girl's shoulders.
" Miss White, I'm so sorry for what I did to you yesterday night! A teacher must not do that kind of things … Especially with a student! So please, try to forgive me … And let me go! Everything happened because I … I was … DRUNK! C'MON! DID YOU THINK I WAS SERIOUS?!"
Elsa froze at the words which went out, like swords, through the woman's mouth and hit her directly in the middle of her chest … She was sure to have heard the noise of something which definitely broke inside her ribcage and a cold tear ran through her cheeks and died on her half-opened lips.
" So … Y-You stole my first kiss … For a joke ?! …"
An ironic and sad laugh came out from Elsa's mouth …
" You kissed me because you were drunk … O-Ok! That sounds funny! Yeah I-I know Miss! You really tricked me!"
The girl pulled down her head to not be seen by the woman and a little sob escaped from her …
GOD DAMN IT ELSA! DON'T CRY! PLEASE! IT HURTS BUT DON'T CRY IN FRONT OF HER! PLEASE DON'T! DON'T BE WEAK IN FRONT OF HER!
" Elsa …"
The girl raised her angry and wet eyes towards an astonished Miss Watson …
" And then you asked me your forgiveness … I-I got it …"
The woman silently caressed the girl's red cheek …
" Elsa … I didn't want …"
" DON'T …"
The blonde slammed, with a push, the woman's hand away from her face.
" … You dare touching me again! Or, perhaps, are you going to joke with me another time?!"
Elsa wiped away her tears which were flowing out copiously from her eyes and then she ran out from the room leaving Miss Watson alone into the dark auditorium.
" ELSA!"
I FINALLY BROKE! BUT I COULDN'T HOLD THE PRESSURE OF THE TEARS FOR SO LONG! I BELIEVED FOR A MOMENT IN SOMETHING WHICH WAS TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE AND UNTRUE! HOW COULD I STAY WITH A WOMAN WHO IS SEVEN YEARS OLDER THAN ME?! SHE … SHE ONLY JOKED WITH MY FEELINGS … SHE REALLY DIDN'T CARED ABOUT NOTHING BECAUSE … SHE WAS DRUNK!
The girl entered into her room stubbing the door and jumped on the bed without energies … She stared at the white wall in front of her.
" What a stupid girl I am! I believed in something's impossible! I enjoyed a kiss with a woman … A WOMAN! And I really felt something … I've never felt something like this in all my entire life … NEVER! And she played with my feelings!"
Someone knocked on the door and Elsa knew he was Kristoff.
THANKS GOD! I REALLY NEED YOUR SUPPORT RIGHT NOW BIG BOY! COME HERE PLEASE AND HUG ME STRONG! I'M FEELING SO EMPTY … AND I WANT TO DRINK TO FORGET EVERYTHING …
Elsa wiped her tears and opened the door with a fake smile printed on her face.
" Hi boy … I reeeeeally need to drink something strong!"
" Uhmm … I … haven't any strong drinks with me, Miss White …"
" MISTER CAMPBELL?!"
The blonde opened wide both eyes and mouth and then her cheeks went red as tomatoes.
" Oh! … Mister Campbell … I'm so sorry! I … I thought she was Tiana … We …."
C'MON ELSA! THINKS SOMETHING BRILLIANT!
" … Are used to say that words when we usually met …"
Another fake smile appeared on the girl's lips but that time it was bigger. The old man combed his moustaches and then he smiled a bit astonished and worried at the girl and then he cleared his throat before speaking.
" I … I'm here because Miss Watson told me that you have something important to say about Mister Williams' behaviors …"
… WHAT?! ARE YOU SERIOUS GRANPA?! WHAT DID SHE DO?! … WHAT?!
" … Miss Watson told you that … Am I right?!"
" Sure Miss White! I don't want to enter in your room and break your privacy! So, If you really have something to tell me about Mister Williams I'll go with you into my office…"
NICE ENTRANCE ELSA! REEEALLY NICE! GRANPA SEEMS A BIT IRRITATED! HOW CAN I TELL HIM EVERYTHING?! WHAT DOES MISS WATSON HAVE INTO HER MIND?! MOSQUITOS?!
" Y-Yeah … I'll follow you into your office Mister Campbell! Sorry again …"
A friendly smack alighted on the girl's shoulder and both went to the principal's office. Along one of many corridors they were walking on, Elsa's phone rang: he was Kristoff.
