D: AUTHOR'S SECOND COMMENT :D
Hi everybody! It's a pleasure for me to see that slowly my story is followed by more and more readers! Let me say, in an Italian way, that you are persons of refined taste! ; )
I'm really enjoying writing this story as the author ( I hope It's the same for you as readers! XD ) so, however It'll go, I'll continue writing it to improve my language!
PS: Sorry If you found some mistakes, unfortunately I have a poor dictionary and a horrible knowledge of the grammar because I'm Italian. If You'll find any strange or not clear point on the plot, I'll be very pleased to clear all your doubts about It!
I'm sorry If sometimes I cut some chapters and I re-publish them ... I usually do that when I notice some mistakes, which jumped the correction, while I'm reading again the story! :D
… So, after this short comment, I'll wish you to have a good reading! ;) …
All of a sudden Elsa grabbed her head between her hands and a lot of memories took place into her mind: immediately she was victim of a brain storming and suddenly she remembered everything about her past, she reminded how she got the scar she had on her back and what role the mysterious girl played into her life. A tear ran on her left cheek.
" H-Helena …"
The blonde raised her wet and worried eyes towards the girl who smiled at her with hope.
" Yes Elsa! YES I'm Helena! That Helena!"
" I'm …"
Elsa pressed a hand on her mouth to suffocate a big breath of relief.
" OH GOD! I missed you so much Helena! How … How could I forget about you?!"
The two girls hugged each other and the long-haired one started crying.
" Now … We're back together Els! I missed you so much!"
Suddenly Helena kissed Elsa applying a lot of strength and the blonde opened wide her eyes, but for a second she didn't oppose herself: flashes of a forgotten and horrible past materialized into her mind as a film. She hugged stronger the girl and then they stopped their kiss looking into each other's eyes.
" You always protected me from that man Elsa! I'll never forget your screams … NEVER! Now … After twelve years of research, I … I found you on Facebook and then I discovered that you would frequent this university! Elsa … I lived here, in Dublin, for almost six years after our adoptions! I always wanted to be a biologist and, when I discovered that … I was full of joy! M-my sister … I would see again my adorable little sister! The girl I loved most in all my entire life! Despite we aren't real relatives … I've always loved you as the only family I had!"
" Oh … Helena! Forgive me! … FORGIVE ME PLEASE!"
They both started crying hard, hugging each other again.
HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT HER?! M-MY … WONDERFUL LITTLE SISTER! HELENA FORGIVE ME! I HOPED TO CUT AWAY FROM MY MIND ALL THE MEMORIES ABOUT THAT HORRIBLE PAST … WITH MY NEW FAMILY I SLOWLY DELETED EVERYTHING AND I BEGAN A NEW LIFE! BUT NOW … I won't let you go away from me again! I missed you so much!
" Elsa?! I-Is everything all right girls?"
" KRISTOFF?!"
The blonde raised fast her head from the hug and watched astonished the big boy. Kristoff, without asking anything, watched rapidly behind his shoulders.
" Elsa and you girl …"
" She's Helena!"
" Ook! Elsa and Helena I'm not going to ask you anything but you must go away from here fast … Miss Watson is walking now in that direction! Surely she is pointing towards you girls! She seems a bit angry and worried too! I noticed that you have a lot of things to tell each other … Please Elsa go into your bedroom or there will be a big mistake If you know what I mean!"
" W-What are you saying Kristoff?"
The blonde raised an eye brown confused.
" Elsa she saw! I-I'll tell you later now please go! I'll distract her!"
" Ok Helena let's go! Follow me please!"
The long-haired girl understood the situation from the glance Elsa gave her and they both walked away fast.
" Kristoff …"
Miss Watson tiptoed a bit to see beyond the boy's body.
" Perhaps …Have you seen Miss White and Hella … Bella … Eeehm … Helena?!"
The big boy crossed his arms and denied it with a lateral move of his head.
" No Miss! I'm sorry!"
She snorted and then she walked away annoyed. Meanwhile, the two girls reached the bedroom ad went inside of It running.
" Elsa … Please wait!"
Helena was breathing hard for the run and she was confused.
" W-Why have we run?! W-What did s-She see?!"
" She saw … Our kiss as sisters!"
The blonde was looking the window and suddenly her euphoria vanished to welcome a lot of worries. Elsa grabbed her arms and then she sat on her bed and invited Helena to do the same.
What should I do?! I have to tell her a lot of things but It seems that I'll begin my long story with my first and strange kiss …
" Helena … I have to tell you a lot of things about these years we have missed … But at first, there's a thing I have to explain … I … I had my first kiss recently!"
