AM SO SORRY FOR A REALLY LATE UPDATE! let me find an excuse...uhh SCHOOL yeah. Ever since june arrived I had no time with my laptop at all! Because me, being the smart ass I am, accidentally deleted my complete chapter of this one and so I had to make a new one! My life.. Anyway Im sorry if you had to listen to my shi-crap and please acknowledge this piece that I have sacrificed a day for.
When I wake up at 2 am to find that Kagura is no longer sleeping beside me, then the scent of crispy bacon slithers into my nose and I'm fully awake. There I see a silhouette of a woman in the kitchen...its Kagura...cooking bacon...at 2 am. "Oh sadist, you're up early." "Heh you too china" So I went closer to her and check if she's cooking correctly, I thought she would burn the whole place but she was doing fine actually. Then I noticed that she was also grilling steak, being the glutton she is. "I didn't know you could cook." She blushed and smiled a little which made me smile too but then she went back to tsundere mode when I accidentally touched her butt "Dont try to flatter me sadist!..and dont touch me.." And me going back to my sadist mode "Who would want to touch you? You have 0% sex appeal.." in my usual offending sadistic tone I was naturally born with. She then started seasoning her steak rather furiously "Whatever sadist just go back to bed! I never thought about sharing this steak with you anyway!" I could tell she was going to offer me her delicious cooking...until I turned into a douchebag.
So I slept again and I had a dream, a really really bad dream.
"So this is it...our last time together."
"China please dont leave me!"
The ship was going to take off anytime now..It's too soon for her to leave! I haven't told her yet. I held her hand for the last time, I want to remember her warmth forever.
"Sougo please, I have to go now."
"No I have to tell you something-"
She slipped away from my hand and ran inside when the gates were closing.
"Kagura!"
And the ship disappeared...she disappeard. Forever.
"I..I love you..." The words that were meant for Kagura but only the wind heard it.
And I fell into the dark...I cannot see anything, not even myself. And then I realized...who am I without Kagura?, the woman who gave me a purpose.
Then a hint of light was glowing brighter every step I take closer to it. Then I hear someone's voice calling out to me. "..gou..ougou...SOGOU!"
"Oi sadist!" I wake up and feel tears on my cheek and fear all over my head. But I also feel a soft warmth enclosing my hand, Kagura is holding me tightly. The minute I saw her I pulled her into my arms and feel nothing but relief. But my tears continue to fall and my body continues to shake also I can't breathe. So this is what it feels like to hyperventilate...
"Come here.." she pulls me into her loving embrace and pats my back like I'm a little baby. Aren't I 22 years old? But when I heard someone say "Ahem" I noticed everyone was in our room...I just noticed now that every time Kagura and I are having our 'moment' EVERYONE gets to witness it! I need the privacy.
I immediately regained my composure and back to the Sogou that everyone thinks I am..."Excuse me.." and i headed straight for the bathroom leaving everyone making weird glares at me. I splashed water all over my face just to process every single thing into my mind. People may think I'm on my "manstruation" but I call it the hallucinations of liking someone for more than 3 years.
After I've had breakfast I went to Kondou-san and danna for advice since they know a bit about women because women are as complicated as f*ck! I actually feel like Kondou-san and danna have the worst experience when it comes to love, even that mayo bastard had actual legit experience its just that his story ended sadly...I miss my sister. If she were here right now she'd give me the best advice and knew how to take care of every situation. But Im a man and I need to make my own decisions!
"Ehh Sougo..you see, women are like grenades. If you throw them they'll definitely explode."
"Ehh Kondou-san I didn't really get that. I guess you're really bad with the ladies huh?"
"Shut up Gintoki! How 'bout your advice? I bet it wont be any better.."
"Heh! Ne Souichirou, girls like chocolates. And probably some cha cha on the bed but definitely give them the chocolates." Everyone sweat dropped but he did make sense.
"A-anyway...I gotta go now bye" I escaped them before anything stupid happens..again.
20 minutes have passed...how did I end up being here? I ended up bumping into Kagura. Why is she just idly looking at me, like she's waiting for something?
I involuntarily spoke first 'cause its apparently the man's job and because I hate holding back. "You look stupid China, what do you want?" This is gonna be a long day.
Kagura's POV
Yay it's my time to shine! I finally get the major part in this story that would probably never happen in the manga and will only exist in the author's f*cked up mind!
Anyway! This morning was so strange. First, the sadist woke up at 2 am probably because of my irresistible midnight snack, which is steak. And then he weirdly touches me, specifically my butt, out of nowhere and I SIMPLY warned him not to touch me, because Im secretly on my period right now and because Im hot haha, and then he starts to pick a fight with me just because he's denying my sexual appeal...Men.
He went back to sleep and then a few hours later, he starts sweating and looked like he was scared and lost so I was fanning him and even secretly changed his shirt because he was already drenched in his sweat. Then...he was calling my name and screaming for me not to leave. "Kagura!" "Kagura!" "Dont...leave..I.." At that point I held his hand put it next to my face and tried to make him feel that I'm right beside him "Shhh Sougo Im here...I wont leave" The moment felt so right and wrong at the same time, right because I really really like him but he could be a douche at times, wrong because my steak was gonna get cold!