Oh no! Poor man! I didn't tell him of that inconvenient!
Elsa watched the old man into his grey eyes and the man nodded smiling.
" Thanks Mister Campbell! Kristoff? Hi! I'm sorry but now I can't talk! We will see in the library among one hour! Sorry!"
" Elsa?! Don't worry! I got it! I'll wait you at the library! See you later girl!"
" Sorry Kristoff! Bye!"
I really hope he isn't angry with me!
" Here we are Miss White! Please take a sit and I'll be pleased to hear you!"
" Thank you Mister Campbell …"
What I'm going to tell him?! He'll never believe me! But now I'm here, because of Miss Watson, so I have to try!
" Well Mister Campbell, I thanks Miss Watson and It's real that I have to tell you something about Mister Williams … He asked me to help him doing some of his works, especially for what concerned corrections and I agreed. When we went into the teacher's room after an hour he started teasing me! I know that It's hard to believe but I thought that speaking with you It was the best solution to clear everything and Miss Watson helped me to come here!"
Now let's see his reaction! Oh God! Why I have to blunder on these shitty situations every time?! SURELY HE'LL DENY EVERYTHING TO PROTECT THAT FUCKING TEACHER! WHY MISS WATSON DID THAT?! I DON'T HAVE ANY EVIDENCES TO PROVE THAT, HOW COULD SHE THINK THAT MISTER CAMPBELL WOULD BELIEVE ME?! … SOONER OR LATER THAT WOMAN WILL RUINE ME!
The principal joined his hands together with a serious expression printed on his face and he said nothing for a couple of minutes …
OH NO I KNEW THAT! … He doesn't believe me!
" Well … I listened everything you said paying a lot of attention, but I want to know, If you want to tell me, how he teased you … Miss White! Because I want to believe you, but you gave me few details of what happened …"
SHIT! WHAT I HAVE TO DO NOW?!
" You are right Mister Campbell, I gave you few details but I did that because I'm a bit ashamed to tell you everything about … I had an evidence of what he did to me but my skin … Reabsorbed the damage!"
" WHAT? … Sorry … What do you mean with that Miss White?! Did he punch you?!"
The old man was literary agitated …
" NO! I mean …"
Elsa breathed to calm herself.
" No! He didn't punch me but he … Left a red mark on my collarbone … I tried to escape and I tried to make him ratiocinate but he blocked my wrists and my movements … And … He continued till, fortunately, I was able to disentangle myself! I omitted some details but I hope that those I've just given you, are enough … "
Mister Campbell's eyes were completely wide opened like his mouth under his moustaches, after a while he recomposed himself and tried to respond at the girl who was ashamed.
" I … I … I can't believe in something like that! I-I trusted him but I know what kind of past was behind his shoulders, but despite off all, he seemed so desperate that I wanted to give him another possibility … And for five years he did nothing strange and I thought that everything was returned normal, but If you are telling me the truth … I'll have … I … Thank you for your time Miss white and I know that you aren't the person who invent that kind of things, I believe you but without evidences I can't do anything with him! I need some time to think on what happened to you … If other things like that will happens, please come here into my office immediately and If possible, bring me an evidence! … And I'll be able to do something!"
WOAH! AMAZING! HE BELIEVES ME! HE BELIEVES ME! HE DOESN'T THINK THAT I'M CRAZY! YES YES YES!
" … Miss White …"
" Yes?!"
" Miss Watson told me that you told her what happened and you were in trouble, so, when she came into my office I agreed to see you because I trust both of you two! But only because you are Elsa! If you understood what I mean …"
" Thank you Mister Campbell! You helped me a lot since the first day! If I'll find any evidences I'll bring you immediately everything!"
" Ok! Thank you Miss! I hope that nothing will happen to you again!"
" Me too Mister!"
With a big smile, Elsa went out from the office and, full of happiness, she ran towards the library where the big boy was waiting her.
At the end he believed me! Miss Watson did a great thing after all! One of my problems seems to be clearer now … My heart is still injured because of that woman, but Mister Williams now is under surveillance! Thanks God! Now I have to tell everything at Kristoff! C'MON LEG WE HAVE TO RUN FASTER!