Hi, everyone. I'm here with a new chapter; I want to tell all of you something, first of all. I'm SO SORRY for the misspellings, grammar errors and the difficult about the reading, I'm really sorry, as I said in first chapter, English is not my first language, I speak Spanish, but I've learning English since I was little. This is my first story, and I'm sure I'm making a lot of mistakes. I promise I'll TRY to correct them. My apologies.

After that… In this story vampires can cry. And the Cullens were changed at these ages:

Edward: 18.

Emmett: 19.

Jasper: 17.

Alice: 17

Rosalie: 18

That's everything, thanks!

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Esme's P.O.V.

When Carlisle and Jasper came down, I smiled at them, I could listened that my husband had to smacked our son's bottom once, I was about to go there and spank him, but Carlisle stopped me, and in this minutes, I had de opportunity to change my mind.

-Ready, Jazz? –I asked him.

-Yes, mom. I'm ready.

-Alright, We'll go Phoenix to buy a suit, as your father said, you'll have the opportunity to choose what you want to wear; I don't want you to be angry with me about this, honey.

-I'm not angry, momma. I'm fine.

-Sure?

-Yeah, let's go.

I sent to Carlisle a kiss and my son and I were away, during our march, we'd been talking about funny things, I could even feel love feelings from my son, he doesn't look angry anymore, and I was really happy about that.

When we finally arrived to the store, Jasper asked me:

-Do I really have to do this?

-I'm afraid yes, sweetheart.

He sighed and we came in.

At the instant we introduce ourselves to the employee-miss, she asked us about what do we want.

-We're looking for a suit, elegant but comfortable.

She thought for a moment.

-I think I have something, wait here, please.

We stayed there without say anything, when she came back; she had three suits on her shoulder.

-Just for know what I am giving to you…. How old are you? –She asked. I wasn't sure if that was for work or she was trying to flirt with my son.

-Ah… one hundr…- He started and I gave him a poke.

-Seventeen- He answered. She looked at us sadly.

-Okay, I have some of our best suits, they're comfortable, and elegant, exactly as you say, ma'am.

Jasper took them in his hands and went to the dresser. After two or three minutes he left it and modeled for me.

-You look so handsome, Jazz. – I said with a big smile on my face.

-Yes, she's right- The employee said.

-What!? – I yelled at her.

-N-n-nothing, I'm so sorry- She was as red as a tomato.

I laughed and nodded.

-What do you think, son?

-I don't like it. It itch my shoulders.

-Okay, we can look for another.

…. After three hours of things like..: "I don't like it, I hate it, this one is the worst, I liked more the other, it itch, it's warm, it's cold, it smells horrible, it's so soft, it's so harsh" The employee and I were despairing.

-Jazz, you have to choose RIGHT NOW.

-I hate all of them- He said making a tantrum.

-Son, I'll be so patient with you, but if you don't choose one, I'll do it for you.

Before he could say anything, the employee came to us.

-Is everything alright? Can I help you with something else?

-Yeah, you can help us with not selling this fucking trash! – He answered.

-Jasper Hale Cullen! Be careful with what you say, young man.

-No, I don't care! This is just trash!

-Don't think that because I'm your mother I have less authority than your father; if you talk to her like that again I'll put you over my knee right now. Do you understand that? – I told him in a vampire speed, and just he could listen to me.

He just nodded his head once and looked back at the employee.

-I'm so sorry, ma'am. I'm just a little irritated.

-Don't you worry, my job consists in serve my clients. Can I help you with something else? – She asked again.

-No, thank you very much. We'll buy the third you showed us. – I answered.

-No! No that! - He yelled, but I ignored him.

-Alright- She looked so happy to get herself free of us.

When she left, I looked at my son, his gaze was at the floor, and I raised his chin with my hand and forced him to look at me.

-Honey, what's wrong with you? You're not like this, please talk with me.

-It's nothing, mom. I'm just so damn stupid.

-No! You're not, Jasper Hale! Something's happening to you, I know and I want to help, but I can't if you don't tell me what's happening.

-I just… I… need… - He stopped.

-What is it, Jazz?

-I need to talk Emmett.

Emmett? He needed to talk Emmett? I sighed at his strange need.

-Okay, Jazz. Let's go to find Emmett.

Five minutes after we left the store, we ran at vampire speed back to home. I had the surprise that Emmett and Rosalie were gone. Where? No idea, but they left a note for us.

Dear Family:

We're in a beautiful honey moon, don't ask where, we don't even know. We'll be coming back tomorrow at morning, with love.

Emmett and Rosalie.

I sighed and showed the note no my son, he groaned.

-I need to talk him.

-Easy, Jazz. He'll come back tomorrow. Try to talk to me, or Alice.

-I-I'll be in my room, momma.

-Okay, sweetheart.

He ran upstairs and I sat in the couch, I was really worried about him, he never acts like this, unless he'd been flashbacking or something like that.

Jasper's POV.

