Nineteenth Entry

We finally got Sazh and Vanille back. I wonder what kind of relationship Fang and Vanille have. They seem close, almost like sisters. I asked Snow about it and he said they were probably lesbians. Lesbians are girls that like other girls. That's cool because I like girls too so that makes me part lesbian. Snow says he likes girls that like girls, but he also likes underage girls so this doesn't surprise me. I asked Lightning if she liked girls and she said she doesn't like anyone. This doesn't surprise me either since Lightning is probably in love with me.

The group's happy reunion was cut short. We had to fight our way off the ship and then had to battle Dysley. We found out that one of us has to become Ragnarok and bring about the end of Orphan and the destruction of Cocoon. Lightning's sister was in charge of assembling the tools (us) to achieve this.

Not cool Serah. Hope you're enjoying your wonderful crystal dirt nap.

Can you imagine that? One of us must become a monster that will destroy everything. That sounds pretty cool, in a horrifying sort of way. If I become Ragnarok then the first thing I'm going to destroy is Snow because he'd want me too and thinks monsters look cool.

Though it doesn't make sense. If one of us becomes the beast that eventually destroys all of cocoon, then what does that mean for the rest of us? Do we crystallize with our focus completed? Or do we get pulverized along with the rest of the world? If we don't fulfill it, then we become Cei'th. Also, why would a Cocoon fal'Cie want to destroy Cocoon? This plot is getting way too convoluted for my liking. I liked it better when the plot was much simpler and revolved around me trying to get my revenge on Snow.

Speaking of the big lug. Snow was pretty quiet when we were off trying to make sense of the plot. I wonder if he feels guilty about this being all his popsicle girlfriend's fault. She could've taken one for the team and become a Cei'th, but I'm sure someone else would've been branded with her mission.

Plus, I don't think Snow would want to marry a Cei'th. They don't look young enough.

All Serah can do now is pray she doesn't melt when left out in the sun for too long.

I gotta go. I was tempted to play some tic-tac-toe with Snow to cheer him up. But Lightning cracked her knuckles and said she was going to deal with him.