Kili is now 15 and gets his first crush, some more diary entries for you. *hugs* x

Dear Diary,

Today me and Fili had weapon training, I'm getting really good with my bow now and I feel confident in my ability. Uncle took us out into the forest to hunt and fight a pack of wolves instead of just training against each other or dummies.

P.S I start my new history class tommorow, I'm nervous because I won't know anyone there but Fili said it would be fine.

Love Kili

Dear Diary,

History class was better then I expected. Balin taught us about the different places in Middle Earth. I liked learning about the Shire, but it sounded so peaceful there. I hope that in the future me and Fili will travel the world and go to the shire, apparently the people there are even shorter then dwarves!

P.S In history class I met a girl. She was absoloutly stunning, I think she said her name was Y/N. I don't think she really noticed me though, I hope I can become friends with her.

Love Kili

Dear Diary,

I tried talking to Y/N today, she was so friendly and I got a bit lost in her and messed it all up. When I got back Fili teased me about it. I hate Fili so much he can be such an arse. But I miss the times when we were little and he would give me piggy back rides around the room.

Fili's beard has grown a lot and he gets admired for it all the time, I wish I could be like FIli. He always seems to do everything right and everyone adores him. I'm still stuck with a couple of hairs on my chin. I wish my beard would grow, then maybe people will notice me as much as they notice Fili.

Love Kili

Dear Diary,

Fili left today, he said he was going to stay with the Ri family for three days. I wish I could've gone, I always get left behind. But I'm glad he's gone, he found out about my crush on Y/N yesterday and he keeps trying to talk to me about it. I wish he'd keep his nose out of my business!

Love Kili

I just woke up after a nightmare about Smaug and I wish Fili was back, I'm so scared and I can't go and sleep with Uncle, he wouldn't understand. I can't wait for FIli to come back, I miss him.

Love Kili

Dear Diary,

Today Y/N asked if I would teach her how to shoot a bow tomorrow! Im really excited but I wish Fili was here to help me, I've never been with a girl before let alone a date. If this even is a date. I bet FIli's had loads of girlfriends, they all seem to swarm around him anyway. Oh well, I'm so excited!

P.S But I think she said that we'd have to go during our classes, oh well this is more important!

Love Kili

Dear Diary,

The date with Y/N was amazing! She said that I was a really good teacher and then she kissed me! Yeah so it might have only been on the cheek, but it was still a kiss! I can't wait to tell Fili, he comes back tomorrow anyway. Y/N also said that she'd love to see me again! Does this means she likes me? Is she my girlfriend now? I don't think so I'll have to see what Fili thinks when he comes back.

Love Kili xxx

Dear Diary,

Today I got told off by Balin and Uncle for bunking off class, I don't think they know about Y/N, at least I hope not I don't want them finding out. Fili came back today! I didn't thinnk I'd miss him but I did, and when he got back I told him everything about Y/N. He said he was happy for me and gave me a few tips on how to act around girls. I can't wait to see her again tomorrow, she said she had something planned.

Love Kili

Dear Diary,

Me and Y/N bunked off class again today. She said she wanted to show me something and she took me to the training weapon shed. Y/N took me behind the shed and kissed me! Properly this time though, not on the cheek but the lips! It was amazing, she said she loved me and asked if she could be my girlfriend! Of course I said yes and she kissed me again! When I told Fili about it he hugged me and said he was happy for me but that I should be careful. What does he know anyway, I think he's just jealous.

Love (the no longer single) Kili x