Helena's eyes shined …
" I'm so happy and proud of you Elsa!"
The long-haired girl hugged the blonde strongly between her warm arms and started disheveling her hair.
" H-HEY HELENA! STOP IT! PLEASE! YOU … WATCHOUT! I-I'M GOING TO TAKE MY REVENGE!"
The two girl fight for a bit and then they stopped slowly watching into their eyes.
" Hey Els … You didn't answer me! What did the teacher see?!"
The girl pouted sweetly and Elsa caressed her left cheek with a serious expression printed on her face.
" Helena … Miss Watson kissed me … It's a long story, believe me … And I didn't want to start telling you my story with this inconvenient …"
Elsa, worried, looked away from The long-haired girl's brow and shiny eyes …
" She … WHAT?!"
The blonde kept silence and the other girl understood the situation.
" Hey honey … You'll have all the time you want to describe me the entire situation … I'll wait If you don't want!"
She smiled kindly at Elsa and then she grabbed her cold hands.
" Don't worry about It! A lot of years passed since the last time we met … I know how It feels … But let me ask you a question … Did you enjoy that?! Don't worry Elsa … Also I, was kissed by three girls during my adolescence! It's normal If you are feeling something … Damn! IT WAS YOUR FIRST KISS!"
The blonde with a bit of hesitation watched Helena into her wonderful and clear eyes and then, she felt sure and protected and she knew she could trust her more than anybody else so … She decided to open herself with her lost half-sister and show her the dark side of her soul.
" I know Helena you'll never desert our relationship as a family … I trust you more than anyone else …"
She put a strand of her platinum hair back her left ear, and then she made a big breath.
" Yes! Definitely, I felt something when she kissed me! I … I never believed that one day I would kiss a woman but that happened so, now, I have to face those strange feelings… It wasn't … It wasn't a simple kiss she … She …"
Elsa hesitated for a moment, remembering how all happened and how, suddenly their tongues started dancing together inside her mouth … She blushed hard …
" … She kissed you slowly and then wildly … Am I right?"
Helena winked and the blonde, who felt relieved because she had just simplified her the explanation of a lot of complicated concepts.
" Yes! She did It! … And I tried to talk with her after that night, but …"
A lot of sad memories bobbed up inside her mind and a tear ran out from her blue eyes. Helena understood what was happening, so she immediately hugged Elsa strongly and motherly!
" She … SHE TOLD ME IT HAD BEEN ALL A JOKE FOR HER, because … She was drunk! SHE PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS! She played with them! And now I hate her! She asked me to forgive her … How … How could she be so cruel with me?! HOW!"
I definitely broke with Helena but I needed her support now! I missed her hugs! I really miss her so much!
The long-haired girl caressed softly her half-sister's head.
" She's only afraid Elsa! She kissed you because she wanted It! A person doesn't kiss another with no meaning … Even If he or she's drunk!"
Also Kristoff told me the same things! They probably will be friends!
" I- I know Helena! But from now, I'll ignore her … She doesn't deserve my attentions! My best friend Kristoff suggested me to behave as a predator with her!"
" He's a genius! Elsa If you'll behave in that way she'll surely make the first step!"
Now I have to stop her because she's a bit freaking, she's saying the same things Kristoff told me!
" Now I understood! She saw our kiss as sisters! Aaand … She probably misunderstood!"
" Yep!"
The blonde nodded on the long-haired girl's shoulder and they released slowly their hug.
" I HAVE AN IDEA ELSA! I WANNA HELP YOU WITH THAT WOMAN SO …"
Helena was standing up on the bed, shaking for the emotion, and her eyes were shining as they never did before.
" What do you think, If we will behave as a couple of lovebirds?!"
The girl winked at Elsa who blushed and then started laughing for the funny behavior of Helena.
" Why we have to do this?!"
" Beeecause in that case she'd be jealous and you'd be able to understand her real aims!"
" That sounds crazy but … It could be a good plan! I agree!"
The girls beat their hands together and then they started to fix the rules of their diabolic plan.
" How can we explain at everybody what happened before, in Miss Watson's office?"
Elsa turned immediately serious after her question and Helena smiled as ever in answer.
" I'll apologize with everybody and we'll explain our story, without telling the details!"
" How?"
" Simple! We will tell the truth! We will only say that we are both orphans and in the past we were adopted together by a violent man who hit us several times … After that we got separated and we lost each other, missing also our contacts … But now we are together again! And we found each other for casualty into that university, this is what we will say... And this is how It really went!"