So I had to attend to my precious bacon and steak first then I go back to the sadist. The steak tasted good and I was willing to share it with him but he had to act like a jerk. I still cant believe its been 4 years since I last saw him as an 18 year old boy in his late puberty and now he's...a man. And Im a woman. 3 days ago he saw me in a bikini and he was pretty cute when I saw him nosebleed haha. I thought he'd grown up to be a womanizer and just woos every girl he sees, I thought it'd be hard to claim him as mine. 2 days ago I participated in a peculiar contest just to earn some cash, I lied to Sougo that I only joined the contest just to win me some sukonbu from Kamui, how stupid of me if I really did that. I mainly joined so that I could show to him that I've grown to be a woman that would be fit for him.
Yesterday was of the most significant things that happened in my life, I intentionally asked him to go on a date with me while he thought that I was only focusing on food. Of 4 years of separating from humanity I learned how to actually eat like a human. I had to have a diet like every other girl does out there just to be more attractive but of course I mostly spent my time on training and hunting than worry about my diet and..my other previous relationships, because I barely had time to eat and date during that time, it was such pain and agony that I adapted to a normal appetite than of a yato's gigantic hunger. So I had a strategy to empty my stomach from the morning 'till the afternoon just to save some space for the festival at night. And I finally learned how to not accept every guy who confesses to me. Yay achievement.
The plan worked and I successfully got the sadist to buy all my cravings! Then I got tired of eating, I told him that I did mean what I said the night before about missing him. I told him that I meant what I said about dating him for one night. Though I was really pretending to be dense because...I'd hate to be out of character. Kissing him just on the cheek made my heart beat so bad and I'd be surprised myself if I did kiss him on the lips. Just thinking what happened for the past few days already gives me a migraine ugh!
It was 4:40 am when I finished my steak and when he went back to sweating. I changed his clothes again, not that I regret it..he does look hot, and at that time I got sleepy again so I ended up sitting on a chair and rested my head on his chest, feeling his heart and breathing calm down made me feel relieved.
Seeing him in such a pained face hurt me as much and I dont even know how I fell for this sadistic corrupt tax robber! Maybe its just the way he really cares for his loved ones that made me attracted to him or maybe it was the way he had always hid his feelings but in the inside he was always such a lonely fragile boy. I wish I could tell him that I want to be the only woman to be by his side and fall for him one more time, with him also falling for me.
Im going to confess, Im going to finally let everything go and not hold back.
I didn't realize that I was continuously walking around in circles in the hallway...everyone thinks im retarded now! I was going back to the room and then I found him and I was just thinking about so much things about him a few seconds ago! I stop in front of him and found his eyes, I probably got lost in his eyes trying to search for that small boy who was once so helpless. The eye contact broke and when he coldly starts at me.
"You look stupid China, what do you want?" It took a few seconds to realize that he was talking to me..
"Oh its you." I said back deadpanned. He twitched a little when I shot him a bland face.
"Get straight to the point China I dont have all day.."
"Ok then.. Why were you screaming my name for more than an hour starting at 3 am?!" He then starts to show signs of weakness hehe I saw you twitch again sadist!
"Uhh I..I had nightmares of you obviously. I hate seeing your face in my dreams.." Oh? Trying to keep up that cool-guy act huh? IM GONNA CRUSH YOU!
"Then why were you holding my hand like you were clinging to life?"
"...I DID?! Ahem I mean...I was jogging." HOW DA F*CK DO YOU CALL THAT JOGGING?! This idiot sadist is hopeless!
"Why did you touch my butt?"
"I accidentally touched it china. Why do you keep nagging me about your butt? Are you on your period?"
"..H-how did you know that?..anyway..Why'd you wake up in the first place?!"
"Um you were cooking steak and bacon china...at frickin 2 am! Who does that?"
And so our argument continued until it stopped at the topic of my bra size..I dont even know how we got there..
"Sougo" he winced when I said his name in a clear and sincere voice
"What now!?"
"I have something to tell you..and Im dead serious now" I cant stop now. I gotta tell him! He was unusually blushing harder than normally, heh. Oh wait..Im blushing too.
"I lo-"
BOOM
I was about to confess until SOMEONE THREW A KAMUI AT MY FACE! And the worst part...he...his lips landed on mine right in front of the guy I was going to profess my love to! I shoved him out of my face and threw him out the hotel hearing him "Halleluja! I had my first kiss with imoutooooouuuuu!" And he blasts off to somewhere so far away from here that he could never find this island again.
When I turned to look back if Sougo was still there, he was gone.
*Sigh* Do I have to wait another 4 years to confess to him?
I love you Sougo...
HEHEHE I AM SO SORRY! How many months has it been since I've last updated? Well school is always the problem to everything especially when you study in Asia ugh PART 2 will be coming soon because I dont want to end this fic too fast! Its like 10 pm and I havent finished my homeworks yet ugh gotta go! See you in probably two weeks or more? Yeah im THAT busy..
Once again I AM SO SORRY and please review or scold me if you want for being such a late person. PEACE