I ran upstairs and toke deep breaths, I walked into my room and saw Alice in the bed.

-Hi, Ali.

-Jazz… you don't have to do this, it's just a stupid thing I wanted… but, just as a tantrum, you don't have to…

-It's okay, Alice, calm down. I will, because I love you.

-No, Jazz… I love you too and I don't want you to do something you don't want.

- I want to do this, Alice.

-No, you don't!

I moved closer to her and kissed her lips gently.

-I want to. I really want to- I lied.

-Sure, Jazz? Are you really sure?

-Yes, Ali, I am- I lied again.

We passed the night hugging each other, and I keep my thoughts and feelings just for me. I was torturing myself with each minute of that night, and in my head I just could think. I need Emmett. I need my older brother.

Alice, Edward, Bella went to the school, I had to go too, but I told my parents I was tired, of course, vampires can't get tired, I don't know how, but they told me: It's okay. Stay at home for today.

I just waited for my bro and sis come back, Carlisle went to the hospital, and Esme to decorate a garden, or something like that, I don't remember what she said. I was alone in house.

Emmett and Rosalie finally came at noon, Rosalie greeted me and went to the school for find Alice, she said she saw a fabulous magazine that wants to buy with her.

I couldn't endure any longer my own torturing thoughts, I went to my room, sat down in my bed and brought my knees up to my chest, burying my face in them.

Emmett's POV.

Rosalie went to find Alice, and Jasper went to his room, I stayed at the living room and turn on the TV. There was nothing to see, so, I thought in call Jazz to play with him a video game, but a terrible sound came to my ears.

There was like growls, whisperings and sobs, I ran in vampire speed to Alice and Jasper's room.

-Jazz- I called.

-G-go- He answered.

-What's going on, bro?

-N-n-nothing- J-just l-l-leave me alone- I couldn't help my worry and I rip off the door.

I found him in his bed, with his knees in his chest and his head burying in them. He was crying loudly, he'd never cry, unless something really bad was happening to him.

-Jazz, bro. What's wrong?

-The suit…the man, in my human life, he was dressing one, he hit me…

I knew about his tantrum with Alice about the suit, but I didn't think it was so hard.

-Okay, take deep breaths, Jazz. There's no one here but me. Just me, take it easy, everything will be alright.

He did what I said, and in a minute or two, he could control himself. I sat down next to him.

-I'm s-sorry- He said.

-It's okay, Jazz. Now, tell me.

He sighed and started talking.

-My human father had a friend, he never told us his name, we just called him 'J' So, my father used to leave my brothers and I with J, he was so aggressive, I mean… he raped my sisters, he hit me in many times, but…. I remember once. When I finish the fourth grade of elementary school, I was eight or nine, we were with him, and he said he'll be so elegant for us, for our graduation, so.. he went and bought a suit, before we went to school, my father ask him for watching me while he goes to find something, he said yes, and went where I was. He smiled at me, and I was so afraid, he told me… "Do you like my suit? I bought it just for you" I said yes, he started moving closer to me, and I tried to get out, he put tape on my mouth for don't screaming, and started to beating me, he broke my rips, my arms, and my face was unrecognizable, I kicked my legs, cried as I'd never cry, and tried to scream so much… until my throat was so hurt even for make a sound. He did that more times after that, several more times, and… he always was wearing a suit, exactly as mine.

I just listened to him; carefully I couldn't help my horrible feelings to that man. My brother was in so much pain.

-Jazz… does Alice know this?

-Of course not. Alice doesn't deserve has in her mind something like this.

-But she's your wife! She'll understand.

-NO. And you won't tell her.

-No, Jazz… I won't tell Alice, I'll tell everybody-

-NO! EMMETT, PLEASE… NO- He started screaming.

-Shh... Jazz, it's okay.

-Please, don't tell them.

-Listen to me, Jazz. They don't know about this and they making you suffer, I won't let anybody to hurt you again, I promise. But if you don't tell them, I'll do it for you.

-No! Emmett… you're my older brother, I trust you for these things more than I trust the others, even more than Alice.

-Jazz, I won't let you in this pain for any longer, and if I have to go right now and find the others, I will.

-Just… just wait for me… just a few days, until I feel myself secure do this. Please, don't tell anyone until I tell you to do it.

I sighed and thought, he was my little brother, and I'll always protect him, but he was right, I had to give him time for be secure of himself.

-Okay, Jazz. I won't tell anybody until you tell me to do it. But no more than a week. Do you understand?

-Y-yes. Thank you, Emmett.

-You're welcome, Jazz- I said and hugged him gently.

Jasper's POV.

Speak with Emmett helped me a lot, but I was still afraid. When everybody came back, Carlisle called us for had a family time, in the rest of the day, when I walked near of the suit, my body trembled. At night, looking at the celling, and hidden my emotions to Alice, I took a decision.

I'll destroy the suit.

A/N: I will never can apologize enough! But again. I'm so sorry!

Okay… now we know what's happening to Jazz. What do you think?