The blonde raised an eye brown sharing her insecurity.
" I don't want Miss Watson knows aspects of my horrible past … Also Merida, who is my roommate, haven't to know everything about me! I trust her but not so far! And also Kristoff, who is my best friend, didn't know the truth about my past ...But … We have to explain our reactions and stange behaviors we had before, so we will do what you have just suggested!"
They hugged and then Helena kissed again Elsa on her lips, who blushed when the girl winked at her with fun into her eyes.
" We have to start from now our comedy my love! Ahah It'll be so funny! Ahahah just give a look at your face! You seems a tomato! Ok ... Ok ... I got It! I'll be less expansive with you! Now I have to turn back into my room to prepare myself for the dinner or I'll be late… We will see later honey!"
Elsa regained from her status of shyness.
" Ok … Hey Helena?!"
" Hmm?"
The blonde grabbed her arm and gave her a caste kiss on her cheek.
" I'm so happy to have found you again! I missed you so much! We have a lot of things to tell each other and I want to listen yours! You helped me as always but let me help you too … Ok?"
The long-haired girl smiled and nodded.
" Sure my darling!"
" Ok! We will see later in the canteen … Please take the dinner with me and my friends … There will be also Tiana! We will become surely a fantastic group of friends!"
Helena hesitated but when she understood that she practically just knew everybody, she agreed and then she left the room to let Merida took her place. The redhead entered running, she was clearly worried and when she saw Elsa smiling, her muscles relaxed immediately and she jumped on the blonde, hugging her.
" HEY M-MERIDA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"
The girl was laughing under the weight of the worried Scottish roommate.
" WHEN I LISTENED WHAT THE STRANGE GIRL TOLD YOU ... I THOUGHT YOU WERE HAVING PROBLEMS WITH A MAFIA'S ASSOCIATION! OH GOD! ARE YOU A CRIMINAL ELSA?! TELL ME THE TRUTH PLEASE AND I'LL FORGIVE YOU IN ANY CASE!"
Merida was so serious that Elsa totally cried for her laugh!
How sweet she is!
" Ooh Merida! I … I cannot breath! Ahahah! You are so sweet ... And stupid!"
" Don't joke with me blonde! Or I'll go sleeping with Kristoff!"
" Ahah! I'm only an adopted girl and I passed three years with Helena under the rules of a violent man who hit us several times…"
The girl went serious and pushed gently away from her , the redhead's body and then she looked her into her azure eyes with calm …
" We got separated after that horrible period, thank to our orphanage administrators and we lost each other for twelve years … And now we found again each other here, in that university … For case!"
" Oh … Elsy I'm so sad for what happened to you … Shall I help you for something? For example If you want to forget again that past I'll help you! But I'm also happy because you found your best friend again!"
Elsa hugged Merida and she felt that the redhead was smiling on her shoulder and then she released a breath of relief.
" Thank you Merida! You are really a good person! I'm happy to have you as my roommate! Now … Let's go to take a shower and then let's go to take our dinner all together!"
" Ok … Ah Blondie … Miss Watson had a strange behaviour when you got out from the office … If I were in you, I would pay attention and avoid her for a couple of weeks!"
"I'll consider your advice! But ... What do you mean with avoiding her?"
The girl stopped herself to listen carefully the redhead.
" Yeah … Her eyes were sad, curios and worried … I saw strange shadows dancing inside of her green pupils which went darker than usual … She seemed frightening for a while … MEN! I CORRECT MYSELF … SHE WAS FRIGHTENING! Maybe she has bad intentions … Oh NO! Do you think she wants to kill us during the night?! Only because we arrived late this morning?! ... Oh my GOD! If this is true … Elsa protect me please!"
Merida ran towards the blonde and hid behind her as a fearful little creäture of woods.
" Ahahah! Stop being so stupid redhead and go take your shower! I'll wait my turn outside the bathroom to protect you from any risks! Ok?! Just got inside the shower or we will be late again!"
Merida bowed in front of Elsa, closed the door and then opened the fountain of the shower.
What a funny girl she is! She's a bit stupid but she's also so kind with me!
Elsa brushed her platinum braid, with her fingers, thoughtfully, and watched outside the window for a moment … Her mind started getting lost into her thoughts but when a special one reached her attention she smiled with sadness.
A lot of things happened during my lifetime, whose most were bad ones but, despite all the things I have to focus on, there's always that piece of memory which make me fly away from the reality with my mind … I'm not able to believe that a single person could change completely my plans … But It is going in that way!
The girl caressed the side of the window and then she watched down, searching in the park, the point where everything began: after two minutes she found it and then she smiled with sadness, crossing her arms on her chest.
Everything began exactly from that window! … Everything began when I saw for the first time Miss Watson walking into that park! I wonder If one day we could be … NO! I have to focus on more important things! I have to prepare a lot of exams and I have to pay attention with Helena … She's my loved half-sister, but I don't want that everybody could know everything about my horrible past! … Well …!
Elsa inhaled a bit of fresh air and then she breathed, her eyes got lost on the skyline for a while.
I'm so happy that everybody is trying to help me … I was alone for all my entire childhood but now I found a lot of wonderful people around me … Finally my fate seems turning better from now on! I only hope to not lose anybody after university!
The sound of the handle of the shower, turning off, made the blonde regain from her thoughts but, when she observed the park for the last time, she noticed that there was someone who was sitting on a bench.
" Elsaaaaa! I've finished my shower! C'mon get inside or we'll be late for the dinner … AND I'M VERY HUNGRY!"
The girl jumped a bit, regaining completely from her incantation, but her eyes was glued at the figure of the mysterious profile sat on the bench.
" O-Ok Merida! I-I'm coming … Just dry …"
Hey wait a moment … The figure looks familiar and …It's watching directly towards here … Is It able to see me from that distance?!
Elsa closed her eyes to focus better on the person and then she realized: an elegant woman's profile appeared slowly under her focus and she was looking her!
The blonde's heart missed a beat when she discovered that the woman was sat exactly in the same place where she met Miss Watson for the first time … Her perfect red hair was fixed into an elegant bun and her dressage was impeccable … IT WAS HER! And she was observing Elsa with sadness and wish from the bench. The blonde's heart missed another beat and suddenly her cheeks went red: the woman noticed the girl's presence at the window and so she slowly smiled at her. Elsa did the same, but she didn't share the same joy, she showed a serious expression and then, as fast as she could, moved away from the window.
" Hey but … SHE'S MISS WATSON! … OH MY GOD! DO YOU THINK SHE'S STALKING US TO GRASP SOME INFORMATIONS FROM OUR MOVEMENTS, TO KILL US TONIGHT?! OH MY GOD ELSAAAA! I'M SOOO AFRAIIID!"
Merida jumped on her bed hiding, naked, under her blankets as a fearful dog in his little house … Elsa laughed at the sight of the redhead tanned in that way … Then she smiled at her and giggled a bit.
" How could I resist five years with you as my roommate, redhead?"
" Ahah! Just kidding! I'm happy to see that you are smiling!"
" YOU ARE A LIAR! YOU ARE REALLY AFRAID OF THAT!"
" Y-YEAH Elsy …You are right!"
Elsa jumped on the girl to mess up her hair and both laughed a lot. When the preparation ended, after a big match of pillow fight, the two reached the canteen where everybody were waiting them. The day ended with the addiction of Helena at the group of friends and, after a couple of hours spent into conversations, each member went towards his/her own bedroom: getting through the park, the girls went to the left, towards their dormitories and Kristoff went to the right to his bed, all alone as ever.
" Girls, I really hope that, sooner or later, Kristoff will find a new roommate! Poor guy he's the only man in this group!"
Tiana seemed worried and Merida shrugged.
" Don't worry Tiana! You know he's gay … He likes men as us so there's no problem for him to get used of our behaviors and so he's well-integrated with us!"
" MERIDA! Don't be such an animal! Please try to be kinder with him!"
The blonde pinched gently the redhead's left ear and she grumbled.
" MEN! GIRL! You are too serious! I was joking … DAMN!"
Merida grimaced at Elsa who laughed a bit and the other two girls did the same. Helena took suddenly the blonde by her arm and came closer with her mouth to her ear.
" Helena … W-What are you doing?!"
Elsa whispered while Tiana and Merida was walking towards their bedroom, a few steps ahead of them.
" I'm not sure you had noticed that Miss Watson was appeared rightly behind us in that corridor five minutes ago … Now! DON'T … Turn or she'll notice we are talking about her!"
The girl was astonished.
" What?! Are you serious?! How did you notice her?! You are sensitive as a cat, Helena!"
The long-haired girl laughed a bit.
" Ok now, listen to me! We have to start immediately our comedy, you know … She surely will follow us for all this long corridor, because Teacher's apartments are at the end of It, over the door in front of us, which separate our dormitories from their apartments! You know that! So, when we will be arrived at my chamber, which is the latest of the corridor, I'll say hello to you with a lot of kindness! And you'll have to act normal as ever!"
Elsa nodded quietly, but she was a bit worried.
Oh my God! How further that thing will go?
The four women finally reached Tiana's and Helena's bedroom and, as planned, they said goodnight to each other and then, when Elsa saw the the woman's figure who's walking towards them, the long-haired girl smiled with satisfaction. Helena kissed the blonde on her cheek and hugged her half-sister for a short moment.
" Good night Elsy! We will see tomorrow!"
She winked at her and Elsa, smiled in answer.
She's arriving … Elsa try to assume a convincing expression!
" Goodnight Hellena!"
The blonde kissed the girl's left cheek and winked at her, trying to be as more convincing as she could.
" Good night women! We will see tomorrow at my lesson which will be during the last two hours! Please girls … Try to not be late tomorrow!"
Miss Watson passed, composed and elegant as ever, through the group of nodding girls and smiled at everybody, but for a little moment, her green eyes met the blonde's blue ones: the time stopped for a while and a strange expression of curiosity curved her lips into a suspicious grin. In that moment, Elsa realized that Helena had just played well her cards!
With satisfaction the long-haired girl observed her half-sister who blushed a second later after the woman opened the door and vanished into the dark hallway of the other building.
That surely will be a crazy project to develop! Oh my God Helena … Where are you bringing me?! Are you helping me to find the light or are you just pushing me towards the center of my darkest soul?!
It was midnight and suddenly her phone vibrated on the desk: Elsa turned herself into the bed to take it, she wasn't sleeping because inner thoughts were torturing her as always.
Who the fuck is texting me at this late hour?!
The blonde slide her finger through the screen and read the message: It was Kristoff.
_ Sorry little butterfly for the late hour! I just want to wish you a goodnight … And, I want to say you that I'm happy you have re-found your best friend whoever she is! She's very nice and funny and … She has a motherly behavior with you and I'm pleased of that! If you need some support for anything, you know where I am!
Elsa smiled with kindness and wrote her answer.
What a kind boy he is! I'm sorry for having ignored him for all the day!
_ Hi Kristoff! Don't worry I'm still awake! Thank you for the goodnight, I wish you the same! I've to explain you a lot of things … Tomorrow morning, after the breakfast, I'll keep you up!
The girl was going to lean her phone again, on the desk, when another message made It vibrating.
It's surely Kristoff!
Elsa watched again the lighted screen and noticed that was Tiana who sent her a message.
_ Hi Elsa! Sorry for the late hour, but before in the canteen, I forgot to tell you that Miss Watson, during today's afternoon, in the library, told me that we have to meet with all the other class-reps to organize the Christmas ball! … Tomorrow, after the lunch, we will have to go to the library to start organizing it with the others! We will have to be there at three o'clock pm. Goodnight!
The girl, astonished with disgust for what she had just read,threw the phone on her bed.
" Oh fuck! Girl … Are you kidding me?! I HATE BALLS!"
" Hmmm …Why do you hate Paul?! What he did to you at this late hour?!"
Merida awaked suddenly and, after her question as the sleepy head she was, Elsa laughed a bit.
" Ah Merida … He did to me horrible things! Now go back to sleep!"
" Hmmm … That dickhead … I'll punch him tomorrow …"
After three seconds the redhead felt asleep again and Elsa, snorting with irritation, felt asleep too. The morning arrived as ever and the green phone rang with Its horrible Scottish bell.
" What the fuck Merida! I told you to change that music!"
The blonde snorted angrily into her bed and then she turned off the phone. The redhead didn't move a single muscles nor she stopped to snore.
That girl! She'll surely never change her advanced laziness!
Elsa prepared herself In time for the breakfast as ever and, the second before she went out, with Merida, from their bedroom, a message made her phone vibrating into her left pocket of her khaki jeans.
It's another message from Tiana … I didn't answer her last night because I felt asleep! I'll answer her in the class!
_ Good morning Elsa! I hope you have read the message! Miss Watson has just told me, by sending me a message, ( she asked our numbers) that today she'll be with us too, in the library, because she's the organizer of the event!
" WHAT?! MY LORD! DON'T TELL ME TIANA GAVE HER MY NUMBER PLEASE …"
The blonde opened wide her eyes and then, when she realized what kind of afternoon she was going to have, she looked up and started to swear against the sky for all her rotten luck! Merida, who was near her, along the corridor and watched all the scene, crossed two fingers to emulate a church cross.
" Evil! Go out from the body of that blonde girl!"
Elsa, who heard her roommate's comment, turned herself angrily toward the redhead.
" MERIDA I'M NOT POSSESSED! STOP BEING SO STUPID!"